CALVIN'S POINT OF VIEW
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I tried, but unfortunately, it didn’t work. Ok, I need to vent. I need a piece of expert advice. So, I sit in front of the mirror and talk to myself.
I know, I'm not quite an expert, because I did bring myself here, but ... I'm all I have.
And maybe if I say all this out loud it will sound crazy and my brain will realize how crazy it is, and that I don’t really want him. Ok.
" So, I kissed a man on two different occasions. Alex, who happens to be my P.A.. First advice, I should stop calling him Alex, and go back to Alexander. Yes, no nicknames. Anyway, it’s not only the fact that he’s a man, but he’s also working for me and I don’t get involved with staff. He gave me the best blowjob of my life. A man. My P.A. A man.
