Aubree Joy Ward

Forgivness

she begged me to stay that night

the demons tried to put up a fight

but on them she shined so bright

that wiped away the darkness with light

I f****d up and I hung out with heroin

instead of her I drew my blood in

a syringe that didn't help or anything

which is a fight alone I cannot win

but she held me all night and didn't sleep

my soul all night just had to weep

but my heart was hers to keep

the cliff I almost fell of was steep

I didn't deserve the love she gave

but I got it and now I'm saved

pulling me with the strength of waves

this live of our cannot be tamed

I handed her what I had left

and she flushed it down the toilet

it took everything I had left

but I wouldn't have enjoyed it

the price of that bliss was losing her

she's the best thing that's ever happened

the events of the night aren't a blur

I have the clearest sight and passion

I never wanna lose her love and care

I feel as if I would never repair

my heart and I wouldn't be there

to give to anybody else which is unfair

I need her and for some reason she loves me

it's so motherfucking hard to believe

I'm a peasant and she's the queen

I'm so happy to her I was seen

she's gonna be the life of me

she's gonna be the best for me

I wanna wed her and make babies

she drives me so crazy

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