This is what I always dreamt about

episode #14

The beach is a nice place to have fresh air, clear your mind ect. Not for me though I'm getting my breath knocked right out of me by the sight of a muscular body that's walking my way. This is heaven I'm telling you. 

"Scout, seriously? Your man is right over there" Luca said for the first time since this morning.

I'm ganna get a heart attack... I cant think straight he looks even better... God I'm so wet... f**k me gorgeous... Dry hump me even though it will be pointless... Take me to you secret place... 7 minutes in heaven my ass Jax... His soo good looking...

I was brought out of my thoughts by everyone laughing at me. I mean the fall on the floor, belly hurting laugh.

I think I said that out loud so I hid my face in embarrassment.

"Yes you did" Jax said between laughing and coughing.

 God this is so stupid of me. This isn't me at all I'm telling you, I'm usually reserved and keep my thoughts to myself. When everyone was done laughing Kalan came over to me with Kade, handing me the ball for him to play fetch.

I couldn't take note of what he was saying I was too interested on how he moved his muscles. He wasn't that buff, he had the v-line, the pack and abs to go with it and the tattoos. what caught my eye was the once that had my name in it with a heart in the background and a dragon around it.

I love tattoos like that, some might have sentimental value while others have different meanings and reasons behind it. I touched his shoulder blade, and I felt him tense. form the looks of it I thing he just realized that I saw the tattoo.

"I'm guessing you hid it from me so that I wouldn't find out that you and your guys, without my brothers permission, spied on me and watched me for a very long time. Judging for the tattoo it was for a very long time coz' its not really that dark anymore." I said and he only looked away "I can understand the whole tattoo thing coz' I like you too but... That's just too damn stalking-ish and creepy because I don't know anything about you." I said then threw the ball in the water and told Kade to fetch.

I walked back to where we were set up and sat down. He came shortly after. 

"I wanted you to find out my yourself. Coz' me, showing you at first would've been much worse than what your expression was now. I have to admit, I was expecting you to freak out a little but, the truth is the moment your brother showed me who you were and the first moment I saw you I fell in love with you." he paused then continued staring into space "I just wanted to know if you felt the same way... I'm not a guy that will just be emotional-"

"Emotional, really? From the looks of it you are one of the worst stalkers I know. And from the looks on everyone's faces they wish that I would be with you after this... Right?" I stated before I got up and left "Please don't follow me" I said while walking away.

As I was walking on the beach bear feet with sandals in my hand, I actually have to admit he is a nice guy from what I have seen, from the first time I met him he was very bossy and now he confessed his love for me. This situation is really awkward. I don't mind though I like the adventures that life throws at me. But that was just too much to see and hear.

"Why couldn't you just come to me in the first place?" I asked out loud

"Why hide from me when I was right there?" I asked to no one in particular

"I know so little about you and yet you know everything about me, from I don't know what age till now."

I was so into talking to myself when all of a sudden a few guys jumped me. I nearly fell with the one. I composed myself and looked around I was really far away from my brother and the other guys, these ones must have been watching my every move since I or we got here. I was brought out of my thoughts when I felt a slight sting on my left cheek. Is this guy serious? 

He tried to hit me again coz' I wasn't taking note of him. He lifted up his arm to punch me but before he could connect it with my face I grabbed his fist, forcing it in his face so practically he hit himself with my help.

He spat out some blood then looked at me. I could see that this dude wasn't really experienced so I tried to walk away but, I was stopped by two other guys blocking my way. Key word 'tried'.

What the f**k is this? A show down? I wanted to walk away again but then I saw Jax and the others having fun of their own. Oh, now I get it this must be a rival gang. They do look strong but Kyle and the others are handling it like its a piece of cake.

I don't have time for this so I ready myself to take there guys on.

The guy from about 5 minutes ago came at me full force gripping my neck. I lifted my arm, bringing it down hard enough to get his grip off me then punched him on the nose successfully breaking it surprising the other 4 guys as well. They really thought that they could take me on? For my short self I am faster than a tall person. This is getting on my nerves, I was about to go at them when I heard a gunshot go off and I froze.

One thing about me is that I hate guns I can dodge bullets, sneak around guys that have them but when it goes off its like they shot me to freeze. I hate guns, yes I was shot in the leg and arm and tummy but I survived. I'm a strong woman for my short self but really, why come to the beach to do this in public?

I slowly turned around and lifted my head to see who it was but it was getting late in the afternoon and the sun sort of blocked line of sight that I had to lift my hand to help me see right. And to my surprise it was Jax holding the gun, looking angry as hell while the others Held the 4 guys that were left at gun point.

"Scout come now picnic is over." he said and I nod my head.

"Who were those guys and get that thing away from me." I said pointing at the gun as I walked pass them. I nearly jumped out of my skin when I heard gunshots go off at the same time sounding like an explosion in a building.

"They are part of a small cartel that was not suppose to be anywhere near here. There will be more, and could possibly be on their way here any time now so we have to move now." he said as we got to our spot on the beach. I looked around and  noticed blood when I followed it I saw Kade bleeding out on the beach, lying dead by a rock. 

They must have used a silencer on him. My heart broke at the sight of it. I wanted to got to him but Kalan pulled me away from him 

"We don't have much time we need to leave now if we have to keep you safe. Looks like they followed us on the way here. Call for back up to meet at the safe haven and get her to safety. Move now and take her in a different suv. Make sure you are not followed coz' if something happens to her I will kill you myself." Kalan barked out orders, I felt like a rag doll at this point because of all the pushing and shoving he was doing.

At this point I just wanted to go home. I think I had enough for a life time.

I could feel myself shivering so Kyle gave me one of his jackets to keep me warm. I need food and to take my meds right now. I need rest too coz' I have a killer headache going on right now from the gunshots that went off together. What made me happy was the fact that I was saved and they were organized. I like it that way.

**

When we got to the safe haven, the first thing I did was run to the kitchen and ignoring everyone else. I made me something to eat really quickly to take my meds. When I was done Kyle walked in and handed me a phone I took it.

"Are you ok?" Kalan's voice rang though the phone 

"I'm ok. I was about to take my meds though, how are you?" I asked him

"I'm on my way to you now with more guys." he said pausing "look I'm sorry for what happened back there. I though... I thought that it would've been ok for you to leave the place but I was wrong and I'm sorry I couldn't protect you. I should have been right by your side... I'm so f*****g stupid for allowing this to happen" he kept rambling on and on and on about how sorry he is. I was getting bored when he said sorry for the 5th time on the phone then I switched it off making it look like the the phone died.

 It was nice when he apologized the first time but when he kept on repeating it I got bored listening to him. I love the fact that he apologized, don't get me wrong, I really do but, when you repeat the same thing over and over I get bored.

I handed Kyle back the phone.

"It died on me. charge it please" I said walking away and asking one of the guards where my room was.

Logan led me to a room that looked like it was used, and it looked exactly like the same one I have back at the other building where I was kept more safe. 

I fell asleep the moment I laid down on the bed and my head hit the pillow I didn't know I was tired maybe it was coz' of the meds I took but, that is fine. I get to have my much not so needed rest.