Aubree Joy Ward

The Beginning we met in detox for the first time I saw you from across the room my heart wanted you to be mine I looked at you and wondered whom this beautiful older woman was in her prime at thirty three I wondered how it felt to hug you I wanted you for me twenty years old I'm a heroin addict your so dainty and pretty I didn't think you would have it but I tried and I was witty I made you laugh we talked forever about nothing everything and the weather as we talked I felt much better and I said I have to have her never dreamed of what we'd become that this thing would turn to love better circumstances aside my whole soul was reborn the sounds we made in bed I got them stuck in my head to you I wanted to be Wed as crazy as it sounds we fit perfectly like puzzle pieces you are my one and only weakness your such a sweet lovely princess you make life full of sweetness No words What I'd do to take the pain off your chest Baby your the absolute f*****g best I've ever had and I don't ever jest I just want you to know how blessed I feel in your presence my dear How hard the words you say are to hear There is nothing resembling fear Inside my heart when your near The pain you've been through I have no right to consume With my words that aren't true There are no words except I love you There aren't enough sorrys in foxhole fear To take away the feelings you feel here There isn't enough happiness To make your pain feel like bliss I just want you to be okay And I know your strong enough I'm waiting for the day That I can rest easy enough With you inside my arms smiling Without the phone ever dying A world with peace without lying I just want your peace