CALVIN'S POINT OF VIEW . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Even after her nice speech, I still can't get myself to open up and tell her the truth. Maybe one day, but not today. " Ok. I’ll think about it. " I say, hoping that that will stop her from insisting. " Good. Now, what do you say if we go out Saturday night? There’s a new club and I heard it’s awesome. " I let out a breath of relief that my prayer was heard and she changed the subject, even if I could see that she wanted to insist, I still appreciate that she didn't. " Ok. " I agree, even if in this rhythm, I might end up dead from dehydration from all the stupid crying that I can't control. " Good. " She says with a nod, proud that at least something got to be how she wants. We talked for God knows how long, b

