SEAN'S POV
"Wake up" summer whispers. Then she gentle shakes my arm.
"Shh," I say moaning as I pull Summer onto me and wrap my arms around her tiny little body.
"What are you doing?" Summer asks. "Shh summer, I not long fell back to sleep, I didn't mean to fall asleep but I also didn't sleep last night you know." I say.
"What why didn't you sleep? Actually I don't want to know thinking about it" Summer says.
"I stayed awake incase you rang or texted me, you know incase you needed me what else did you think?" I say. Although I knew what she thought already I could mentally kick myself as I only had myself to blame for that thinking of hers. I think to myself.
"Oh" is all she says trying to get up.
"Stay still give me a few more minutes I'm tired" I grumble.
"Its 11:45pm when did Skylar go back to sleep? plus this sofa isn't ideal for you to sleep on you have work in the morning" she says a little more softly.
"Around 9:30 she fell asleep, I didn't realise I fell asleep so long and don't remind me work comes around to fast when I'm with you both but drags at work" I moan.
Summer laughs "fine you can stay in the spare room if need be, but your not staying on the sofa your clearly tired and I'm not so tired now since you allowed me to sleep" she says trying to sit up again.
"Stay still 5 more minutes then we can all go to bed" I say.
"What's with you?" Summer asks.
"I just want to cuddle for a few minutes before you run away from me again." I say.
"Ahh, your impossible" Summer says and I can imagine summer is rolling her eyes at me.
"And your stubborn, just let me hold you a little while women, you know you want it as much as I do just enjoy being here in the moment with me." I say.
"Who said I wanted a cuddle? Hmm?" She questions.
"That's why you leaned into me while feeding Skylar earlier even though you were angry at me, you clearly wanted some comfort also! Your just stubborn and hold a grudge when mad at me, instead of letting me show you love and support and what you mean to me you fight it every step of the way" I say.
Summer then stops struggling and laid her head on my chest but still has to have the last word. "Don't think you can stay here all night though the sofa isn't ideal plus I'm not comfortable." Summer says.
With that I sit us up and quickly kiss Summer on the forehead "fine off to bed then, I will bring Skylar up" I say then I stand us both up make sure Summer has her balance before letting my arms go from around her body. Then I go over and pick Skylar up before Summer can argue. But Summer just stares at me like I'm crazy.
"Come on bed" I say walking towards summer. With that I follow Summer up the stairs to her bedroom. Summer climbs into bed while I put Skylar into the next to me crib. Skylar still looks so small and dinky in it. I make sure she is tucked up nicely with a blanket before kissing Skylars forehead as well.
I then climb into the bed.
"What are you doing now?" Summer asks.
"I'm getting my 5 minutes cuddle where your comfortable, that way you can't moan at me anymore but I'm getting my five minutes cuddle, I was going to get on the sofa." I say, With that I cuddle up to Summer and for once she doesn't argue back with me and I smile.
I start to fall asleep again feeling content but summer then announces" 5 minutes are up."
" Shh, my stubborn little women." I say.
" And if I don't shh? "she questions.
" Your shh and cave before I do." I say
"No, I won't now move your ass to the spare room" she whispers in my ear.
"You will shh, look" I say before slightly moving our body's so I kiss her sweet lips. Summer opens her mouth to speak her annoyance but it just gives me the opportunity to slide my tongue in and deepen the kiss. Within a few seconds Summer caves and starts kissing me back while wrapping her arms around my body as I gently pull her closer with one arm wrapping around her waist and my other arm gently cupping the back of her head. We kissed until we both needed to breath.
"Your annoying" Summer grumbles but cuddles her head into my neck.
"I can live with being annoying when I get to keep you close where you belong." I say.
Then before I knew it Summer was asleep again. I couldn't help but chuckle to myself mentally before going back to sleep myself, happily content to have Summer cuddled up next to me.
When Skylar woke for her next night feed Summer and me were still cuddled up how we fell a sleep, it brought a smile to my face as we both sat up. Summer picked Skylar up as I went to go get out of bed.
"Where are you going?" Summer asks.
"I'm going to get a bottle where else?" I ask confused. One minute she wants me gone the next she wants me to stay?
"I thought so, It's okay, I will get it while Skylar gets a cuddle with her daddy" she says passing Skylar over to me.
"Oh, okay" then is all I respond. I honestly was shocked, I half expected Summer to send me packing to the spare room so I thought getting the bottle would be a way to stay in her good books, but instead she shocked me by handing me Skylar over.
"Sing nursery ryhmes it will help settle Skylar," summer shout up the stairs as she heads downstairs distracting me from my thoughts. With that I start to sing.
Pattercake Pattercake bakers man bake me a cake as fast as you can. Pat it and prick it and mark it with a bee put it in the oven for baby and me.
I kept repeating the nursery ryhme to tired to think of any others that I can think of the top of my head until Summer came back with the bottle.
She climbed into the bed next to me, "do you want me to feed Skylar so you can get more sleep?" She asks me.
"No, it's fine, I enjoy all these little moments even if I'm tired I'd rather be tired and not miss the moments" I reply as Summer starts handing me the bottle.
Summer doesn't say anything else she just lays back down and watches me feed Skylar. Somehow the peace with out talking is pure bliss simply because we are all together here cosy. I can't help but kick myself once again for what I did all those months ago, if I hadn't messed around with that women my little family would be perfect now, but instead I just get to take these few moments and enjoy them when they occur.
By the time Skylar is fed Summer has fallen back to sleep looking like the peaceful angel she is to me. After I've winded Skylar who also is fighting sleep I quickly change her nappy then cuddle her until she falls asleep peacefully in my arms again. I make she is fully asleep for five minutes before I gently tuck her back into the crib. I then climb back into the bed smiling to myself as I cuddle up to Summer and fell back to sleep.
The next night feed was at 5:30am when Skylar woke up but Summer told me to go back to sleep as it wasn't long until I had to get up for work. But I argued it out and went to fetch Skylar a bottle. I then made Summer some toast and a cuppa while she fed Skylar. I then winded Skylar while Summer ate her toast.
"Do you not want breakfast?" Summer asks after taking one bite if her toast.
"No not yet, I'm not that hungry" I smile at Summer.
"I'm surpised you didn't make yourself a drink" summer then says.
"I did i finished off my innocent smoothie while making your drink, hense why I'm not very hungry yet." I say
"Ooo" summer Says with a look of understanding finally.
"Talking off food, can we have lunch together today?" I ask
"You want me to have lunch with you?" Summer slowly says as if she has heard something crazy sounding.
"Yes, I'd like to have lunch with you today if you would like that to, would you like to have lunch with me?" I ask as I watch Summer, as she thinks over if she wants to have lunch with me or not.
"I don't know" Summer finally says.
"Okay well no pressure, if you want lunch just let me know before midday and we can go to lunch." I say.
"Okay I will think about it" Summer says before finishing off her toast.
SUMMERS POV
After Sean left I quickly showered and got dressed for the day. I decided to wear a grey jumper long sleeved v neck line jumper dress with black thermal tights that had fur on the inside to keep me warm on a winters day.
I opted for a pony tail type hair style for quickness and couldn't be bothered with make up today.
I then got Skylar dressed in a cute minnie mouse dress with a white cardigan and white tights with red booties to match the dress, before we headed down stairs.
After placing Skylar into the mosebasket I put the kettle on seeing it was 7:50am and wondered what to do for the day.
I looked through f*******: to pass the time while waiting for kettle to boil but my phone suddenly rang and I see it was Ryan and answered.
"My king why are you awake so early?" I ask.
"Haha, I got his sleepy ass up early so we can come see you" I hear luke say.
"Omg, lukey my lukey you came over from America finally! I missed you!" I screamed with excitement.
"Yes I'm glad your excited because Ryan isn't impressed that we are driving to yours currently, I thought we could go out shopping. plus I can't wait to see baby girl" luke says with just as much excitement as mine.
"Really your on your way okay, I will tell the security guards to let you just walk in." I say.
"What security guards?" Ryan asks.
"That's your brothers doing my king, now I'm going to go see you both soon I got a changing bag to get ready." I say.
"Okay bye baby girl" luke says
"Bye my queen" Ryan says.
"Bye my beauty's" I say before hanging up.
I quickly go inform the security guards to allow Ryan and luke in when they arrive. Then I got the changing bag ready, after all the rushing around I was thirsty so I then opted for a bottle of water instead of a cuppa since we were heading out soon anyway. I was just putting my knee high black boots on when in comes Ryan and luke. Ryan was wearing black jeans with a blue jumper while luke was wearing a baby blue suit with a black shirt. Luke was just slightly shorter than Ryan and had blonde curly hair that was pretty shortish but looked really cute on him.
"My queen" Ryan says coming to give me a hug.
"My king" I say hugging him back.
"And lukey boy, did you miss me?" I say before then giving him a hug
"of course I did" he says before kissing my cheek then looks around.
"So Where's the baby girl? I'm dying to meet her" Luke asks practically jumping up and down with excitement.
"She is in the front room, go on I know your wanting a cuddle" I say. He quickly dashed into the front room, and me and Ryan hear "oh my even more cute in person the pictures don't do justice."
Me and Ryan chuckle. As I go to get my long black winter coat ready.
"So, how have you been my queen?" Ryan ask.
"Yeah okay I suppose considering everything that's happened lately, I think I'm doing well." I say
"I'm sorry, I've not been a good friend lately. I've been so focused on Lisa that I feel I've neglected you in your time of need as well" he says.
"It's okay, no need to be sorry im fine. Honestly you shouldn't worry about me I'm sure Lisa needs you more than I do right now." I say
"Hmm, so you do need me but your being selfless by not ringing me or messaging me as much because I'm supporting Lisa?" Ryan asks looking abit sad.
"Things have just been hectic, I haven't really had time to message or call people, your dad turned up yesterday, I have some crazy women hounding me and your brother keeps showing up on top of being a new mum to be honest I'm sorry I haven't messaged or called." I say
" Shan has been in contact again? " Ryan suddenly asks.
"Yes thanks to your brother, she sent me a package yesterday, but I don't want to talk about it or what she had to say. Sean better sort it otherwise I will have to keep storming his office until he fixes his mess!" I say
"You did what?" Ryan laughs
"Oh yeah after yesterday's package and message I was seething mad and stormed in into a important meeting yelling at him to fix his mess because if he hasn't already seen, Im the mother of his child who can't be dealing with crazy women who want him. There was servel people in the conference room but I didn't care I was fuming! I yelled at him big time." I say.
"Omg that sounds so funny, in future give me a heads up! I wanna see this stuff even if I've gone back home I wanna front seat row via video call" Ryan says with laughter.
"Haha, okay I will let you know next time, shall we get going if we are going shopping we both know what luke is like once he starts shopping" I say.
"Yes do you want to take my car or your car?" Ryan asks.
#Mine since the car seat is already in there but you can drive."I say
"That goes without saying my queen" Ryan smiles.
With that I quickly go get a extra blanket while Ryan goes get luke and Skylar by the time I get back down stairs there waiting for me by the front door.
"Here's my keys go on and get Skylar into the car seat while I lock up." I say.
"Okay baby girl" luke says smiling.
With that luke and Ryan head to the car while I lock up.