October 15
I don't know what has been going on with me but I just don't feel good or and east how my good was I feel worse then ever. but some how I mange to put a believe able smile on my face and act like I am ok and not hurt on the inside I don't even know if it is hurt or not but all I know is that I am not ok but I keep lying that I am I need help but I know that I am not going to get it. nothing really has happened after me and Xavier kissed. I have to go for now but I will write later.
I could sense the boys coming so I closed my note book put it In my pillow and lay down just in time for them to open my door "mom told us to tell you to get down stairs and that breakfast is ready" I looked at Zack and gave him the oh really look and said "did mom really tell you to tell me to get down stairs I can believe the breakfast part but not the first" he gave me the how did you know look "no" he said in a high pitched voice and that my friends is how you can tell if my brother is lying his voice go's so high pitched.
"yeah because I totally believe you and I am not hungry I just woke up so I will pass on breakfast for now" I finished with
"ok" everyone said and left exept Xavier and Tony
"Alex why are you not eating breakfast it is the most important meal of the day it gets you going" Xavier said I could tell he was worried and that was the first I saw someone worry that I didn't eat breakfast but what every I finally got some to notice but now we are going to hide it
"yeah Alex come down and eat a little you don't have to eat a lot just a little so at least you have something in you" Tony said now I have two people that worry about me and now the little harder it will be to lie I looked at Tony he knows why I don't eat breakfast it is because I am not hungry in the morning
"why all of a sudden do you want me to you know I never eat in the morning and you know the reason Tony its just because I am not hungry I don't see what the problem is if you want me down stairs so bad I will just go down there but I wont eat anything I am not hungry and don't try to change my mind" I said and I knew I was going to regret
Xavier's POV
it is 10 in the morning and Alex has not come down stairs yet all the boys including me and not wide a wake yet so we are just sitting in the dark in the living room we were not talking and then I smell beckon and eggs pancakes and all the other delouses breakfast foods then one of the worst things anyone can do to a person happens Zack's mom turned on the living room light and we all were not happy "Zack, Xavier, and Tony go wake up Alex nicely or if she is already up tell her that breakfast is done" we all get up and go up the stairs when we got to Alex's room Zack said "mom told us to tell you to get down stairs and that breakfast is ready" Alex gave him the oh really look I got all the time from my sister
"did mom really tell you to tell me to get down stairs I can believe the breakfast part but not the first" Zack then gave how did you know face "no" he said in a really high pitched voice and anyone could tell he was lying
"yeah because I totally believe you and I am not hungry I just woke up so I will pass on breakfast for now" she said back being at the begging sarcastic Zack said ok and left but Tony and myself stayed
"Alex why are you not eating breakfast it is the most important meal of the day it gets you going" I said to Alex worry laced my voice that she didn't eat the most important meal of the day
"yeah Alex come down and eat a little you don't have to eat a lot just a little so at least you have something in you" Tony said also sounding worried she looked at Tony and then back to the center of both of us and said
"why all of a sudden do you want me to you know I never eat in the morning and you know the reason Tony its just because I am not hungry I don't see what the problem is if you want me down stairs so bad I will just go down there but I wont eat anything I am not hungry and don't try to change my mind" she was getting annoyed with both of us so we just left and after 20 minutes she can down in am over sized shirt and black leggings with her long gorgeous long hair down it was still wet so she ended up showering he blue eyes were much more vibrant today she had her normal necklace on and her ring I wonder who got her that ring but I do understand now what the boys back home meant by I was lucky Alex is so dame hot
I think Alex was a bit surprised that there was other people here because she froze for a spit second I only noticed because I was staring at her all the boys then looked at her and you could tell that they thought she was hot I couldn't help but feel jealous that they were looking at her with lust. Alex then walked out to the kitchen and helped her mom set the table she came out and counted everyone and went back out to her mom In the kitchen we got called when the table was all set and it looked bigger then it did before but I just put that to the side and ate my food Alex ate a little not a lot I just cant seem to stop wondering why she is not hungry when she wake up in the morning normally I am the first to the table in the morning I can imagine not eating breakfast he entire day past by super fast and next thing I know it is 12 in the morning and all the boys are up playing games they all voted for me to get Alex why I don't know so I went up to her room opened the door and she was out cold I did everything to wake her up nothing all of these worked on my sister I didn't want to dump water on her the boys texted multiple time asking what is taking so long and I said she is not waking up give me like 10 minutes at the most so he last thing I could do be for dumping water on her was kissing her so that is what I did I went to her slowly I pushed her over so she was on her back I straddled her bent down and kissed her next thing I know is that she is kissing back but I get off of her and she opened her eyes and said what so I then dragged her down the stairs and we got her to play with us