CALVIN'S POINT OF VIEW
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The silence that came after I rose my walls was heavy and laced with guilt from all sides. First I feel guilty for not giving her the benefit of the doubt, then I feel guilty for lying. Lying to myself and everyone around me, even though I don't know what those lies are, or I don't want to separate the truth from it, I don't know and I would rather not find out and live in my blissfully hetero world.
As if that could be possible.
But maybe if I talk to my sister I'll find the answer that I'm craving. And I don't have to tell her that I'm talking about a man.
" Ok. I met someone, but we can’t be together. It would never work. We are from totally different worlds, so I can't. I can’t…I just can’t. It sucks, I wish
