I thought it would be easier. But with every step I take, I get closer to the coffin. And with every step I take, I feel like I'm going to crumble. I take a deep breath, feeling my heart beating faster and faster against my ribs. And I find myself having to think about how I wanted Collin on my side. I hate him, I want to kill him most of time, yet I think having him on my side would help me. His presence is even comforting.
There is a small crowd surrounding the black coffin, with clothes without a trace of color. I find Nora and Sean a little away from them, talking. Nora is wearing a black overcoat with her typical black boots. And Sean has decided to wear a simple black sweater, jeans and sunglasses that cover his green eyes. As soon as they notice my presence, they come to me.
"Lizz
