A wolf in teachers clothing.

Wallowing In Self Pitty

As soon as we pulled up to the house I was out of the car door and running. My feet slam repeatedly in to the ground, all the anger all the grief that letter had placed in my soul came out with every strike of my feet. I was loosing myself as the colors as they blur by soon I can feel the pop and shift of my bones as I let Striker take over. I love the feeling of the dirt cracking under my claws and the wind rushing threw my fur made me feel at home. We ran, we ran away from the pack house and in to the dense surrounding woods. Trees flash by me as I run the soft breeze that rustles the leaves softly voicing there sorrow for me. I skidded to a halt as I herd the loud thundering of paws behind me. Turning I see the storm grey color of Axels wolf run in to me flipping us a few times before he pins me on my back.

-Stop running- I hear him snarl in my head the anger and the power that radiated off of him was more than I could stand. The electric shock of the mate bond that was radiating from where his paws held me down was excruciating and I let out a howl of pain.

-Talk to me dumbass!- Axle roared in my mind his wolf barring his teeth at me as a low growl broke free from his chest. I could how could I talk to him about feeling like I had let him down, like I had let the whole pack down I am there beta goddam it and I couldn't even keep my mate by my side... I couldn't protect her. How was I supposed to feel like an effective beta someone who could protect the whole pack if I couldn't keep one small girl safe. I let out a small whine as I look away from Axel. The eyes that looked down at me were those of his wolf Sabastian, they were kind and understanding with just a small amount of pain shimmering in his eyes. I couldn't take it, I know he doesn't blame me for what is happening to our mate but I do and I cant take his understanding.

-Leave me, please- I beg of him, still not making eye contact. -I need to be alone right now- I heard a soft huff come from Sabastian as they step off of my chest I can still feel his eyes watching my every move as I roll on to my paws and shake my fur clean of any debris that was sticking to me.

-You have until midnight- Axle finally says hesitation laced threw his voice. I turn to look at I'm shocked he was conceding so quickly. I can see he is torn between wanting to be with me and wanting to give me the space I desperately need. -Midnight or I'm coming to look for you.- Axel licks my muzzle once before heading back the way we came and I take off the other direction. I know where I'm headed I had run this trail several times and I know there is a lake a few miles up I go there to think sometimes and I for sure needed to do some thinking.

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(Axel's P.O.V)

I stretch my arms high above my head as I step out of my shower, water droplets slowly slide down my body as I go and lay in bed. My mind was racing I couldn't think strait, the excitement I had felt when Alexander had come home and told me he had found our mate was incredible but when he told me about the complications of fully making her ours my heart broke. I was hopping for an easy take down I was hopping that it would all happen in a day, one or both of us meet her we fall in love she excepts my brother and I's … controversial relationship and we go on to run the lunar eclipse pack together, live happily ever after like the fairytale we wolves are supposed to be. On the other hand my wolf cant help but stir a little t the idea of hunting down our mate before claiming her, wolves are hunters after all. I rolled on to my side and looked at the clock thirty more minutes till midnight, I send up a small prayer to the moon goddess that he will return to me soon.

No sooner had I said my prayer up did I here the soft creak of the floor boards from outside my room, the knob turns slowly and the door swings open there stands my younger brother body bare leaves and twigs scattered threw his hair. I stand and pull him to me, his eyes are blank the dazed look of a man lost I take his hand and pull him to the bed. I had seen this look many times before and I know where it will lead.

(mature content warning)

I push Alexander on to the bed and close the door his dead eyes tracking my movements till I stop in front of him and drop to my knees, I look into his eyes as my hands softly caress his chest. I feel his strong muscles give way and quiver as my finger tips brush over one of his n*****s causing it to tighten and become perky my fingers slowly trace up his chest around his throat and to his lips. I didn't miss the slight catch in his breath as the pad of my index finger slowly slid over his bottom lip as I lean in to kiss him deeply. I feel Alexander bite and tug on my lip lightly causing my quickly growing arousal to become noticeable between my legs smirking I reach between Alexanders legs and grip his shaft firmly as I begin to stroke him, making him harder with every passing second. The soft moan that I was able to pull from the depth of his chest made me feel proud and powerful, but today was not my day to take control, I know what alexander needs right now is my submission and I intend to give it to him willingly.

I push Alexander back making him lay flat on the bed as I spread his legs wide, I slowly nip my way up his thy smirking as I watch his man hood strain. Low groans of want erupt from my brother as I slowly lick his manhood from base to tip before taking him down my throat sucking slowly as I let my warm inviting mouth work up and down on his shaft. One of my hands slowly caresses his low hanging balls and I marvel at there heft in my hands as I play with them I cant help the small smirk that crosses my face at his panting breaths and occasional moan of my name that falls from his lips. Slowly teasingly I drag my teeth up his shaft giving him the slightest jolts of danger and pleasure.

"A-Axel I n-need" I hear my brother groan out above me as I moan around his length.

"I know what you need brother." I say as I pull my mouth free from his length, I stand and go to the bed and position myself on my hands and knees tilting my head back so I can look upon my brothers form. I see a dark smirk cross his face, while I know this night was going to bring me immense amounts of pleasure also had to prepare my body for the pain that would accompany it. I hide my face in to the pillow as I feel Alexander grip my hips I can feel strikers claws dig in to my hips drawing a slight amount of blood out as Alexander kisses and nips the round globes of my ass, I feel Strikers sharpened teeth graze a crossed my skin and for the first time I feel slight fear grow in my belly. Alexander and I have fooled around many times before keeping our wolves in check for fear of hurting one another but it seams as though tonight Alexander is having a hard time controlling Striker.

"Alexander, Its ok." I say my voice hardly above a whisper as I set my resolve to give my brother everything he needs. I can feel him dig his claws in to my flesh tighter asking in his way if I'm sure and I give him a small nod. I feel the energy in the air around us shift as he allows Striker to take full control and the fear in my belly dissipates slightly with my resolve. I feel Strikers warm rough tongue snakes between the smooth globes of flesh to find my tight opening. I feel him lap at the tight ring of muscle there before sliding his thick appendage in to my opening drawing out a low moan. Striker doesn't take much time to prepare me before positioning his length at my opening, even with so little contact between us I can feel the difference in size between my brothers c**k and his wolfs but there was no turning back now.

I feel Striker slowly push the head of his impressive member into my tight opening making me gasp as I try to relax my body. I feel striker still for a moment before forcing himself the rest of the way into me hitting that wonderous bundle of nerves making my cry out in both pain and pleasure. I couldn't help the unmanly gasp that flew from my lips as Striker began to move inside of me quick hard thrust driving into my core making my moan like a dog in heat. I feel one of strikers clawed hands grip my hair and pull my head back lifting my back up so that its flat against his chest. I groan loudly as the change in position causes striker to drive deeper in to me making my breaths fall from my body quickly.

"My, my what a tight ass you have." I hear striker growl in my ear before biting and tugging on it. I couldn't help the breathy moan that fell from my mouth at his words, striker is more crass than alexander and in a position like this, with my submission freely given I prefer it. I enjoy the strong hand that hold my head up by the hair causing slight pain I get off on it and striker knows it.

"Whos ass is this my pet?" I here him snarl out as he slows the movement of his hips deliberately to torture me to try and get me to beg for more, it is a power play one I don't intend to indulge in.. yet. I turn my head and smirk in at the wolf who was currently taking my ass for all he felt was owed to him. I leaned up trying to capture his lips in a kiss only to feel the sharp sting of his hand smacking my ass.

"No, no pet as my property you don't get to touch me like that." Striker gave me a dark smile increasing the strength of his slow thrusts that is until he stills his movements all together. I could feel him pulsing deep with in my passageway and I need more, I need his brutal thrust and his sadistic handling of my body. I moan out his name as he grips my profusely leaking c**k and gives it a few tortuously slow strokes.

"Now, answer me pet. Whos. Ass. Is. This?" Striker asks punctuating each word with a hard thrust into my ass and a slow tug on my c**k.

"Yours striker its yours." I cry out needing more and he graciously gives it to me. Striker picks up his fast pace pounding in to me as he continues to toy with my c**k bringing me ever closer to my orgasm.

"c*m for me pet." He murmurs into my ear, and that's when I find my release ropes upon ropes of my c*m shoot forth from my body covering the bed and the hand that still milks my twitching c**k. I feel the knot at the base of strikers c**k form and force its way deep in to me causing me to scream in an undignified manor, 'how could I have forgotten that was going to happen' I think angerly at myself. I feel striker lean for ward and kiss my neck before biting deeply effectively marking me and sending another shock wave of pleasure threw my body. I feel striker empty himself in to my tight passage way as he licks clean my wound.

"Thank you." I hear him whisper before Alexander takes control again. Rolling on to our side I feel Alexander kiss my neck softly and throw his arm over my waist. We lay there in the dark for some time just waiting for Alexander to be able to remove himself from me. Finally when he could we separated still laying close to one another as his essence slowly leaks out of me. Finally Alexander broke the quiet, "Did it hurt Axel?" Alexander all but whispered shame evident in his voice. I couldn't help but chuckle slightly he would feel shameful of letting his wolf take over for a night. I roll over and kiss him lightly.

"Alexander there where times that it did hurt but I was made for you, the pain gave me the most exquisite pleasure and I don't want you to feel ashamed for the minimal pain it took." I said softly. That was the last either one of us spoke of it that night as we fell asleep in each others arms.