Aubree Joy Ward

the beginning & No Words

The Beginning

we met in detox for the first time

I saw you from across the room

my heart wanted you to be mine

I looked at you and wondered whom

this beautiful older woman was

in her prime at thirty three

I wondered how it felt to hug

you I wanted you for me

twenty years old I'm a heroin addict

your so dainty and pretty

I didn't think you would have it

but I tried and I was witty

I made you laugh we talked forever

about nothing everything and the weather

as we talked I felt much better

and I said I have to have her

never dreamed of what we'd become

that this thing would turn to love

better circumstances aside

my whole soul was reborn

the sounds we made in bed

I got them stuck in my head

to you I wanted to be Wed

as crazy as it sounds

we fit perfectly like puzzle pieces

you are my one and only weakness

your such a sweet lovely princess

you make life full of sweetness

No words

What I'd do to take the pain off your chest

Baby your the absolute f*****g best

I've ever had and I don't ever jest

I just want you to know how blessed

I feel in your presence my dear

How hard the words you say are to hear

There is nothing resembling fear

Inside my heart when your near

The pain you've been through

I have no right to consume

With my words that aren't true

There are no words except I love you

There aren't enough sorrys in foxhole fear

To take away the feelings you feel here

There isn't enough happiness

To make your pain feel like bliss

I just want you to be okay

And I know your strong enough

I'm waiting for the day

That I can rest easy enough

With you inside my arms smiling

Without the phone ever dying

A world with peace without lying

I just want your peace