No Redemption (Completed book 6 of the Atonement Saga)

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I nod my head as she grabs us both and suddenly we appear outside our hospital, the staff jumping in shock

“I need blood NOW!”

I roar, one nurse takes off down the hall as a doctor rushes to the room at the side

“In here Now”

I rush in with Carly, placing her on the bed

“Strip her, we need to wash there blood off her”

Carly tells me, the doctor hands me scissors so I start cutting of her torn shirt and and leggings, as I do I freeze when I see a huge chunk of a brance thrust through her stomach where they had been stabbing her, blood runs from between her legs.

I look to Carly with tears in my eyes, iv seen way to many injuries over the years that looked like this, so many family members who lost there womb.

Carlys hands clutch my face

“Trust me”

I nod

“I promise I can save HER”

My stomach drops and I close my eyes nodding my head

“Do what you have to do”

She nods looking past me to the doctor

“We need a surgical room right now”

The doctor goes to the phone on the wall and he starts shouting orders down it, my life goes into slow motion as I watch Carly pour water all over her now naked body, trying to wash the blood of everyone else off her.

Going to her head I lean down and kiss her face, she was so white now, her lips were blue.

“I can’t lose her?”

Deek whimpers, I push hair from her face

“You don’t leave me, you need to wake up again, we have worked far too long and far too hard to get here, your not allowed to leave me ok?”

“I promise you I will save her, we need to go now ok?”

Carly tells me, I nod falling back against the wall as they wheel her out of the room, sliding down I sit there in shock, as they leave gavin and Carter runs in with mum and dad, my body felt numb as my spirit felt like it withered up and died.

“Where are they taking her! Desmond what’s happening?”

Gavin asks panicking, his fear was potent, filling the room and making it even more difficult to breathe, his fear mixed with my own made my chest constrict painfully. I look up at him speechless, I had no words as he kneels beside me

“Please is she going to be ok?”

I just blink at him, unable to talk or focus

“She will be ok, Carly will save her”

Carter tells me, I don’t take my eyes of gavin as he watches me carefully, I had full faith in Carly and her abilities but it didn’t stop the fear I had of losing her.

Gavin frowns sitting beside me and he yanks me into a hug, his touch shocking my body for just a moment before the feeling dissolved and the fear once again took over.

“It’s going to be ok, it’s going to be fine”

He whispers, clearly trying to calm me but he hadn’t seen her, he didn’t hear what they said about her. He didn’t watch as she bleed out on the table right infront of me.

“They almost raped her, they beat her to a pulp, they stabbed her with a stick, the people we were going to have guard her almost killed her”

I say to him breathlessly, his face falls, all the colour drains from his cheeks, his body goes stiff as he takes a strangled breath while he clutches his chest, tears instantly brimming in the corners of his eyes.

“This is my fault, I choose them, why did I not just go with her, she wanted me and I let her walk out that door. This is on me”

He whispers, his body suddenly starts to tremble, he was going into shock much like myself

“It’s not on either of you. The pack were going to get to her eventually, she knew that going in. It had to happen because now they see how powerful she is, it’s the only way they would listen. They won’t ever touch her again”

Carter says kneeling in front of me, my eyes snap to his, gaining my attention immediately as something deep within me stirs to life.

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2 years ago..

Heartly’s POV

“Well I want a party, I don’t care what she does but I’m having the party”

Hadley snaps glaring at me, I roll my eyes, taking a seat beside katy, resting my head on her shoulder.

“I don’t care what you do, all I’m saying is I don’t want a party, it’s not me stopping you having a party. I just won’t go”

The vibrations at a party are so overwhelming, I hated it, but it was my sweet 16th and Hadley just wouldn’t accept that answer.

“Fine she doesn’t have to go but I’m having a party mum”

Mum rolls her eyes

“you can have a party but adults will be there, absolutely no making out or bedrooms. You have the party outside on the square and there will be guards so nobody can sneak away”

I smirk at my mother, to a 16 year old that sounded like hell on earth, Hadley didn’t just want a party she wanted a party with no parents, lots of drink and lots of fooling around but that is absolutely against all the rules that our Luna and sister in law Ali put in place, after she was raped at a teenage party. but Hadley seems to think she’s above all those rules, and that is another reason why I hate parties.

“This is so unfair! I swear you ruin my life heartly I hate you!”

She screams at me, to which I just laugh, shaking my head. I was so unconcerned about her feelings towards me it was comical. She was a raging b***h and I won’t lower myself to her level.

“This is not your sisters fault, if you want a party that’s the way it’s got to be”

“Ughhhhhhhaaaaarrrhhhhhhhh”

She screams, making dad flinch, at that I get up and head out to the balcony, ignoring her temper tantrum. I needed air and I needed to not watch her scream and act like a baby.

As I get comfortable on my usual seat I pull a joint from the jar and I light it up. Carter and Carly follow me out, giving me that worried look.

“What?”

I ask them

“I don’t know how to explain it but your about to receive a visitor”

Nana Carly tells me, I frown looking around but suddenly we are not alone, Jesus appears right in front of me making me jump and him chuckle.

But as he laughs I freeze, I could hear him. My jaw must have fallen to the floor because his eyebrow c***s in the air like he was surprised by my reaction

“I can hear you?”

I ask in shock touching my ears, it had been so long since I heard a sound, I close my eyes just to cherish the small moment,

“Yes you can, it’s in your mind but you can hear me”

I chuckle, I hadn’t heard a voice in about 10 years and it was honestly incredible, his voice was smooth and calm, it had layers to it, like he wasn’t the only one talking or saying the words but yet it wasn’t echoed or confusing it was just nice.

“What do you want?”