Melancholy

Chapter 15

She sighed and smiled afterwards she'd done her first rule. She think for a second and looked down again, she lays her arm comforlty ant the arm chair and held her pens, she started to write and began to discuss her second rule.

" My second rule was, finding my spark and and bring my spark to life. First is to go after the things that you want. And here was the story. Once, my troops and I, went for a run in an organization called 'one run one life'. Every month ends, the roadrunners organization always host a race. At that race the staff's set as at the back of the race Wich is there's only around twenty percent chance to win so my troops got mad and loosing a hope to run afterwards. However we still did run at the track, half of us really ran so fast as they loosing their breath at the half of the race while me, I was just relaxing while enjoying the view where I'm passing through. After a while the siren started to signal that there's a winner already, I smiled and run again bound to the end of the track. I saw my troops looked to disappointed and sad and they said 'we didn't get the award' hey where despirate to got the award cuz it's money, didn't have to ask why. As I looked around I saw a picnic table set up and on one side was the group of volunteers, on the table where the boxes of bagels. At the other side was a long line of runners and at the top of picnic table there was a sign that says 'free bagels'. And so I asked my friend, 'let's go and get some free bagels'. Without skipping a beat one of them said 'that was a very long line' and I was like 'free bagels' and they responded again and say 'we can't wait for that long line' and they once again I said carefully 'free bagels' and they say 'nah, that's too long'. And so I realized they there are two ways to see the world. Some people see the thing that they want and some of us see the things that prevents us to get the thing that they want. I could only see the bagels, they could only see the line. Because the rule is, you can go after whatever you want. You just cannot deny anyone else to go after whatever you want. You don't have to do it the way that everyone else has done itvvyou can do it your way. You can break the rules. You just can't get in the way of somebody else getting what they want. Getting what you want doesn't need to have an idea on how to from others. Just be yourself and see the thing that you want than to see the thing that blocks you from getting what you want." Her answer says and she was right.

Being yourself is the best way to get what you want, don't look for the thing that bothers you for getting what you want but to see the thing that you want and reach it with your own ways, your own hand. Try and try till you succeed. Trial and error was normal Everytime, never wish that you could get it without doing anything. Know how to open your eyes clearly to see what will force you to get that, what will push you to get through. Don't mind that bother, mind your business. Be yourself.

She stretched her arms and twist her hands. One page wasn't enough for her words to fit in so she turned the paper backwards and wrote the next paragraph for her answer. Before she even point her pen on the paper she heard the bird chirping and tapping the window with it's beak. She took a look and smiled. She never let that bother her on her exam thus she focused back on it. She wrote her next rule but her hand was aching she rest it for a minute while she looked at her watch and saw she has a time to rest as long as she can make it. After a while she started writing again but before that she think on what could be the next rule she were going to write? And then she had an idea in just a second of thinking and it was to know your flaws. What things that you can learn your own if you won't know your flaws? What will upgrade you to get through if you don't know your flaws? Nothing. Sometimes you are the problem, maybe you cannot see cuz you're a perfectionist, you cannot see cuz you think you have not done mistakes. Everything has limitations, and so as your good. Sometimes you also need to look back, to know your shortcomings, to know your fault and how to do it right. How could you change it, or how could you fix it. Take accountability for your actions, give some consern for your fault, have a liable mind. You should always give payback for your flaws. If you didn't fix that flaws, you could encounter that flaws once again and that flaws will stay flaws forever, through your entire life, and of course you don't wanna be that.

For the next rule was "remember that your purpose is something bigger". Practicing new skills gives you new sence of purpose. Your purpose was not just about what you gonna do when you wake up every morning, it is not just about what was your task for this day. It is about what you can do more. What is something that you could do better. It is the way of upgrading. Don't just stay at the center, create your own perfect circle. Don't just stay at the foot of a mountain and say "I can't climp up to the top". Rea h the top. You're more better that you know, your body is the way, your brain is the source and your heart was the inspiration. Move, think and be inspired, upgrade and do better.