Samantha's Redemption

Chapter 7

Sam’s POV

***Trigger warning***

“Samantha, get in here,” Alpha Aaron yelled at me.

“Sir, I am right here. What can I do for you?” I asked, as I kept my head down.

“Get me fresh coffee this cold.”

I said nothing, as I knew silence was expected of me. Technically, he was my mate, but he hated me. I wasn’t sure why, but he always has. Growing up, he picked on me. Nothing more than teasing me because of what I wore or that my hair was always in a braid, but what they didn't know was I wore it that way because my mom didn’t care enough to make sure that I had shampoo or conditioner or soap for that matter. She didn’t care about anything when it came to me, so when she died when I was sixteen, it was really a blessing. I went to the pack house and was given basic things.

I quickly got the alpha his coffee and went back up to his office. I knocked on the door and waited for him to tell me to come in. As I was waiting for him to answer me, his girlfriend Amelia came and knocked into me, causing me to spill the coffee all over myself and the door and floor.

“Clean it now,” she spat at me as she opened the door and went inside. I could hear her instantly whine to him about me spilling the coffee. I took a deep breath and headed back downstairs to get him his fresh coffee.

“Again?” my friend Anne asked as I came into the kitchen. She was the only one who knew the truth.

“I swear that b***h has the best timing. It’s like she stalks me and every time I have a drink in my hands, she makes herself known.”

“I wouldn’t put it past her, but maybe you need to try again.”

“Do you remember what happened last time I tried?” I asked her because I would never forget when I tried to reject him for a second time.

Flashback

“I Samantha Bane of the Golden Moon pack reject,” I stammered out, but his hand shot out so quickly around my neck and pushed me back against the wall in his office.

“You will not reject me. You will spend your life serving me however I deem fit. I will never love you and you will never be my mate. This is your debt to pay.” He spat at me as his grip tighten. I had no clue what he was talking about and didn’t have time to think about it as his other hand came around and smacked me across the face and he dropped me to the ground. I was sucking in as much oxygen as I could when his office door opened up and Amelia walked in.

“What are you doing with the trash?” She asked, walking over to him and running her hands up his chest.

“She was learning her place.”

She stood up on her tiptoes and kissed him and the pain that shot into my heart had me grabbing my chest as if I was having a heart attack. My wolf Rae took over, and we jumped up and grabbed Amelia by the hair and threw her to the ground and jumped on top of her but before I could swing my fist Alpha Aaron grabbed me by my hair and let out a roar that had Rae shrinking back and my heart racing.

“Did you just touch her?” He yelled as he jerked me to my feet by my hair.

I didn’t have a chance to react as his fist slammed into my face and he threw me to the ground, kicking me in the ribs. I could feel them crack with the force. His face was red, and he was spitting as he yelled at me, but nothing prepared me for his boot to smash into my face and knock me out. When I came too, I was strapped to a chair in his office. He was sitting at his desk alone. I coughed and his head snapped up and he had a scary smile on his face. I could see his eyes glaze over as he linked someone. He got up and came over and stood in front of me.

“Apparently, you still don’t know your place and you are going to learn. You are worthless and will not have a life outside of what I allow,” he said as his office door opened and Amelia walked in.

“If you would have had a different life, this could have been you. Now you're going to watch and I don’t want to hear one thing from one you. Do you understand?”

He didn’t give me a chance to answer him as he walked to Amelia and wrapped his arms around her and kissed her and pushed her back against the desk and lifted her up on it and untied her dress. The pain in my chest was starting to get worse, and I was trying to hold in my cries. I didn’t know what he would do to me if I made a noise and I didn’t want to find out. He made me sit there and watch them. I put my head down as he pushed her down on the desk and pulled her panties down her leg.

“Look at me. You will watch this. You will watch me pleasure her and you will know what it feels like and then your debt will start to be repaid, but you have years of this, so don’t think this is the only time this will happen.”

I brought my head up as his head disappeared in between her legs and she and I screamed out at the same time but for very different reasons.

“Sam, earth to Sam. Are you there?” Anne asked, pulling me from that horrible day.

“Sorry.”

“Don’t and don’t think about that day and heres your coffee. While you take it upstairs, I will get some cleaning stuff for you.”

I took the tray from her and headed back upstairs. Unfortunately, that wasn’t the last time he did that. Anytime he thinks I am forgetting my place, he will make me watch. While I’ve gotten used to the pain, it does make me weak for a while afterwards. I made it up to his office and knocked on the door again and he finally answered that I could come in.

I opened the door and walked in and placed his coffee on his desk and turned to leave, but he stopped me.

“Clean my room today and be sure to change the sheets. Things got messy with Amelia last night.” He said and then dismissed me.

He thought those types of things hurt me. They didn’t anymore. I was used to it, but he would always find a new way to torture me. His latest way to make me work on stupid chores and then would keep me up all night with his escapades with Amelia. So I was exhausted, but I knew he was too and he would have to sleep soon.

I made it back downstairs, and Anne had a bucket of water and rags and cleaner. “Thanks,” I told her as I grabbed the stuff and headed back upstairs. I got to scrubbing and got the coffee off the door and then went to work on what was on the floor. Once I got it off the floor, I was drying the carpet when Amelia came up behind up and kicked my bucket over, laughed and then walked back into the Alpha’s office.

I got up and got towels and went to drying the floor when Amelia and Alpha Aaron came out of his office. I was down on my hands and knees when he kicked me over into the went carpet, “if you wouldn’t make such a mess I wouldn’t have to teach you these things.” He laughed out at me. I sat up and threw the towel down. I was now soaking wet on one side and the other hurt. As much as I wanted to lash out against them, I couldn’t. This was my debt to pay, even though I didn’t even know what that debt was for. He never would tell no matter how many times I asked.

I finished cleaning the water and put the bucket away and threw the towels in the laundry room, and went up to my closet. A while back, the Alpha made me move into his closet. This way, when Amelia came and spent the night with him, I was close and he made sure that I felt it every time. I had a corner in his closet that contained a small cot, blanket and pillow and a small stack of my clothes, which were mostly something that someone gave away. I quickly changed and laid my clothes out to dry.

I stepped back into his room and stripped his bed and put new bedding on it, and then picked up his dirty clothes and took them all down to the laundry room. Once back in his room, I picked up all of his dishes and ran them to the kitchen and grabbed a garbage sack and went back to pick up the garbage in there. If anything, he was a slob. The biggest slob I had ever met. After I finished cleaning his room, I closed it up and went back downstairs to start on my regular chores.

By the time I was done doing dinner dishes, I was exhausted. I had just finished sweeping the floors when Anne came in.

“Wanna go for a run tonight?” She asked me.

“You know I can’t.”

“How is he ever going to know?”

“I am supposed to go up to his room as soon as I am done here.”

“I just thought maybe you would break the rules. He can’t do anything worse than he already has.”

“You know what you are right. Let’s go.” I told her as I put the broom away.

We walked outside and went to the spot that everyone shifted at and took our clothes off and I called Rae forward. She quickly shifted and stretched out. She wasn’t allowed out except for when we had pack runs, which wasn’t often enough.

“Thank you,” she linked me.

“I am sorry. You should get more freedom.”

“It’s ok, we will get out of this hellhole, one way or another and when we do, we will get our revenge on Aaron.”

“Let’s run now Rae.”

She took off and Anne’s wolf Timber ran alongside us. It was freeing to be doing this. I should break the rules more often. He can’t make things worse at this point.

We ran for a solid hour before we got back to the shifting area and got dressed and headed back into the house. I went up to Alpha Aaron’s room and went inside. He was standing there at the window, looking out. When he turned to me, he had a glass of amber liquid in his glass he was holding. I wasn’t sure what it was because he liked to change his liquor up, but he was drinking, which usually made him meaner, but right now I didn’t care.

“Have a nice run?”

“Sure did.”

He didn’t say anything else to me and turned back to the window and I went and got in the shower. I was allowed one shower a week and Monday nights, which happened to be tonight. Once in there, I enjoyed every second of the fifteen minutes I was allowed. I stepped out with just two minutes to spare. I grabbed my towel and dried off and went to grab my clothes and realized I forgot them in my hurry to get in here. I wrapped the towel around me as tightly as I could and quietly slipped out of the bathroom. Aaron was still standing by the window.

“Come here,” he growled out.

I walked over to him and kept my head down.

“You know I have done everything I can think of to make you suffer, but you just won’t learn and you do whatever you want, so I am going to do whatever I want now.”

I gulped, not know what he was talking about, and looked up at him. His eyes were completely black, showing me his wolf was pushed forward. His hand came around my throat and his other ripped my towel away. He pushed me back until I was backed up against his bed. I swung with everything I had and hit him on the side of the head, but it didn’t seem to even phase him.

He pushed me down until I was flat on my back and I knew at this point there was nothing I could do. Rae pushed forward, but he was too much for her.

“You will now be my slave. My w***e. I will use you however I want.” He growled at me and climbed on top of me.

“Please don’t do this. You don’t love me. You love Amelia.” I sobbed.

“This has nothing to do with love. This is to show you your place in this world. You belong to me and I will do whatever I want.”

As soon as he said that, he undid his pants and parted my legs and squeezed my neck to the point that I was barely able to get any oxygen in. He let up on my neck to only slam into me. The blinding pain that over took me had me seeing stars, and I began to sob.