ALEX’S POINT OF VIEW . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I never felt so vulnerable or hurt, and I hope that I'll never feel like that again. It was as if someone sucked all the air out of my lungs and was pushing burning tears out of my eyes. I would have sold my soul to the Devil if that meant that I would have suddenly gained superpowers and teleport from there anywhere in the world, just not there. I wish I would be magical, like he says, I wish I could click my fingers and make all of these go away. At least the pain. I would want to keep the memories if I could. Yes, yes, I'm torturing myself. I looked in the mirror at the masochist that was staring back at me and repeated over and over again that the guy that his stupid heart wants, it's straight as a p

