"Alright, I'm done. Good job Eva! you did good."
The doctor said removing her gloves.
"You can change again into your clothes. I'll go talk to Dr Miller."
She threw the gloves in the basket and left the room. I looked at Jane, who was already looking at me with a smile and sympathy in her eyes.
"Well, I'll turn around till you change ok?"
"Ok"
I took off my gown and wore my underwear and pants on. It took a while because of my cast on my leg.
"I'm done"
Jane turned around and helped me out of the room. When we got out, we saw Brian talking to the doctor, and the look on his face didn't seem like good news. When he saw us coming, he put a smile on his face to cover up his worry.
"Hey Eva."
"Hey"
"Ready to go back to the office?"
"Office? I'm not going to Ms Dursilla?"
Brian looked at Jane for a while and then looked back at me again.
"There are some things I just need to talk to you about. Then I'll take you to Ms Dursilla."
"Oh, ok"
Brian took us to his office. I sat on the couch catching my breath, because walking a lot tires me. I looked at Brian and said.
"So, what did you want to talk to me about?"
"Well, the doctor told me some things that you should take care of. Let's just say that things might be hard for you in the future."
"Brian, you're scaring me. What's wrong?"
"Umm... The doctor said that the person who did this to you tore some tissues and she had them fixed. She also said that there might be a probability that you have a hard time getting pregnant. Meaning that you won't get pregnant from the first time and it'll take a while to get pregnant. And when you give birth, you will have a c-section, not a natural birthing."
For a second, I thought I might have stopped breathing. I couldn't respond to what he said. I kept staring at him in shock and surprise. I didn't feel the tears running down my face until I felt Jane's hand wiping them.
I don't even know why I am crying. It's not like I'll ever get marry or be adopted or live a happy ever after. I shouldn't be sad because I know that I'll never find someone who can love me and cherish me like in the movies.
"Eva, say something"
I looked at Jane and she had a worried looked at her face. I looked at Brian and he too had that look. They were both worried about my response and future life. But they don't know that I won't gain anything from it.
"What do you want me to say?"
"How are you feeling Eva?"
"I'm fine."
"Are you sure you're ok?"
"Yes."
"Nothing is bothering you about the news?"
"No"
I looked down at the ground feeling something break inside of me. It was so broken that I couldn't breath and had to clutch my chest.
"It- it hurts"
Brian ran to me and started to check my heart and chest. He gave me an oxygen mask to breath from.
"Eva, I need you to breath slowly. In and out."
I started to breath slowly and with the help of the oxygen mask and Brian, my breath became even again. I stopped clutching my chest and leaned on Brian.
"I'm tired."
I told him tiredly.
"Alright, I'll get you to Ms Dursilla now. Hold me tightly. I'll carry you to the car."
I obeyed his command and put my arms behind his neck and clutching them together. He caught me tightly and led me to the car. He put me in the passenger seat and put the seat belt on before closing the door.
He went and sat in the driver's seat. He put his seat belt on and started the car to drive. I don't know what happened next, but all I remember is someone carrying me and putting me in the bed.