Married to my boss, pregnant for his friend

Karen’s pov We slammed the door open kissing each other, after our date we came to James house. He drops me to the Couch, he start to kiss all over my body I can feel the hotness of his breath, he takes off my dress. Revealing my round breast, his mouth on it and one hand that sent signal straight to my brain i quickly let out a moan, we starts to kiss again as he carries me to the room. He drops on the bed hotly, I wanted more already as he off his clothes. He pulled me down to his face, he’s hand under my half off silk dress. I felt my first wave of orgasm, i started to feel his touch on my cunt, he suck on them like it taste of honey. His hands replacing his tongue moving slowly at first, he made for my breast again this time his finger thrusting deeper into my womanhood. I screamed out of pleasure, “I love you Karen” he bluntly said, before forcing his manhood into me, it was painful and cold at the same time. This made me scream this time i was tired and wanted no more his c**k made me feel more pain than pleasure. “James I’m tired” I let out weakly, he didn’t seem to hear. He f****d me even harder. I saw the expression on his face, my legs starts to shake,he thrusted hard holding my breast with pleasure. He pulled out, Laid on the bed as he turned to kiss me and said, “Karen’s you are juicy, I never knew you were still a virgin.” I saw some white, thick cream and some stains or blood on my vulva. I feel so much relief. Still that night after we did it after I allowed him inside me. He is fast asleep beside me. When I heard his phone buzz repeatedly on the bed. A light sleeper, My sleep was interrupted by it. I sat up rubbing my eyes, I felt a sharp pain down in my cunt. But I’m certain that it’s just a day pain. I have made research on how a first s*x feels. I gently reached for his phone baring the pain I feel, trying not to wake him up. Holding his phone, My face meeting his face I wondered. “How can a man sleep so innocently after inflicting me with pains.” I’m happy to be in his arms I placed a kiss on his forehead. I feel so safe with him. I want nights like this where he cuddles me through the night, a night where he repeatedly tells me he loves me. The buzzing of his phone cut through my thoughts Smile on my face as I made to see why his phone kept vibrating. I was going to find a way just to keep the phone from buzzing. When I saw messages. (Messages for Donavon) Mr Donavon? I felt it was regarding work. Mr Donavon is also my boss where I got a job. I pushed a button by the side of his phone to silence the messages. I should have returned the phone to its position at that but curiosity got the better of me i scroll up on the screen to reveal the message. Message from Dovano “I can’t wait to try her.” “Is she juicy? I bet you are having the best night of your life man.” “I knew she’s a w***e she would fall for the gifts and attention”. My eyes widened to the messages on his screen I was loosing grip of his phone as my hands were trembling. How do I process what I see on his screen. At the same time I couldn’t process it in my head, Seeing my name at the end of the text “ I bet you showed Karen the man in you” was when it clock to me that I was being played. I could feel my heart breaking into pieces. I gave him my body how would somebody make me feel worthless?. I made this big decision for him. How come I never saw through him? I blame love, love made me slow witted. Love blind folded me. I’m so confused I don’t know what to feel or how to confronting him. How do I live like this. Tears roll down my cheeks my , did he just use me. But I don’t deserve this. I can still feel pains from the what he had few hours ago. I continued crying silently not knowing what to do as thoughts run through my mind. I feel so cheap. But I thought this love was genuine my first time trying love and this a what I get? What’s next now I found out I was just a bet it’s already 6months since James and I have been in a relationship. I trusted him so much. Tears could not stop falling from my cheeks. I’m drowning in my thoughts, I can’t rewind the hands of time. How do I take responsibility for my stupidity?. I did it for love I loved him those feelings I felt were real, but all I can feel now ?. I don’t know this feeling. this feeling, I can’t handle it. I felt his cold fingers on my cheeks wiping my tears off as it cut me off my thought bringing me back to reality. “Does it hurt that much? I’m sorry you know I love you.” I couldn’t move my gaze to him I blacked out but could still hear every word he said to me. His “I love you” no longer stared me up anymore all I could pray for was a broad day light so I could leave the site of this man. How I feel so much pain. I’m loosing my mind, I could die from this heart break I have never experienced something like this in my life. It turn out to be our last date, when that night it felt we could last forever. I struggle from the pain I feel I managed to lay down ignoring all the things he said to me. I pulled out the duvet covering myself. I laid backwards ignoring him as I prayed for dawn so I can leave this place. My heart is broken but not even a single word came out of my mouth. He found his way back to sleep. it is dawn already A new day and I never said anything about the messages on that night till I left that place.