CALVIN'S POINT OF VIEW . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Holding my breath, I wait for his answer, and a part of me hopes that he'll agree, but another part, hopes he won't, and that makes me angry at myself. I mean, why would I even worry? I know I won't like him. But if you do? Will you be honest with yourself? Because honestly, you're annoying with your change of mind. " Ok. " He answers in a hesitant and defeated voice, making me more nervous than I am.. I won't like it! I won't like it! I won't like him! I won't ... While I try to command my broken brain to be normal, he grabs the hem of his t-shirt and pulls it off, throwing it God knows where, because I sure as f**k can't tell, because I can't take my eyes off of him. Off of his body, his muscles are lean, with n

