Aubree Joy Ward

Angel with a Devil

my claws scratch at her angel wings

her light shines on my darkened things

I wish to sit by her side a holy king

but I don't know if I deserve that ring

my heart is black with hatred and rage

but her light shines through the age

my eyes cry with warnings nigh

and my head screams to get high

her light glows much brighter

than the darkness and the monster

flames procured unlike a lighter

coming from a place that haunts her

my love is a symptom of sin

but it feels as if not within

external turned internal whims

she is now my only kin

my miserable existence changed

finally an end to the rain

my soul has been permanently stained

but she takes away some of the pain

she's my painkiller my drug

inside my veins I am loved

no other way the say this love

but I'm addicted to your touch

if not for you I'd still burn in hell

and we all know I don't do that well

I scream and cry and beg for help

fire smoke death all f*****g smell

I live for the way you look at me

I try so hard to be lovely

i know it can be hard to believe

please my angel will you hug me?