The days that followed after my grandfather's death had been a blur. I was numb to the rest of the world as the days went by. I spent most of my days hidden from everyone, sleeping as often as I could only find relief in my dreams when I dreamt of him. I would lie if I said I didn’t want to find him, but how could I explain this to him or anyone for that matter? As the days turned into weeks, I was able to release part of my grief. But I still felt just as empty inside. It was difficult to explain but I knew it was because I needed Alejandro. Three months after my grandfather's death, I could hear the excitement in my dad's voice over his will. He had even called the office to get it done as soon as possible so his family could continue with the grieving process in peace. It was as if

