This is what I always dreamt about

episode #15

To day my life will Take a slight turn for the better, I will tell Scout I love her. The worst because I wonder If she is still trying to process what happened at the beach between us.

I shouldn't have left her along either. If I knew that we were being followed. This is mutual ground that the only b***h that would go to these length will be my ex trying to get back at me for all those years. She use to be part of our family, till she ran away she couldn't take the heat anymore. she was the only one besides Scout that could get me to be calm collected and be ready for anything life threw at me. 

At a point she nearly got it right to kill all of us. She held a gun pointed at my mom and dad coz' I sent her on a mission to kill someone who was dear to her but also who was trying to kill her. Something more or less, like Scout but its not family It was someone who she hid from everyone. So yesterday, she came after Scout, and that means she's taking revenge. I didn't even kill the guy when she bailed out. Someone else did. And the dude was only sixteen. It was her brother she was trying to protect. But he was no good news too when we all found out he was with an arrival someone that was trying to get Anna to join them but I refused and that's how we ended up here.

So the thing at the beach didn't work as planned. Scout is asleep. I am worried about her though, tonight for the first time she had nightmares that I know of until Kyle told me its not the first time she had them. After all the brutality they put her through she's had them... It was like she didn't want this life with me or maybe she prepared for something else.

"Dude you look deep in though about everything why don't you take her out somewhere alone, maybe then you can get to know her. I know through all the s**t that has happened you and her need a real break. And truth be told, we didn't train her for this life we trained her for you. We just didn't know that she would be head over heels for you and all that even Jax was surprised." Logan said doing his own thing while working on his computer.

"Thanks for the info, and you talk too much. Go back to being the quiet person you where coz' ever since she is around you all the time you mouth can hardly contain a single zip-it line straight. But I do have a question though, how do you know her so well?"

"Aside form Kyle, She did her gun ranging with me, That's how we got to know her and her us." Logan replied

"Something you will never get since you are never around but with her, you are like a moth to a flame, Capo." said Luca in his Italian accent.

And her we go, since Kyle walked in with dad... 3... 2... 1...

"And if you hurt her, you will get your mother" they all stated at the same time like they rehearsed that s**t and all Jax is doing is laughing his ass off at this threat.

I turned to him.

"I'm guessing if they haven't said it you would." I leaned slightly over with my arm on the armrest and my hand under my chin.

"Don't get me wrong. She is my baby sister, she is safe with you and I approve" he said intimidating me "I will kill you very slowly if anything is to happen to her" and there you have it.

Although, He does scare me sometimes.

"Get to work I have to leave in an hour before she wakes up" I stated

"You are so far behind man, look out the window in the garden." Luca said shacking his head

I got up and looked out the window and there she was. sitting in the window with what looks like her coffee, that everyone seems to crave in the morning after having a hangover or just a rough day, And her long black gown that sits like a flowing dress. She looks beautiful in that color.

Signaling for one of my guards to give her her ear piece she takes it and puts it in.

"Morning" She said her voice isn't angel like but it is feminine 

"Morning, We are leaving today just you and me." I stated

"Where to and what time" she asked while sipping on her coffee

"When ever you are ready" I said then she looked at me and smiled

"You look black and beautiful.. I..I mean beautiful in black" I said getting out of her trance. She laughed nearly messing her coffee all over her and my dad and brothers and her brother laughing at my mistake

"I never in my life thought that you would act like that around anyone, let alone us, like a love struck puppy around her. You hardly did that when it came to that bitch." my dad said between laughs and the others agreed.

I glared at all of them and they instantly shup up.

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**To be continues coz' people are complaining that they are here to visit me and i'm on a computer. that meaning my stupid boyfriend that does not like me writing any books let alone read them when his around**

Sorry bout that...**

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As I was getting done to get ready for the trip that I had planned out, I got a phone call from my mother saying that some of the members have left. I checked my phone for any notification saying that they were leaving so far I got the, funny this is all their wives are pregnant and one on her last few weeks.

It would be funny if her water broke on the way home. Hahaha... Yea, I wish my life was like that, be successful, get married then have a family of your own unfortunately its not that easy for me. I wont say others fear me, that type of bullshit, but when I am around I seem to be the target all the time. Some of my allies that I had related to this gang business but their life worth's money on my head. And thanks to everyone that knows, died or is keeping a low profile, made sure that it was not on record for Scout to find out or on any data base, for her not to find anything or she will have my balls, I intend to keep them.

"Wow, a, I really that annoying to you?" and I froze, s**t I wasn't paying attention I looked out the window from where I could see, she was no longer out side.

"I an really sorry I wasn't paying attention and I was kind of busy with the last of my work..." I mouthed to Luca to get my things in the office, the important stuff, to be in my case and in my car and he nodded his head.

"Hard work huh? Are you bringing some of it with you" she asked with hope in her voice, so I am guessing either she tells me to take it or leave it for when we get back..

"I don't know what do you think?" I asked hopping for option two and I bet my dad $5,000 if she picked the second one... crossing fingers coz' I don't want my dad to win, he always does.

"Hmm... How about since you bet money, jackass, leave it. I wanted to do some too since Its obvious that when we get to where you are taking me that you will work or go to meeting... Its pointless and predictable."

"So I'm predictable?" this better be good I like a challenge I smirked thinking to myself

"From the smirk on you face, I will tell you, Yes and right now you are going to take a short cut to my room don't unless you want two bullets in your eyes." she stated and I was kind of freaking out now coz how did she know that I was smirking and how did she know there is a short cut to her room from my office?

"I will know because the door in the middle of the second hallway on my left is locked and your guard sometimes use it when he needs to inform you of what I am doing when I am in my room or when he just checked up on my" she's that good?

"You're cute for trying to think that you can impress me. I am not your job I am much more so try again." f**k I don't stand a chance.

"How many tried so far?" I asked her maybe she could... I was brought out of my thoughts when she said

"Ask everyone in the room you are in." she giggled, then it was silence.

I looked at everyone. Now I'm f*****g angry and its evident on my face

"When I get back don't expect Mr. Nice guy" I growled in anger

Are you f*****g kidding me why the f**k would the want to do that to her? They are just staring at me like I grew two heard and they just nod like nothing is wrong...

"Luca leave my things its staying here" I said then walked to my room to get the stuff I need.

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