The Day dreamer

sradha

All the way she thought about the days after she missed her periods. She was very suspicious that she might get pregnant. She ate pineapples for many days. She searched and watched more than twenty videos from youtube to get periods easily and practiced many of them. She has done many exercises for prolonged hours to get periods. She put a Stone which is neither small nor big, which she used to rub turmeric on her belly for a long time as a YouTube video said so to get periods easily. She tried aloevera juice and ginger water.

She tried every thing possible to get her periods.

Eventhough her doubt was getting stronger, she believed it would come.

Now she is quite disappointed. What would if she had already hurt her baby. All she was thinking about is about her baby. She hadn't seen it's face, It's sound, it's cry. She don't know whether it is a boy or girl. But she is now thinking whether it is hurt by herself. That is motherhood. All the mother's in the world (except few) will never hurt her child. She was shedding tears while she is sitting on the bike.

As her brother ride through a gutter, she held her belly tightly as she was holding a baby in her hand and it might get fall down to the gutter in road.