Kabanata 8
1081 Words
Margarette
"You barely touched your food," malamig ang boses na sita ni Rig sa akin habang nasa restaurant kami ng resort.
Alanganin ko siyang nilingon. I shifted to my seat and held my fork a little tighter as I kept my gaze on his cold eyes. "I don't feel okay. Wala akong ganang kumain."
Rig grabbed his wine and took a sip while looking intently at me like a lion watching its prey closely.
Sa totoo lang ay nakapanghihina ang titig niya. I don't know if I should be scared or . . . mesmerized. Dahil hindi naman talaga maitatanggi na sa kabila ng mapanganib niyang dating ay talagang guwapong lalake si Rig.
In fact he effortlessly portrays dominance. He could walk in a room full of people and steal everyone's attention without even trying. Mahusay magdala ng sarili at talagang malinis kung tingnan.
Bibig lang niya ang hindi. God, his dirty talks are just too much.
"Finish your food. You'll need your energy later so we can f**k all night."
I sighed. There goes his mouth again. Kahit tuloy ayaw ko sanang uminom ng wine ay napainom ako sa kahihiyan. Wala yata talagang pakialam ang taong 'to kahit maraming guests sa resto. He'd bluntly say whatever is in his mind.
I swallowed the stain of wine in my mouth. "Hindi ba pwedeng . . . kumuha ng isa pang kwarto? May dala naman akong pera—"
"No." Malamig niya akong tinitigan bago niya itinuro ang aking dibdib. "I want those all night, and everything else underneath that sultry summer dress."
I sighed. Namula na ako sa hiya dahil sigurado akong narinig siya ng dumaang waiter. Hindi ba talaga pipreno ang bibig nito? Nagmumukha na akong babaeng bayaran sa mga pinagsasabi niya.
Iniyuko ko na lamang ang aking ulo at ipinagpatuloy ang pagkain. Nang natapos kaming mag-dinner ay kinuha niya ang kamay ko saka ako dinala sa dalampasigan.
Thank God it's dark or else he'd surely notice how my cheeks turned red when he anchored his arm on my shoulders. Para kaming mag-asawang nasa honeymoon dahil sa pagkakaakbay niya sa akin. Iyon nga lang ay alam ko namang hindi namin gusto ang isa't isa.
Rig stopped walking the moment we reached the farthest part of the resort. Kaunti na lamang ang liwanag na nakararating sa bahaging ito kaya naman alam ko nang mayroon na namang binabalak ang lintik.
Hindi nga ako nagkamali. Rig sat on the edge of the parked speedboat then made me stand between his parted legs. His palms caressed my waist. Ang isang kamay ay naglakbay pababa ng aking pang-upo habang ang isa ay humawak sa aking batok.
My eyes shut when Rig started kissing my lips. It was slow but deep as if he's savoring the taste of my lips in his every move. Para naman akong nahipnotismong tumugon. My hands rested on his shoulders to gain some support while I tried to go along with his kisses.
Napagtanto ko kanina na wala na rin akong magagawa. Either I'll stress myself out or just do stuff with him. Sigurado namang hindi niya rin ako pakikinggan ano mang tanggi ang gawin ko. He will always find a way to make me submit, so fighting against him wouldn't really work. Maiinis lamang ako at hindi ko mae-enjoy ang bakasyong ito.
Isa pa, pagkatapos naman ng trip ay babalik na siya ng Europe. Matatahimik na ulit ang buhay ko.
I moaned when Rig's hand squeezed my bum while pressing my body against his. I could feel the bulge inside his board shorts, and I don't think he cares at all if I'd notice that he's already having a hard on.
"You're so f*****g hot. Don't you know that?" His hot breath fanned my ear, making me grip on his broad shoulders a little tighter.
I shook my head, making him scoff as he caressed my jaw with his thumb. Ang mga mata ay namumungay na tila nahihirapan nang magpigil.
"I always dream about you screaming my name." He clutched my hair and stared at my slightly parted lips. "I imagine those sweet lips sucking my dick."
Namula ang aking pisngi sa kanyang sinabi. "You mean . . . you touch yourself while . . . imagining me?" nahihiya kong tanong.
He smirked. "Sometimes." He grabbed my waist and buried his face on my shoulder, sniffing my skin. "Most of the time I imagine you're the one I'm f*****g while I'm with other girls."
I don't know how to react to what he said. I know I should feel bad but a part of me felt a surge of sultry feeling under my skin. Alam kong hindi dapat iyon ang nadama ko ngunit masyado nang huli upang itago't itanggi ko iyon sa kanya.
Nilunok ko ang sarili kong laway. "H-Hindi mo dapat ginagawa 'yon kung . . . iba ang katalik mo."
He scoffed. "Why wouldn't I when I can only c*m if I'm thinking of you?"
Lalong namula ang aking pisngi. "W-When did you s-start doing it?" I swallowed. "Iyong . . . pag-iisip na ako ang . . . katalik mo?"
"A week since Daddy took you home?" He licked the edge of my ear while caressing my waist. "I saw you wearing your shorts and spaghetti tops. You were f*****g delectable. I get a hard on every time I remember your sweet curves." He squeezed my waist. "It's your fault, baby . . ."
The little hairs on my nape stood to its ends because of what he said. Halos manghina ang mga tuhod ko nang sipsipin niya ang balat sa aking leeg, tila nais mag-iwan ng marka roon.
"R-Rig." I squeezed his shoulders when he started pulling down the strap of my dress. "H-Huwag dito, please . . ."
"Why not, hmm?" He drew our faces closer, the tip of his pointy and narrow nose touched my cheek. "I fantasized about f*****g you where people could see us so they'd know you're mine."
Lumunok ako. "I'm . . . not yours," halos bulong kong sabi.
I felt him smirk while our lips are nearly brushing against each other.
"I took your innocence away. Try giving yourself to another man and I'd f*****g show you how toxic I can really be."
I inhaled a sharp breath. "A-Are you threatening me?"
"No." He clutched my hair tightly. "I'm just giving you a glimpse of the man you could never get rid of from now on . . ."
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