way out of your league

Sticking to my Plan

Sandra POV

After dealing with everything about Nelson's death and the feeling of loss.I decided to move on focusing on our baby growing in me.I felt the void,its as if I lost an essential part of me,the one person who treated me like a queen,with love and respect.I took that for granted but I guess you only see people's importance when they are gone.I never even told him I was pregnant cause I never wanted him to make me stop working.I had just gotten the acting role then and I didn't want something like pregnancy to make me loose it after all I put in to get it.Now he is gone,I talked to Reece,Nelson's best friend about this and he totally understood me.

Reece quit from the company when Nelson died and he said the reason why was cause he just got a shocking revelation of how unpredictable and short life was.he always wanted to be a movie producer but he felt he had all the time in the world to do that but with the death of Nelson he realized it was not a good idea to keep procrastinating when he would start working on his dream so he left.he encouraged me to also work on mine and let nothing stop me from pursuing it and that is what I was doing. Nathan was also part of the future I wanted,I know it would be harder with me carrying his brother's child but nothing has ever come to me easy.

While I kept trying to form a cordial relationship with Nathan, the situation with that Stacy b***h happened.I would never let some fool ruin my plans,she was trying to get pregnant for him but sorry b***h I won't allow that happen.Not now, not ever.The morning after pills I took with me to slip into Nora's drink so in case she f****d that leech she was pinning after came handy as I had to force feed Stacy that pill and more. Good riddance,if she eventually still ends up pregnant I knew I would personally make sure she looses it.But then I think she played a great role in helping me get rid of that social climber Natalie.So now I just had to wait till I give birth and after that Nathan would be mine.

My phone rang as I kept thinking "hello who is this" I asked "hello Miss Sandra Clarke you promised to help me get my paper so I can remain in the country,the police are after me.I can't get away cause i'm pregnant"the lady said.Can't I get a break,why doesn't everything go as planned.What a stupid mistake it was drugging Nelson and having some w***e sleep with him since I got pregnant.I just couldn't stand his constant urge for s*x and since he decided to be exclusive with me, I had to deal with all his s****l urges all in the name of his love.I just couldn't deal with it so I got some slut to care for his needs without him knowing of course but the fool couldn't protect herself efficiently, this is just f*****g frustrating."i'll do something about that immediately Laura,just hold on" I said cutting the call.Thank God she knows better than to approach Nelson's parents cause I told her she would be arrested for r**e even though it might not happen.

How do I deal with this mess now I thought.I called Mr smith to help me extend Laura's stay permit in the country while I kept thinking of a way to take care of this situation permanently.I got a call informing me Nathan was in Nelson's apartment, quickly I rush over just to have him ignore me at first but he later relaxed a bit when he realized I was here to stay and I was carrying his nephew or niece.That was a huge improvement on my relationship with Nathan.Immediately Nathan left,laura called the line in the apartment asking if I had done anything about her situation, that was a close one. Nathan could have picked that call.I simply dismissed her, assuring her I had taking care of it.I needed to take care of laura fast. Presently I was sixteen weeks pregnant while laura was thirteen weeks.I guess she just have to lose her pregnancy for the both of us to part peacefully.

I began putting my plan into place on how laura would be attacked and I arranged for someone to take her to a hospital of my choice where she would lose her baby then I can work on her being deported as simple as that.I went for a scan some weeks later with my mum only to find out I was having a baby girl.I was a bit disappointed but then it was time for my plans to work out perfectly and so it did.It was hard rounding up my first acting role while pregnant but I did with Reece helping me through.He started his first role as a co-producer under his uncle and it has been going well for him.

I decided to have dinner to celebrate the end of my first movie role with Nora, "Hello nora,do you want to have dinner with me,I just concluded my first movie role!!!!!" don't blame me i'm so excited "I would really have loved to Sandra but Andre is having a meeting with my dad about us and everything that went wrong,and its this evening. I really want to be there" she said "I totally understand,i'll be there with you too, I'll come around soon".I wish I could get a break to celebrate, I really deserve a break I thought getting ready to go the the family house.I got there a bit early, even before Andre and Nora arrived "hello sweetheart,how are you and the baby" their mom asked rubbing my tummy while I smiled "its been a bit stressful, I know it would have been better if Nelson was here but i'm coping" I replied getting a bit teary while she rubbed my back "I would get you whatever you need to be ok just take care of yourself and the baby" their dad said and I nodded "if it gets too much to handle please move back in with us,you don't have to stay in that condo you shared with Nelson, I could get you better care" their mum said "I know,I just want to be useful to myself and the baby" I replied "You don't have to do it alone though, just ask when you need anything" their mum said "Thank you mum for always checking up on me" I replied hugging her even if my tummy got in the way a little "That is nothing at all" she said "Nora told me they were coming,I just wanted to be here for her" I said "You didn't have to,I don't want anything stressing you at all at this point and I know nora is bringing drama tonight" their mum said.

"Please could you be a little bit understanding towards her,she is like a sister to me and I get that she loves him" I said "You are such a loyal daughter to us,we want what's best for her too" their mum said smiling "My business associate is interested in nora and his son getting together,the boy is a fine young man who is smitten with nora and can give her a good life.I want you to help us talk to nora so she considers Mason." Their dad said and I nodded. Wow this people are so short sighted,it's same mason who parties and did drugs but I guess he kept that away from the public so its all good besides he is the only child and his parents are filthy rich so its a win-win for both parties. soon Nora and Andre walked in and I knew it was show time.

I just hope what happened in the past stays in the past or better still, it should follow the plot I had already created.