Lily
This was what I hated about myself, particularly around Zack. Whenever I was with him, I couldn’t control myself. Almost like my brain was dysfunctional. His presence really affected me. I couldn’t move. I was…stuck.
He was not just pressing his lips on me; he forced his tongue inside. I moaned with his kiss as I tried to push him away. He didn’t let me and pinned my hands on the wall, continuing to assault me.
I felt hot. I was burning up. My knees were weak I wanted to fall. Some part of me wanted to refuse him. Some part of me, some stupid part of me I terribly hated, wanted him so bad. I wanted him to devour me like he did to me before. When I gave my virginity to him. To make love to me again. I wanted…Zack.
No!
I couldn’t do this.
Not with him. Not when I had Matt.
“Z-Za
