You are not my ALPHA

Chapter 1   I Turned   Sierra was sitting up in her room looking in the mirror. Trying to notice her flaws in her complexion. Sierra saw some freckles on her face. But only a few spread out around her face. She leaned closer and noticed her hazel eyes and long wavy chocolate brown hair. Sierra looked at the mirror and stood up. Sierra noticed her breasts standing off of her body with a few freckles on them, and followed the freckles down to her lower abdomen. Sierra looked as they went past her pants. Sierra didn't have the common everywhere freckles but she had brown freckles that were separated throughout her whole body. Sierra looked at herself and turned around still looking. She looked along her lower back and butt. Sierra threw her singlet back on ready for bed, and placed a bottle of water on her bedside then grabbed herself a book to read. Sierra hated the way she looked. Sierra had opened the book then looked up and thought out loud. “No, I don't want to read this.” Sierra put it down and just laid in bed. She turned the light off and laid there looking out the window, remembering the first time she had turned into a wolf...   SIERRA YOUNGER..   Sierra had walked outside to look at the moon and to sing her favorite song. She knew she wasn't a singer but singing made her happy. She was the daughter of the Alpha. Alpha Ryan. His mate Trish was Luna. But they were not the Alpha and Luna when they had her. Sierra was 8 years old when her father became Alpha. His father the previous Alpha, was Alpha Lucas. Alpha Lucas was killed by a rogue wolf when he went to be alone after his Luna Betty had died from an injury. So Ryan had to step up and take his place. But Trish wanted to stay away. So Sierra had never met any other pups (packs children). Sierra was 10  years old when her life started to change. She kept singing until it was like shouting and her mother ran out towards her. "QUIT THE NONSENSE YOU SILLY CHILD!" Shouted her mother.  "But mother I'm so happy I can't control it. " Sierra said grinning as she continued to sing.  "QUIT IT BEFORE THEY FIND US!" Shouted mother. Sierra turned around and started to walk inside but stopped and fell to the ground. "MOTHER!" Sierra shouted in pain. Sierra’s head was burning like it was splitting in two and she had just looked up towards her mother Trish, to see her mother still walking away. "MOTHER! HELP ME!" Sierra shouted again in pain. Sierra was looking towards her mother as the mother kept walking away. Trish walks into the barn and grabs a metal rod. "Sierra stop shouting I mean it or I will give you a reason to shout" scolded Trish. Trish was looking very angrily at Sierra. Sierra had tried holding her screams in and Trish kept looking around as the sound of a twig snapped in the distance. "Your hideous sierra and you always will be. You are a mutt! You wouldn't be transforming if you were a good girl!" Shouted her mother. Trish heard another twig snap as Sierra was trying to take her shirt off before transforming. Trish catches a scent and realises she doesn't know it, so she runs inside the house leaving Sierra outside. Trish looks around outside through the upstairs window where the lights were off. And Trish could see Sierra had started disfiguring her body for the first time to assist her transformation into a wolf. Trish looks around for the direction of where the twigs were snapping. Trish looks closely and can see a wolf watching Sierra closely from the bushes. She was unsure of the colour but it looked very tall watching Sierra. Trish thinks Sierra has been a naughty child hanging around with rogues and being friends with rogues. To those in a pack, there are a few certain guidelines that packs must abide by. These guidelines are like the law to them. The werewolf rules are these. Always report when there is a rogue. There must never be communication with a rogue. Rogues are to be killed on site. A werewolf cannot attack a human. No werewolf can transform in a town. All members must respect their Luna and their Alpha. All werewolves must celebrate the Mood Goddess for the blessing. No unnecessary violence between werewolves or other pack members. Trish calls her mate over the phone. It rings out she tries again straight away. No answer it reaches voicemail "Your daughter is transforming near the creek. And there is a rogue outside watching her. I can't do this anymore Ryan, she is just too much trouble for me and you know that I never wanted her. She's been hanging with rogues. I'm done with her. And you chose to leave us alone Ryan. I was told I wouldn’t raise her alone. I can’t do this anymore. I'm done I need to leave. Don't look for me." Said Trish. Crying in the voice message, Trish grabbed some clothes together and wrote a letter. Trish then put the letter in a couple zip lock bags. She put it on the bottom of another plastic bag then stacked some spare tinned food into the bag. Trish goes to the window to see her daughter has turned into a beautiful musky grey and brown wolf with black paws and some white patches along her spine of her coat and a small diamond shape of white fur on her forehead. Wolf eyes the same like the moon. Trish looks in awe as most wolves there don't have more than one colour, they are a different shade of brown or grey but her daughter has more shades. Trish can see her daughter confused and looking around. Meanwhile Sierra could hear a girl’s voice. She keep looking around for the voice. "Where are you? Who are you?" Sierra asked sounding a little scared. Just then the rogue steps back a few and watches closely. Sierra hadn't noticed him yet or her mother. Trish her mother however noticed the rogue and watches. Sierra heard the voice again. "I am your wolf. I have awoken. The goddess of the moon has granted me to be with you earlier than planned. You will need me. I am sworn to help you. I am Alexine. But you can call me Alex. But we need to go for a run to confirm we are together. We have to show thanks to the goddess for granting us more time than usual." Said the voice. "So your my wolf? Does that mean we are the same?" Sierra asked her. "Yes we are the same. You don't have to ask out loud I'm in your thoughts so no one can hear me but you. And I can hear your thoughts." Answered Alexine. "Quick confirm the bond and run" said Alexine so quickly. Sierra had started to run as the wolf and the rogue stepped out and looked at the mother through the window. The rogue growled at her fiercely and then bolted away to follow Sierra. Sierra hadn't noticed him still, she was trying to run on four legs for the first time. Standing and breaking many little twigs. And being that she wasn’t raised with the other pups (children from werewolves). Sierra knew very little about what to do and she knew nothing of scents and tracking. Sierra followed Alexine as she told Sierra to turn left or turn right. Alexine started getting happier and making some noises as she was sniffing. Sierra heard a stumble sound with a growl and a twig snap, then Sierra jumped and gasped in fear. Her heart started racing. "Don't worry Sierra. Your safe." Said Alexine. She started to run as she heard another snap and growl. Sierra heard Alexine talking but not to her. How is it possible? Sierra questioned quietly. Sierra started running. She ended up at the creek but further upstream where the current is stronger. Sierra can see the wolf running through the trees and could see his breath in the air it's that cold. “This is it.” She thinks to herself. Sierra tried running as fast as she could to the edge of the creek to jump in and try to swim. But as it is her first time, she was not good at it. Sierra keep trying and trying. Sierra looked back to see the wolf looking frantic pacing then she can see him doing a run up as she slowly started to go under the water. He jumps in then grabs her neck and flips her whilst holding his breath. To help this young wolf land on his back, then he wiggles so he can gently bite her ear to stay near him. He swims to the surface after kicking off the creek floor. Sierra didn't know who he was. “Was he a rogue or a pack member I never met?” sierra asked herself. Sierra didn't make eye contact as she had not been granted permission to. As she floated there on his back she thought to herself. Why is Alexine making that sound? Why is Alexine doing such a happy whine? If she was a kitten she's be purring. She's showing him affection. Who is he?” she asked herself. Sierra can see him place her down carefully and sniff her then lick her face to get water off her face. He lays next to Sierra and she turns human as he lays there. He feels uncomfortable Sierra could tell because of her age, but he stays by her side to make sure she is ok. Sierra fell asleep and when she woke up, he was gone and only her father and some strangers were with her. Alpha Ryan saw Sierra cold and shaking and noticed her ear closely bleeding. Sierra could sense his angry mood but she couldn't move. He threw a jacket over Sierra and carried her to the pack doctors. her room was on the ground floor and as she laid there at night, Sierra could swear she smelt her hero outside and thought she saw him at the window watching her.