Dangerous Affairs

Annalise

As we walked in the club, I instantly felt out of place. It was crowded, full of twenty-somethings and the music was so loud I couldn’t hear the bartender as me what I want to drink. I ordered my usual coke and whiskey and watched as Celeste danced on Cameron at the bar. I was jealous. I wish I could be they carefree. I wish that I could have that much energy. But most of all, I wish I could have that kind of relationship. Ethan never did like the party or drinking scene. That’s part of the reason why Celeste  and I drifted apart. At that moment I decided to hell with it. I’m going to be a twenty-something tonight. I’m going to get drunk and dance with my best friend. I downed my drink and told Celeste to order us some shots. “He’ll yeah! My girl is back!” she exclaimed, then ordered a round of shots for the four of us. After the fourth shot, I was ready to dance like no one was watching. I grabbed Celeste and headed to the dance floor. Cameron and Josh decided to find a table closer to the dance floor so they could talk and still see us at the same time.  

   I could feel Josh’s eyes on me the entire time we were dancing. I’m pretty sure it’s because I was making a fool of myself. I was hot and sweaty and just couldn’t keep up with Celeste anymore. I told her I had to use the bathroom and made my way off the dance floor. When I got to the back of the club, the bathroom line was so long that I decided to just step out back and get some air. I opened the door to an empty alley. I stepped over and leaned against the cold brick, instantly feeling better. As I closed my eyes to take in the fresh cool air and calm the noise in my head from the music, the door opened. I looked over and it was Josh. “Are you ok?” He asked, looking me over, stepping closer and moving so that he was right in front of me. “Yeah I’m fine. Just needed some fresh air and a little quiet” I said as tried to fix my frizzed hair. He studied me for a minute before saying “You are a beautiful woman and you know how to move body”. I could feel myself blush and I had a tingle in part of my body that I hadn’t felt in so long. “Well thanks, but I’m a little out of practice. Marriage and children will do that to a woman”. He didn’t even flinch at the mention of marriage or kids. Instead, he stepped a little closer. My heart started to race and I felt this urge to reach out and touch what looked like a rock hard body under the semi loose fitting shirt he was wearing. Instead I tried to push myself further into the brick wall. After a few moments of silence I finally said “we should go back in, Celeste is probably wondering what happened to me” and I turned to open the door. He grabbed my arm and turned me back around. He gently placed me back against the wall and said “I have had this uncontrollable need to kiss you. Would you be ok with that?” I wanted to say no, I tried to say no, but my body said yes. He pressed his lips against mine and while I tried to fight it, I just couldn’t. I found myself leaning deeper into his kiss.  I could feel my whole body heat up And I could feel myself getting aroused. That's when he took his hand and placed it just below my knee and slowly started making his way up my leg. Just as he got to my s*x he stopped And left his hand there. I desperately wanted more but something inside me knew that this was wrong. I pulled back as best I could and he just looked at me with a blank  stare. I wasn't sure what to say so all I said was ”I have to go.”  

     Back in the club I searched desperately for Celeste but I couldn't see her anywhere.  As I went to reach for my phone I heard the familiar text message tone. I looked down to see there was a message from Celeste “hey I'm so glad you and Josh are hitting it off, that was also nice of him to offer to give you a ride home. So glad you came out with me I love you I will talk with you later”.  f**k she left me! As I turned around to head out the front door I ran right in to Josh. I instantly felt the heat and flashed back to what happened not too long ago outside. I wanted to do it again and this time I didn’t want it stop. I wanted him to continue moving his hand towards my now wet p***y, I wanted to feel how hard he was up against me, and most of all I wanted to feel him inside me. “Are you ready to go?” Josh asks, breaking my thoughts and causing me to blush. “Oh, you don’t have to give me a ride, I can call Uber or Lyft or something it’s not a big deal” I responded, trying not to look him in the eye. “Annalise, I’m sorry. I don’t know what came over me out there. I just had this uncontrollable desire and I acted on it without thinking. I apologize if it made you feel uncomfortable and I respect that you have a husband and family. I promise I will not do it again. Just let me take you home so I know  you make it there ok. Please?” With a big sigh, I agreed. It was late, I was tired and my buzz was now turning into a hangover already. The mere thought of having to call for a ride just exhausted me. So, I followed him out to his car and thanked my lucky stars that it wasn’t that long of a ride home.  

     I thanked Josh for the ride home and quickly walked up my sidewalk. The house was dark and quiet. s**t, it’s almost 2:00 am! Where did the time go? My mind kept replaying the steamy alley scene over and over in my head. Here we go again…I can feel myself blushing, getting aroused, and longing for his touch again. But it felt deeper then that. Not only did I want him to be close, it was like I needed him to be close. Why? I’d just met the guy. Is it lust? Infatuation? I mean, he is gorgeous. That’s it. That has to be it! “Who the f**k was that?” I jumped as Ethan yelled from the front door. “Josh. He’s a friend of Cameron’s. He offered to bring me home since his hotel is closer than Celeste having to come here then drive across town again.” I responded, bitterly. Why does he all of sudden care? “Do you even know what time it is? I’ve been up all night worried about you!” I accidentally laughed out loud at that one. “You expect me to believe that? You could have called or texted if you were really that concerned” I replied as I walked past him into the house. He closed the door and I had barely gotten a shoe off when he grabbed me by the arm and through me up against the wall. He had both my hands pinned above my head and I couldn’t budge. I started to panic. He’s never been abusive, not physically anyway. But when I looked in his eyes, there wasn’t just anger there. There was something else. Something I haven’t seen in a long time. Passion. And possibly a little jealousy too. He moved his head closer to mine and put his nose to my neck. “Did he touch you?” he asked as he breathed in my hair. I just shook my head no. “Are you sure? You’re looking a little flushed” he responded as he moved his head from one side of my neck to the other. I didn’t know what to say. He literally had my back against the wall and if I told the truth I wasn’t exactly sure what he’d do. But if I lied, would he be able to tell I was lying? And if he could, what would he do then? I decided to just keep shaking my head no. “Well, I think he did. I think he had his hands all over you”. Not all over I think in my head. But the thought of him doing it does excite me. What am I thinking? I can’t think about wanting another man while I’m in this position with my husband.  

     He maneuvered his hands so that he was hold both my arms above my head with one and with is other hand he started to caress my neck. He made his way down the strap of my dress, to where my neck line met my cleavage. He gently traced the line of my dress across my cleavage before moving to my side and down to my hips. What in the actual f**k is going on here? He hasn’t shown me the least bit of affection since we conceived Ivy. I don’t think he’s even touched me on purpose since Ivy was born. He continued on to my back side and followed the curvature of my ass, then gave it a firm squeeze. “Did he grab your ass?” his breathing was getting heavier and as I muttered out a no, I noticed mine had too. He slowly moved his hand from my ass, down the back of my thigh, then caught the end of my dress. He went under and moved his hand slowly up the front until he reached my, now wet again, p***y. He cupped my p***y and gently messaged. “Was it him that made you this wet, or me?” he asked almost panting in my ear. I didn’t know how to answer, because I didn’t know the answer. While I was clearly turned on before I even got home, this whole scene has me even more excited. But I’m not sure if it’s because of what he’s doing or the thought of Josh doing these things to me. When I didn’t answer, he started to message harder and faster. 

   I found myself uncontrollably moving with the motion of his hand. “I’m going to take that as my answer.” he said before he started kissing my and gently liking my neck. I could feel an orgasm building and I so badly wanted it. I can’t even remember when the last time I orgasmed from someone other than my vibrator.  I started to moan and tried to move my hips in to him to get him to message a little harder, but he stopped. Damn it! I was right there! He moved his hand to his pajama bottoms, which is all he had on, pulled the drawstring and let them fall to the floor. He was completely naked and his d**k was harder than I’ve ever seen it. He watched me as I looked him over. “You want to touch it?” he asked. I quickly shook my head and tried to move one of my hands, but he wouldn’t let go. “No. Not with your hands. With your mouth.” he stated. With both my wrists in his hands, he pulled me away from the wall and commanded me to get on my knees. I did as he instructed. With my hands above my head, I leaned forward and took his d**k in my mouth. God, it felt good. I didn’t realize how much I actually missed it. I took him all the way in for a few strokes then focused on the tip. Sucking and licking like I'd been starving for this all my life. He started to moan and move his hips with the rhythm of my head. He was getting close; I could feel it. So I started to suck harder and faster. Just before he was about to come, he pulled out.  

     He let go of my wrists, bent down and picked me up like I was a child. I wrapped my legs around his hips and immediately went for his mouth. I kissed him hard and to my surprise, he kissed me back. He moved over to the side table and set me down on it. Without pulling away from our kiss, he grabbed the straps of my dress and pulled them down passed my bra. He unhooked my bra and ripped it off, then used both hands to cup my breasts. He then moved them down my sides, gripped my hips and pulled me closer to the edge the of the table. He hiked my dress up, grabbed my panties and pulled them off. Within an instant the thrusted inside me. I had a flood of emotions rush through me. Pleasure with a little pain. I haven’t had a d**k inside me for months and his was bigger than my vibrator. He grabbed my ass and pulled me up to get deeper inside me. I cried out. f**k this feels so good. He stood there inside me for a moment while he kissed his way down my neck, finding one of my n*****s. He circled his tongue around it then gently sucked on it, before moving on to the next. I threw my head back, moaning. Pushing myself against him. Then he started to thrust in and out. Going deeper and faster, I couldn’t fight the explosion that was about to erupt. I stated to come. I came hard and screamed out in pleasure. And at the feel and sound of my orgasm he came too. He rested his head on my chest and just said “Holy f**k”.