Lily
I will love every single of you.
I couldn’t believe I almost said that.
I didn’t want to show him that I still cared about him. That I still…loved him.
My mind was a mess.
My gamble wouldn’t pay off in the end. Matt couldn’t do anything with my feeling.
I still loved Zack. I loved the man who destroyed me. How ironic was that? What a fool I was. Why did I still have feelings toward the man who humiliated and broke my heart? Was this really love or just an illusion? I didn’t know anymore.
Come to think of it, I never told him that I loved him. And neither did Zack. Both of us never confirmed each other’s feelings. We were just close. We were like friends. We kissed. And we had s*x. Just for one night. But in that one night, I knew exactly how he felt about me. I remembered how
