PROLOGO (UNEDITED)
I had many wildest nights as I grew up in the showbiz industry. Marami na akong nagawa na pinagsisisihan ko sa mga gabing nalasing ako, kung kaya ay mahigpit na pinapaiwas sa akin ng aking manager ang pag-inom. Hindi nila ako hinahayaang uminom ng walang kasama. I am wild when I get drunk, doon ako mas nakilala ng mga tao. That’s why I never had a good image or reputation that can be a way to serve as a good role model to the people. I was hated because of that, hated for so many reasons.
I slapped my co-model, vaped in the mall to cause a commotion, got viral because I argued with the receptionist in the hotel, and puked in an exclusive hotel lobby. I even sold my condo kahit hindi naman dapat dahil lang lasing ako. At marami pa. My only escape in the noisy world of my work is getting drunk, doon ako sa paraang iyun makakatulog ng mahimbing at makakalimot ng lungkot. Panandaliang lungkot. At marami akong pinagsisihan sa mga gabing iyun.
The worst so far? I got involved in the scandal… dahilan para mapadpad ako sa islang ito. Ngunit hindi pa pala iyun ang katangahan na kaya kong gawin. Maybe this is going to be my wildest night, when I promised myself to offer my body to my husband becomes a joke now. Because here I am, kissing a stranger and letting him enter my room. Mas pinatunayan ko lang sa mga tao kung anong klaseng babae ako. And I don’t know if I will hate it, because damn! His kisses were so addicting and irresistible.
I TAPPED MY key card in my villa while struggling to kiss the man on his lips. Sa tangkad nito ay kailangan ko pang tumingkayad maabot lamang ang kanyang labi. I felt his hand on my waist, until it reached for the door handle to open the door of my room.
Napasinghap ako nang bumaba ang halik niya sa aking panga papuntang leeg. I swallowed hard and lifted my head to give him enough space to my neck. Napapikit ako sa paglandas ng kanyang labi sa aking balat.
“This feels so good,” I moaned in pleasure that made him chuckled sexily on my ear.
I never been kissed this way before. Filled of passion and slowly burning the coldness in my body, turning it into an undeniable lust and pleasure. Sa sobrang galing niyang humalik ay pwedi niya akong mapaniwala na higit lamang ito sa pagnanasang nararamdaman niya. I can be convinced that he loves me, he worships me. But who am I kidding?! I don’t even know this man! We don’t know each other.
“Let’s get inside in your room first.”
Maski boses at bulong niya ay nagpapapanabik sa aking sistema. He kissed like a pro, dahilan para pakiramdam ko ay uhaw na uhaw ako sa halik niya.
Kahit bitin pa sa halik ay umatras ako para makapasok kami sa loob. It was dark, the only light we have is the lamp outside my room, which is in the veranda. Tama lang upang magbigay ng kaunting silip na liwanag sa silid. He closed the door and immediately removed his shirt from his nape. Tinapon niya ito at walang sinayang na oras para makalapit sa akin at maabot ang aking labi.
He cupped my face and forcefully entered his tongue inside me. His kisses were becoming demanding, hanggang sa napapaatras na ako at tuluyan na ngang napaupo sa kama ko. He crouched and put his one hand on the bed, beside me. Ang isa ay nasa baywang ko, umaakyat hanggang makapunta sa aking dibdib.
Inangat ko ang kamay upang maabot ang kanyang panga, it was firm, hard, and on its perfect place. Hinaplos ko iyun at narinig ko ang kanyang paglunok, mas lalong nagpainit sa aking nararamdaman.
“Let’s remove your clothes,” he whispered and kissed my neck. Umakyat ang palad niya papunta sa gilid ng aking dibdib. Halos himatayin ako nang pisilin niya iyun at hawak-hawakan ng may konting diin.
He pulled the tie of my top and my tube slowly dropped on my waist. I have no undergarments because my top has padding. Bigla akong ginapangan ng hiya sa mga nangyayari. But I couldn’t even have time to think about it properly when his mouth immediately sucked my bud. Napatingala ako at nanghihinang napahiga sa kama.
“Aaah!” I moaned and my face heated, so I bit my lower lip to restrain any sound from coming out of my mouth. Pero mas lalo lang akong nahihirapan, especially when he cupped my breast and played with my n****e. He will pinch and suck it.
I hold a tight grip on my blanket. Humupa lamang iyun sa pag-angat ng halik niya muli sa aking leeg, papunta sa aking tainga. Hinalikan niya akong muli sa labi, mas marahan at may pagkokontrol.
Huminto siya at yumuko para tignan ang pang-ibabang parte ng katawan ko. I was confused why he stopped, not until I felt his hand under my skirt, he inserted his one palm between my thighs. His arms are compacted and showing authority.
“s**t!” I muttered and closed my eyes when he caressed my womanhood. I was panting hard when he rolls down my panty and made his fingers slide on my core.
What am I doing? Dahil ba ito sa lungkot? Alak? O mga problemang alam kong mahirap solusyunan? Am I hungry for love? Passion? O baka hanggang ngayon hindi ko mawari kung ano ba talaga ang gusto kong mangyari sa buhay ko.
What I know for sure tonight is that I was lost. But this man found me in the amidst of crowd.
I met this stranger and let him kiss me, touch me, and made our body as one. Sa trabaho ko ay marami na ang nagtangka. Ngunit hindi ko mawari kung bakit dito ako nagpadala. I submit myself to the man I met in the club.
And this is the craziest and wildest night in my life, hindi ko alam kung pagsisisihan ko ba ito o tatanggapin dahil ginusto ko rin ang nangyari.