Aubree Joy Ward

Thank You

thank you for all those nights

I couldn't stand on my own

So you'd stand up and fight

So that I wasn't so alone

Thanks for holding me down

When standing up would kill me

Thanks for not letting me drown

Even when I wanted it to be

I owe my life to your kindness

I owe my soul to your heart

When I'm like that I'm mindless

But you were so f*****g smart

You saw through my lies and cries

You told me the demons weren't true

You held me and looked into my eyes

You looked at my hate and said I love you

So thank you for my life and hope

Maybe tomorrow I can stand myself

I might not die without being able to cope

With this miserably f****d up hell

I love you too so please stay here

I want to hold you too when weak

I need to be there my dear

So hopeful words I can speak

I want to be your peace one day

So that I can repay your love

So baby please please stay

I cant get even close to enough

I'm sorry you had to be strong

So I could buckle at my knees

But I'm grateful you didnt go along

With my f****d up hate speech

Trying to get you away from me

So I could self destruct alone

Baby your the best you could be

You are my one and only home