Avon's POV The day that I had been waiting for finally come. Today is the scheduled operation of Mathew's open heart surgery. I felt fear embracing me but I am doing my best to hold on to my faith that my son will make it. I prayed so hard during Mathew's operation and I felt like time passed by too slowly. I felt like any moment from now I would pass out. I walked back and forth outside the operating room while Jeremiah is sitting on the chair in front. I have no idea if his family and his fiance knew about Mathew's existence but that isn't part of my concern as of the moment so I refused to ask him. "Calm down," Jeremiah spoke so I looked at him. "How can I calm down?" I hysterically asked. Jeremiah let out a deep breath then held my rest and pulled me towards him. He made me sit

