The next morning after the event, I felt guilty for everything I did to him. From the first day I left him till now. I mostly spoke frankly and some people always got offended by my unsugarcoated words and actions. Wala akong preno pa-minsan kahit na alam ko na maaaring masaktan ang kaharap ko.
I can still taste the bitterness of his words last night on my tongue. He may feel that I don't care about him then and even now. That even if he has a girlfriend, I won't be affected. Last night, he sounded like I took him for granted. That I failed to appreciate him.
Then, I was afraid to face him because what I knew then was that he was in love with his girlfriend and he couldn't return my feelings. I'm afraid of confrontation and conflicts. I'm afraid that if I don't leave, I might beg him to
