Chapter 9

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Silver’s POV We arrive at the palace and everything is quiet. I head straight for my room. Lucian says nothing to me all through the way home, I can't comprehend the reason for my anger. Is it because he hadn’t said a word to me, or could it be because of the scene he created? I'm too tired to rack my brain around this incident tonight, as I walk in my silence, I notice Jane take big steps to meet up with me, we walk until Alpha Lucian takes a turn to his room and I continue heading for my room. I am tired and worn out Jane, I would like to be alone, her face was filled with compassion for me, I didn't want anyone to pity me cause I had a plan in mind, but how exactly was I going to initiate this plan, I will need Jane’s help. I turned to the side and noticed a new set of clothes beside it was a note. “Love, Lucian” No, not again, he thinks he can just act anyhow and impress me with gifts? I move them aside without a second glance. I had almost forgotten how to fix a bath for myself since I'd had Jane do it for me for a while. I quickly head into the shower and take a 5-minute bath before lying on my bed. With a plan in mind, I kept on plotting on the worst-case scenario, fixing myself in every scene. My head is tired now and with nothing to do, I decide to go through the new clothes, scanning the note and staring in confusion. They all looked luxurious and beautiful, unlike anything I've worn before. You all know I love to play dress up, so I decided to try on everything one after the other, still surprised at how he was able to guess my exact size, probably with Jane’s help or one of the other girls. Because they all fit perfectly which was impressive frankly. I was almost done playing dress up when I caught a beautiful shining lingerie, wow I'd never had or worn one before, I had only seen them on my sister, I can't say that since I'm not allowed to touch Tiffany's stuff, mostly on social Media and the television though. I was fascinated by the thought of owning and wearing one. I learned that it's worn to attract your partner, seduce, and get their attention, anyway, I don't get why Lucian would get me this, since I was nothing but an object to be kept. I banish the thought of him as this thought makes me sick in my stomach. I tried on the lingerie, it was red and had some black stripes and honestly speaking, it exposed every piece of my body, it had a little pad that kept my n*****s covered a bit and a tiny bit of fabric for my crotch. It left little to no imagination, it revealed too much. Just as I was about to change out of it, I heard a knock on the door. I ignore it at first. But the knock came again. I sigh in frustration. I told Jane that I was going to be fine, she worried too much. Maybe she wants to make sure I'm doing okay, let me show her this, I'm sure she's among the people who picked it out. I head for the door. Lucian. His eyes widen upon his gaze, he feeds his eyes on my overly exposed body and immediately I regret opening the door. “ Uhh.. I'm sorry. I thought it was the M-maid, sorry I meant to say, Jane. . Give me a second please.” I turn away in a slapdash but he reaches for my hand and grabs it before I make it away from the door. “ Now, now… would you take a look at that? I knew you would look absolutely gorgeous in that. Your body is the most attractive thing I have laid my eyes upon Silver .” His eyes remain glued to my body. Inspecting his eyes over the curves of my hips and my well-rounded breasts. For a minute I understood instantly, that Lucian didn't love or even want me, he was only interested in my body, he would never make me his mate, the same thing Alpha Damien was interested in. I don't know if I'm obliged to give him whatever he wants as his bond slave. I tried to move away from him but his hands were firmly around mine, he attempted to grab my waist forcefully pulling me even closer to him. “ What the hell is going on here? Lucian, what are you doing, Lucian, please stop.” My heart starts to pound hastily and not in a flattering way, trust me. I was genuinely confused and scared of this man after what he had done. I couldn't comprehend and what I didn't understand, I feared greatly. He pushes his body closer to mine and wraps up the little expanse between us, his face lags away from my face. I sincerely didn't like the route this was taking, I know I had fantasies about him and all that but now that I see it clearly, I want nothing intimate with this man. His very aura repelled me. “ Silver, Come on. Giving me whatever I want shouldn't be a problem for you, after all, you belong to me, I bought you and you're now my property. I am taking it easy with you because you're somewhat important to me”. His grip around my waist tightens, and my ears are brought beside his mouth, he mumbled something but I couldn't hear. His hands slowly start to move around my back leaving my waist. “ Stop.” My voice is soft and unstable, my sanity getting lost but no I'm in full control, telling my mind we need to get out of this “ stop this, Please.” I persist but he feigns deafness, his hands continuing their vivid attack on every part of my body. “ I said stop!!” I warned, this time my voice louder and stronger than ever, I garner strength and push him all the way out of my door instinctively. Thankfully, he didn't wolf out, his eyes were bloodshot red and his hair stood with long strands, I could smell his fury and I knew I was about to taste his wrath from that moment but I didn't care. All I cared about was letting him know that I wasn't weak, I had a voice and I could stand up for myself. All I wanted right now was for him to leave me alone and I got just that. Slapping the door in his face, I felt content and I quickly locked the door. My mind began to rage again, what was he trying to do? To take me against my will? No, that's not going to happen, this incident increases my confidence and assurance that I need to run, I have to run and never look back. I mean what gave him the effrontery and what made him think that after everything I'll ever want him, I am not the weak Silver he purchased, I am not going to let anyone treat me less than I am. My body drops helplessly to the ground and I let my tears flow, my body is trembling. I look at my body and notice the lingerie. This lingerie is still on me. This stupid lingerie, it's all because of this, I begin to rip it off my body piece by piece until I am completely stripped of all its materials, still swimming in my tears. A few moments later, I plunge into the bathroom to scrub off the horrible traces of Lucian from my body before dropping on my bed. Lucian is worse than Damien, it's funny how while I was there, I cried and begged the moon goddess to send me help, and when Lucian arrived, I thought he had come to heal me, I imagined that he was my prince charming who had come to sweep me off my feet. But I just keep going from the frying pan and straight into the burning fire. I imagined all the good things that could have happened, stupid of me I have jumped into conclusion. The ways of Lucian is very incomprehensible, he is good today and tomorrow bad, he is capable of anything, I mean anything at all. I thought my life was hard since I had no one to treat me better, listen to me or even call me beautiful, but I think I wished for the wrong thing, No more wishes, now apt actions. I have made terrible mistakes by imagining that Lucian can ever love me. I had my doubts but I hope I just truly wasn't a bond servant. How can I continue to live like this? What will be Lucian's next line of action, I know he won't be merciful. I have heard his stories and I'm not about to stay here and see for myself what he can truly do.
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