True Hearts

I am Kayla Renee Russo and I am currently seventeen years old. I will be eighteen in two months. I am the pack slave here in Silver Moon Pack but I'm not actually a member of the pack so alpha commands don't work on me. Let me tell you how I got in this position. The current alpha killed my parents and found me in one of the secret passages in the packhouse with nothing but a blanket and a necklace with my name on it. He made me the pack slave at the age of eight. I had to learn how to cook, clean, and fix things. I get beat by most of the pack, even some of the omegas hit me. The alpha gets frustrated when I don't listen to him. I don't care how many times he beats me I will never call him alpha so I call him Rogers. Rogers is his last name and it's better than calling him by his first name even though I still get beat for calling him Rogers and not Alpha. He's not my alpha and I will never call him Alpha. I don't know much about my parents all I know is that I am from this pack. listening b***h!" Says the alphas daughter Kiley. "Yes it's hard to miss your scratchy, high pitched voice." I say spitting out blood. I am currently being beat for walking in on her sleeping with the gammas son. She told me to bring something to eat and drink up to her room. So I did and as soon as I opened the door everything fell out of my hands into the floor. They were f*****g against the wall and as soon as they heard everything fall to the floor I was being beat by both the gammas son and Kiley. She's such a slut just yesterday she had the head warriors son up in her room. She squealed in anger and slapped me again for my HONEST AND TRUTHFUL comment. Her slaps were so f*****g weak. The only thing that hurt was being kicked with her pointy ass high heels and some of the gammas punches hurt a little but I got used to the pain of being punched and kicked through the years. "You know if your going to beat me up your hits are supposed to hurt." I say mockingly to them and I suddenly hear a loud but not very powerful growl come from down the hall and when I look down I see the luna standing there pissed off. I roll my eyes sick of this family trying to seem all tough and strong when they're not that strong. The luna storms over and when she reaches me she punched me in the face. That pisses me off and I glare at her. "How dare you talk to my daughter like that you w***e!" She yells in my face. I smirk "Let's be honest hear luna" I say the luna park in a dumb tone " Your daughter is the w***e here not me. Just yesterday she had a different dude in her bedroom f*****g her." I say and see the gammas son looks at her annoyed. It's clear those two were a thing. I look away from them in time to see the luna about to smack me. I duck before she can hit me and she squeals in anger. I am suddenly kicked to the floor from behind and turned over then whoever it is straddles me and begins punching their weak punches. I realize it's Kiley and I begin to get annoyed. "Don't ever act like your something special. Your just the pack slave that has no parents." She says with an evil smirk on her mouth she clearly must have thought that would hurt my feelings. "I'll take being the pack slave over being the pack slut any day." I say with a smirk. Someone loudly growls with a little more power in it than the "luna" and I already know it's Rogers. "Daddy she just called me a slut." Kiley cries while pointing at me. "Tell me I'm not telling the tr-" I'm suddenly cut off by a punch to the mouth that causes me to have to spit out a bunch of blood. "Do not ever disrespect my daughter like that slave!" Rogers says clearly angry and embarrassed about what I said about his daughter. SEE even he knows his daughter is a useless w***e I say in my head. "Sometimes the truth hurts Rogers." I say and that is how I ended up in the pack hospital. I am barely ever taken to the pack hospital. I'm usually taken here when I get so badly beaten that I could possibly die. I am just sitting in bed waiting for the alpha to come in to take me back to the pack house when the beta's son walks in instead. "Alpha couldn't come to get you this time." He says not explaining why. I just roll my eyes and follow him out. He keeps looking at me weirdly and I wonder if I have something on my face. I touch around my face and look in a mirror to see if there's anything on my face but there isn't anything there. I start to head out to wash up at the river close by when someone grabs me from behind and slams me against the wall and turning me around and I finally see who it is. It's the betas son Colton. "Why did the moon goddess give me a filthy weak mut like you as my mate." He says looking me up and down in disgust. I'm confused for a second but quickly realize that he's my mate but instead of feeling pain I don't feel anything. It's most likely because I don't have my wolf yet and I wasn't expecting my mate to want me anyways. I just shrugged and said "Not sure who your mate is but I feel sorry for her." I say even though I know it's me. He looked hurt for a second but as fast as it came it was gone. "Shut up b***h you know it's you even if I wish it wasn't." He says and snarls. "Is this all you have to say or?" I say looking really confused. He slams me harder against the wall looking hurt because I don't care about his rejection. "I don't have my wolf yet and I was expecting to be rejected so if this is all can I go?" I say in an exhausted tone. "A slave like you can't get a wolf. You're too weak to be able to have one." He said glaring at me. He's right since I'm at one of the lowest ranks I may not get a wolf. He finally let me go and I head off to the river to wash up since I'm not allowed to use the showers in the pack house. I get to the river and my only friend Lana is already there. "Hey I haven't seen you around in about a week what happened?" Lana asks with concern in her voice. "I was beat by Rogers again." I say with a shrug. "I figured since he never does stop beating on you. You need to call him alpha and not Rogers." She said and it pissed me off. "I will never call him alpha. He will never and I mean never get my respect for me to call him alpha!" I say fuming with anger. "But he's our alpha we have to respect him." She says getting annoyed with my stubbornness. "He's your alpha not mine and respect is earned not given freely." I say trying to calm down and she finally goes quiet. "I want to escape this place will you escape with me?" I ask her. "You know I would love to escape instead of being beat all the time and breaking my back cleaning all the time. But how will we escape?" She asks confused because the only way to escape is with wolf speed and fighting our way out and we don't have wolves. Omegas can't get wolves and that is exactly what we are. We get our wolves we just can't shift or do anything others can do. I want to escape on my birthday but I'm not sure how we will do it. I need a plan and I need it soon because my birthday is only in two months. After washing up and putting my clean clothes on I head back to the pack house to finish cleaning before I sneak off to train. I am washing dishes when I hear someone walk in but they stop before they get all the way in. I don't bother looking to see who it is because it's probably someone getting something to snack on. I feel like someone is staring at me and it causes goosebumps to rise on my skin. I finally turn around to see if anyone is in the kitchen with me and staring. Rogers was standing there tense looking at me. "Can I help you with something?" I ask with a little annoyance in my tone knowing I'm probably about to get beat. "Why the f**k are you always in the same place as me." Rogers says glaring at me. "Let me think about this one." I say putting my finger on my chin and pretending to think. "Oh now I know! It's because I have to clean this whole f*****g packhouse, it's not my fault your always where I need to be." I say with anger and annoyance in my voice. Rogers storms over to me and grabs me by the jaw and pulls me so close to his face that we're only two inches apart and I can smell his stinky ass breath. I try not to gag from the smell but it's hard and I know Rogers hates the sound of gagging. I can't hold it in anymore and I start gagging not listening to what he's saying. "Why are you gagging?" He says trying not to gag himself. "Your breath smells like s**t. When was the last time you brushed your teeth?" I say trying to get out of his face so I don't throw up from the stench. He lets go of me and tries smelling his own breath. "I brushed m teeth this morning." He says sounding confused, embarrassed, and angry all at the same time. "Then you must have just got down with your w***e of a "luna" because your breath smells as bad as her pants do when I have to wash them." I say still gagging. He gets so angry at how I disrespected his w***e and that's how I ended up back in the hospital. I have five broken ribs, a sprained wrist, bruises all over my body, and a concussion. Well I wasn't going to lie to him and tell him his w***e knows how to stay clean, I say in my head and shrug. He's weak anyways, honestly I'm not sure why nobody tried to challenge him for the title be cause he's clearly a weak and terrible alpha. No matter how I see him I can't fight him since I am the weakest of the pack. One day I will come back after escaping on my birthday.