CALVIN’S POINT OF VIEW
I knew that he's smart, but not quite like this. It’s been 3 days since I called because I couldn't stop myself, and he hasn't called once.
The thought of going to work and see him it's flirting with me, but I'm trying to stay firm and not lose it. A least not worse than I already did.
So, in these days when I was apart from him I ... well, I tried to put some order in my mind and go back to my old self, but my attention span seems to last less than one second if the subject doesn't involve Alex and his lips, so I retorted to alcohol and drank a lot, paced a lot, thought a lot, -about Alex-, had frequent conversations with myself, but none helped. Actually, I think I'm worse than I've been because all I do is think about him and it's not because I
