ALEX'S POINT OF VIEW . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . After a cold shower, which was very welcomed, but it didn't help with the raging hard-on that I woke up with, but I refuse to do anything about it because of two reasons. One, I won't get over him like this, and two, the pain is bigger than the pleasure, and I'm in pain as it is, I don't need to twist the knife or put salt on the wound. While I make myself a coffee, I take my phone and call Bianca. I need to talk to her, tell her what happened, get everything off of my chest, otherwise it will explode. " Hey, babes. " I great, not trying to hide the heaviness in my voice. " Hey, babes. How are you? " She greets back, trying to sound cheerful, probably to lift my poor mood, but I know her, and I know that it's fake a

