Fearless Boy

Chapter Five

Chapter Five

I couldn't move. That's the first thing that came to my mind as I open my eyes. My whole body aches and it's because of the monster sleeping peacefully beside me.

"Chanyeol."

I called his name and he moved his body closer to mine. He pulled me and hugged me tight. Damn, now I can't breathe.

"Asshole."

Nakita ko ang pagngiti niya. He's f*****g smiling and I f*****g hate him for it. Gustong-gusto niya talaga na nahihirapan ako. Such a sadist.

"I love you. You should've let me explain before concluding things."

I rolled my eyes heavenward. I don't care. Basta may kahalikan siyang iba and that's all that matters. I still love him, though.

"I hate you."

Mas humigpit ang yakap niya. Hinalikan niya pa ang ulo ko. Inamoy pa! Baliw na talaga ang isang to. Pero sabagay mabango kasi ako kaya siguro inaamoy niya ako.

"I love you, too."

At tumawa na naman siya.

**

Kyungsoo is looking at me using his doe-like eyes. He's cute as a button. But damn, I don't want to tell him my relationshit with Chanyeol.

"Sa Paris. Classmates kami. Tapos ayun lang."

Paliwanag ko kahit na alam kong hindi naman maliwanag ang pagkakasabi ko. Baka nga mas nacurios lang ang isang to.

"Eh bakit nagalit ka nung nakita mo siya?"

Tinignan ko siya at napangisi ako sa naisip ko bigla.

"Eh bakit inabot kayo ng madaling araw kase-s*x?"

He blushes like a tomato and he's cute! Really really cute! Crush ko talaga si Soo. Ang cute niya kasi. Kaya lang not into top-ing someone. I prefer to be in the bottom.

"Ay ewan ko sayo! Parang nagtatanong lang tapos yung, yung, yung S-E-X life pa namin ang pinapansin mo!"

Natawa ako sa kanya. He can't even say the word s*x without blushing. Eh mas nauna nga siyang namulat sa s*x kesa as akin. At dahil yun kay Kim Jongin na walang ibang ginawa kundi harutin at manyakin ang bestfriend ko.

"Ang cute mo, Soo."

**

Dahan-dahan niyang ipinasok ang kanya sa loob ko at hinalikan ang labi ko para kainin ang mga ungol ko. Hindi muna ito gumalaw at naghintay hanggang sa masanay ako sa kalakihan niya.

"Sweet."

Bulong nito habang binibigyan ang leeg ko ng mumunting halik. Nag-umpisa na itong gumalaw at puro ungol ko ang narinig sa buong kwarto niya.

"Ah~"

I pulled him closed to me. Gusto kong malapit siya sa akin para ramdam ko ang init ng katawan niya. I kissed him on the lips. And I grinned as I saw his stunned reaction.

"You kissed me."

Tumango ako at hinalikan uli siya. Unti-unting bumilis ang galaw niya at napapikit ako sa sarap. Ang laki-laki niya na pakiramdam ko ay mapupunit na ako!

"It's only a peck."

Sabi ko habang dinadama ang kanya. Pumipintig ito sa loob ko at ang init-init pa. Sinubukan kong itaas ang balakang ko para sabayan siya. I met him thrusts per thrusts.

"s**t!"

Napangisi ako dahil sa mura niya. Ang hot niya kapag nagmumura. He should cuss more often. Or maybe when we are in bed.

"I hate you, Chanyeol."

I hissed as he rammed himself harder. f**k! He reached the hilt and poured his essence inside of me. Oh, he came!

"You didn't let me come first."

He laughed and held my thing and started pumping it up and down. Napahawak na naman ako sa balikat niya. Bumaon pa ata ang kuko ko.

"You are f*****g hard again. I'm tired."

He laughed again and I came in his hand.

**

"Kapag mag-bestfriend ba dapat sobrang lapit sa isa't-isa? Dapat tabi pang matulog? May boyfriend na siya, kaya bakit kailangan niyong mag bonding na kayo lang?"

Napairap na lang ako sa sinabi niya. Hindi ko maintindihan ang sentimyento niya sa buhay. Parang sinabi ko lang naman na huwag siyang tatawag dahil mag-movie marathon kami ni Soo.

"Kasi bestfriend nga kami. Bakit ang dami mong tanong?"

Inis na tanong ko sa kanya. Hinatak niya ako at pinaupo sa hita niya. Ipinulupot niya ang kanyang mga braso sa baywang ko.

"Kapag sinabi ko bang gusto kong mag-movie marathon tayo papayag ka?"

Nagtaas ako ng kilay at napangisi. So cute. Chanyeol is so cute that I want to stay with him and let him f**k me all day. But I can't. Unfortunately.

"What are we gonna watch, porn?"

Ngumiti ito at hinalikan ako sa labi.

"Gusto mo naman yun. Favorite mo ngang panoorin yun."

I blushed profusely and I tried my best to hide from him. Isiniksik ko ang mukha ko sa leeg niya at kinagat iyon. Napaungol siya at naramdaman ko ang kung anong matigas na bagay na tumutusok sa akin.

"Hard!"

Sabi ko sabay kindat.

**

"May sakit si Soo. Hindi ako sasama sayo."

Kumunot ang noo niya at halos magdikit ang mga kilay niya. He's so cute when he's jealous and I so like him like that.

"May sakit din ako! Stay with me, please?"

He's f*****g pouting and I just have these urges to kiss him all day and let him do the magic to my body.

"I can't. Nag-promise na ako kay Soo. Tsaka sawa na ako sa mukha mo."

Tumayo na ako pero hinatak na naman niya paupo sa hita niya. He wrapped his hands around my waist to trapped me. f**k. He's f*****g hard beneath me.

"May boyfriend na siya kaya bakit kailangan mo pa siyang puntahan? Kung may sakit siya edi hayaan mong alagaan siya ni Kai. Stay with me and I will do everything you want."

And I think he bought me with that. Damn. I'm sorry, Soo.

**

"Do you know what to do?"

He asked me and I rolled my eyes at him. Sinusubukan niya ba talaga ako? Natural na alam ko ang gagawin dahil madalas ko na itong gawin noon.

"I wouldn't tie you to this bed if I didn't know what to do next."

Natawa na naman siya at tinitigan ako. Namula naman ako dahil doon. I hate it when he stares at me. Feeling ko nakikita niya ang laman ng puso ko. f**k! So corny.

"I'm gonna eat your c**k and make you come. Isn't that wonderful? Isn't that amazing?"

I wiggled my brows at him and he laughed again. Kung hindi lang nakaka-turn on ang tawa niya ay pinasakan ko na ang bibig niya ng panyo.

"Try eating me then. I'm all yours."

**

Nagtaas-baba ako sa kanya at napaungol ng malakas. Damn. I want to come so bad but I just can't. Not when Chanyeol's still f*****g hard inside of me.

"Why are you still so hard? Kanina pa tayo ah!"

Reklamo ko habang patuloy sa pagtaas-baba sa kanya. He's still tied to his f*****g bed. But he seem to control our movements.

"You're so cute, Baek."

I blushed hard and looked away to avoid his piercing gaze. Hindi ko gusto kapag nagsasabi siya ng ganoon. Kumakabog ang dibdib ko.

"I love you."

Napatingin naman ako sa kanya. Napatitig ako sa mga mata niya at alam ko na kung ano ang gusto niya. Tinanggal ko ang tali niya at agad niya akong hinawakan sa baywang. Pinagpalit niya ang aming pwesto.

"I love you."

At hinalikan niya ang aking ilong. f**k!

"I hate you."

He started thrusting inside of me, filling me up to the hilt. Hitting that certain spot inside of me that made me go into wild frenzy. He grabbed my thing and pumped it up and down until I felt my own release.

"I love you, Baek."

**

"I can't believe it! Kyungsoo is f*****g pregnant and I'm f*****g jealous! Gusto ko din ng baby!"

Inis na pumasok na uli ako sa kotse ni Chanyeol. Pupunta kami sa pad niya dahil nandoon na karamihan ng mga damit ko.

"Gusto mo buntisin din kita?"

Pangusong humarap ako sa kanya. Sinamaan ko siya ng tingin na ikinatuwa niya lang ata.

"Baka nga mabubuntis ako!"

Tumawa ito at pinaandar na ang sasakyan.

"I can. Try me."

Well, there's no harm in trying. Who knows I might get pregnant too. Baka may ovary pala ako at hindi ko lang alam.

**

Months passed by. I'm stuck deep with him. I can't seem to find myself without him. He's been there for me all the time. And if I lose him, I lose myself too.

Kyungsoo is back with Jongin again. I'm happy for him, and hopefully the baby will bind them forever.

"Thinking hard, eh?"

Napatingin ako sa kanya. Nakangiti siya sa akin na para bang walang kahit anong problema. Wala nga ba? Natatakot tuloy ako na harapin ang bukas. I want stay in this moment, with him, us two, forever.

"Why do you love me? I'm... like this. A slut. I accept money for s*x. I'm basically a w***e and yet you love me. You're with me. I just don't get it."

He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closed to him. Naamoy ko ang pabango niya. He f*****g smells divine. I'm addicted to his scent. To his touches. To his every words. I'm simply addicted to him.

"Do I need a reason? Let's skip the crappy romance s**t and just make love. I love you, Baek."

I stared at his face. Eto yung tao na minsan kong ginustong akitin. Yung tao na gusto kong mabaliw sa akin pero ako pa yung nabaliw sa kanya. I'm so in love with him. I sighed.

"I love you."

I said the words without looking at him. I can't look at him knowing that he's watching me. I'll f*****g puke and end up embarrassing myself. I can't let that happen. I'm f*****g Byun Baekhyun. I don't do love. Only f**k.

"I love you."

He kissed the top of my head. And for that day, we laid on our bed cuddling each other.

**

"I don't have a family, you know? Itinakwil ako ng parents ko dahil sa pag-drop out ko sa university. As if I care."

Ngumiti ito at hinapit ako sa baywang. Niyakap niya ako ng mahigpit. I have these urges again to hug him back and never let him go.

"I love you."

His words of love is like the air I breathe. Without it, I'm probably dead by now.

"I'm tired of doing the things I used to do."

Ibinaon ko ang aking mukha sa kanyang leeg. Mas humigpit ang yakap niya sa akin. We stood in the middle of the bathroom, naked, and hugging each other tightly.

"You aren't doing the things you used to do."

Maybe he is right. I don't accept money for s*x. Plus he's the only guy I f****d for months. But even though I became monogamous, he never bores me. I'm always excited when it comes to him.

"My parents will probably come here to take me back."

I said truthfully. I just know that things will only get harder.

"Stay with me. Love me. And trust me, I'll never let anyone take you away from me."

Trust him, eh? It's all I can do right now. I guess I don't have a choice.