We Are Forever

Bliss

The next morning I wake after a night of tossing and turning. After a quick stretch I walk to my bathroom with the baby monitor to take a quick shower. I make quick work of washing my hair before running my conditioner through it with my wide comb. I shave all my important places before I rinse my hair and wrap it with a towel and wrap a towel around my body. I throw on a pair of my black bike shorts and a yellow nursing tank top. Ellie must have heard me moving around because when I am putting on a pair of socks she starts whimpering. I quickly pick her up and sit in my glider by the window while she starts to fuss and rub her face against my shirt covered breast. Before I have a chance to pull my breast out, Eli lets out a loud wail to join his sisters wimpers. I quickly walk over to his crib and pick him up in my other arm. Having twins has been an adventure for sure. I have had to learn how to get both babies latched at the same time and how to grab the second baby when I already have one baby. I am constantly thinking about how much more difficult it will be once they both start walking.

I maneuver the babies across my lap while I grab the boppy pillow on the floor next to my chair for this reason. Once I get both babies latched to eat I stare out the window and enjoy the peaceful feeling. I wonder what Talon is up to this morning. I wonder how he feels about me and having kids already. He hasn't seemed to mind so far. I think about how he makes me feel. He makes my heart race and my pulse pound. He makes my knees weak and my breath catch. He looks at my children like he adores them. I hear voices past my bedroom door and turn my head just in time for Talon to walk through my bedroom door.

"Talon I told you she may be sleeping still! Her body needs the rest after all it's been going through the past couple months." I hear Abbi scold her brother. He completely ignores her as he watches me feed my children. He briskly walks over and places a tender kiss on my lips.

"Hi little mate." He whispers against my mouth before kissing me again. I sigh into his light kiss and it feels like everything is right in the world. At least for now it is.

"Hi." I lamely say when he breaks our kiss. My breath is coming in so fast and I try so hard to slow it down. This man is going to be my total undoing. I just know I will be falling hopelessly in love with him. He grins at me as he takes a peak at each child happily suckling away at my breasts for their breakfast. Eli has his one hand going between my chest and my face. Ellie has her hand wrapped in my hair. Talon carefully untangles her fingers and moves my hair out of the way.

"Well I see I'm not needed here. I'll be downstairs in the kitchen." Abbi says as she closes my door behind her. Neither me nor Talon respond to her. Right this moment there is no one but him and I. He is dressed in some cargo shorts and a dark navy tshirt with a pair of regular sneakers. Casual has never looked so good.

"Have you eaten yet?" Talon asks quietly so as not to startle the babies.

"Not yet. I was going to make some oatmeal after my shower but the twins woke up. When I'm done here I will fix myself something."

"Or I could fix it and feed you while you feed them?"

"I wouldn't expect that. I can wait. But if you could get me some sweet tea from my fridge I would greatly appreciate that."

"Nonsense. I am here and you are hungry. They may not be my children dearest but they are part of you which makes them mine." He says all possessively growly. I love when he does that. Goosebumps run up my spine and down my arms. I feel my face flush and just know I am blushing.

"Ok." I say quietly unable to meet his gaze. He lifts my chin with his finger and give me a knowing smile. I find my mouth has gona Sahara Desert dry. I watch him walk out of my room as he goes into my kitchen area. I hear him run the water and the microwave.

A few minutes later he returns with my requested sweet tea and a bowl of my favorite apple cinnamon oatmeal. My stomach let's loose a loud growl that has Talon chuckling huskily. He sits on my bed across from me and give me a small bite of my food. For a few minutes he quietly feeds me and gives me sips of my drink. It's nice being taken care of this way. To feel like I have a partner in all this. I know in the end Adam wanted to be here for us, but through my whole pregnancy he didn't. While I understand now I just don't feel it would have been like this. I wish he was here but I also know he wouldn't have been a real partner. He would have done what I asked him to do with Eli and Ellie but I would have been taking care of me.

I finish my breakfast and Talon takes my bowl and cup to the kitchen. I hear him washing the dishes and I debate about telling him not to worry about it when I realize he won't listen anyway. He comes back just as Ellie decides she is done and pushes away from my chest. Talon picks her up and places her over his shoulder and starts patting her back softly. I fix my shirt on the side Ellie was eating on so I am covered. Ellie lets out a loud burp and it makes Talon and I chuckle.

"Good girl." Talon cooes to her softly. He places her in his lap so she is looking at him. "Who is the prettiest little girl in the world? That's right princess you are!" He talks to her so lovingly. I think I even stop breathing. I don't want any more children right now but I think even my ovaries are trying to get to him. He continues to coo at her and she gets excited and starts kicking her feet out and making all kinds of noises at him. It's so cute to see how in such a short amount of time they have bonded so much. Eli unlatches from my breast and turns his head toward where Talon is sitting with Ellie and starts to cry. I fix my shirt and set him on my knees with one hand under his chin and pat his back to burp him. Only Eli wont stop fussing. I softly rub his back and pat him some more but he still wont stop crying.

"What's wrong sweet boy? Why won't you burp for mommy?" I ask him as I rock him softly in the chair. Talon stands up and sits Ellie in the middle of my bed barricaded by my pillows. He then walks over to me and lifts Eli out of my arms. Eli almost immediately stops fussing. Talon sits down then puts Eli over his shoulder and then proceeds to successfully burp him.

"Eli just needed a mans touch didn't ya buddy?" Talon talks softly to my son.

"But boys are supposed to be mamas boys." I pout.

"Well instead they are daddy babies." He says so calmly. I am freaking out a little bit though.

"Um what? Talon I don't really know what to say right now. I mean I know I am your mate and that you have claimed me and you say the kids are yours because they are mine. But Talon they do have a father. He may not be here but his family is very much involved."

"Your kids are mine. They need a father. I am yours. I don't see the problem here. His family should be happy that there is a man involved to take on the father role. Because little mate you and these babies are mine now. I take care of what's mine. I will cherish these kids as much as our own that I hope to have someday. I may not be their dad by blood but I am their dad by choice. And one day I would love for all of you to have my name." He says so seriously. He sets each baby in their bed before grabbing the baby monitor and motioning me to follow him out of my bedroom. I follow him into the living room and take a seat on the couch next to him but close enough that our legs brush together.

"I love that you want to be their father Talon. Part of me wishes I had met you first. I also wish I felt like I was good enough for you. Talon I have only had one relationship. That was with Adam. I have only ever had s*x one time. You are so far out of my league. What happens if things get intimate between us and I don't please you? Talon I don't know if I can handle you walking away from not just me but my children too." I respond while slightly panicking. I feel my breath coming in faster at the thought of Talon leaving me. Almost like I am about to pass out.

"Marie I need you to really hear me now. I will never leave you by choice. I can't say I wont die because we all know no one controls that. But know if I am breathing I will be with you. Nothing will change that. as for the rest of what you said, it's nonsense. Picture trying to live a life without me now. that panic you were feeling? I feel it too. I am going nowhere unless it is to follow you. If I have to keep reassuring you of this I will but I hope I wont have to." He picks my hand up and kisses the middle of my palm before his gray eyes meet mine again. "I am solely yours" He vows before placing another tender kiss on the inside of my wrist. My heartbeat starts speeding up again. Only this time it isn't panic that is setting in. This man makes me feel so much.

Talon put an arm behind me on the couch as he leans in close to me. He runs a finger from the hand he was just kissing up my arm and to my shoulder. He makes a few slow circles there before he runs his fingers up my throat and rubs the pad of his finger over my bottom lip I had tucked between my teeth. I look into his eyes and suck in a sharp breath. His eyes are glowing amber as he stares back at me. I feel my panties dampen at the same time I see his nostrils flare. I am not sure how much longer we will last without jumping each other's bones. I feel my wolf come forward and I could swear she is purring like a cat.

"Talon?" I whisper softly so I don't break whatever spell we are under.

He doesn't respond with words. Instead, he tangles his hands in my hair at the back of my head and brings our mouths together in a fiery kiss. He kisses me with so much passion that it makes my head swim. I wrap my arms around him and try to bring my body closer to his. My n*****s are hardened against my shirt and i want more friction on them. Talon must have decided we weren't close enough either, because the next thing I know is he grabs me by my waist and brings me over his lap, so I am straddling him. I test a slow motion down on him and feel the hard edge of his c**k against me through the thin material of my shorts. I let out a gasp of pleasure as his hardness touches me in just the right way. His hands creep up inside my shirt and lightly skim over my back before coming around the front. He nips at my lips gently before trusting his tongue into my mouth to duel with my own. I take in the taste of the inside of his mouth as well and suck on his lower lip just as his hand makes contact with my bare breast. I sigh as he tests the weight in his hands and groans.

"Oh Talon." I sigh when he breaks away from my mouth to trail kisses down my neck and over my shoulders. He murmurs and moans as he tastes my skin. My skin feels like it is on fire. He nips at my earlobe before sucking it into his mouth to take the sting away. I run my hands over his back and across his shoulders and down his arms. His muscles tremble and jump at my touch and it makes me feel powerful. This man turns me inside out and will turn me into a puddle of goo at his feet if he keeps going. He pulls me by my waist as he helps me grind myself against him.

"Shhh. Don't think. Just let me make you feel good pretty girl. I got you." He whispers against my ear. "Can I touch you? I want to make you shoot off like a fire cracker. I want you to ride your orgasm out on my finger. Hell I want you to ride my face. You smell so good I need to taste you. Can I taste you baby? I promise it will feel so good." He says huskily. I find myself nodding against him. I would do anything this man wanted.

He lays me back on the couch and leans over me. He starts kissing his way across my collar bone and over his mark on my neck. I lean up enough for him to pull my tank top over my head and toss it to the floor. Once he has me back against the couch he lavishes my breasts with his mouth. He bites one of my n*****s while his other hand pulls and tugs at the other one before he licks them both soothing the sting. He kisses his way down my stomach and if I had any concern about my body he would be making me forget all about it with the way he is loving me with his mouth. He makes quick work of pulling my shorts and panties off and sets back on his heels as he looks me over. I blush as his eye roam over every curve my body has. He grabs each of my legs and places them over his shoulders. He leans closer to my core and breathes in deep and lets out a low rumble. When his eyes meet mine they are burning amber and I know his wolf is front and center right now.

"You smell so good. I am going to make you cream so hard. Hang on tight darling. This is going to be a wild ride." He says before he takes one long slow lick from my entrance to my c**t. My back arches off the couch and I moan out softly. My hands reach down and slip through his hair as I lift my head to peer down at him between my legs. He gives me a small grin before he runs his tongue over his lips and winks at me. "You taste amazing. Now settle back while I have my breakfast." He commands. I do as he says and settle back as he goes back to devouring my p***y with his mouth. He licks at me like I am his favorite scoop of ice cream. Just when I thought it couldn't get any better he slips a finger to my entrance and circles it slowly while he flicks slowly at my c**t. He slides his finger slowly inside and makes a come hither motion which sends jolts of electricity through me. He thrusts his finger faster in and out of me as he starts to suck on my c**t gently. I feel a ball of pressure building but I can't seem to fall over the edge.

"Talon I need more. Give me more, I want to c*m so bad." I beg him as I start to pull on his hair. Just when I think he may make me beg he scrapes his teeth against my c**t before biting down gently making me shatter and call out his name as I ride out my orgasm on his face. He licks me through the after shocks until it becomes too sensitive. He comes back over my body and kisses me deeply making me taste myself on his tongue. It is erotic and so damn sexy. He breaks the kiss and looks down at me and smiles a sexy grin.

"Darlin you are by far my most favorite meal. I would have you for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. Hell I would have you as my snacks in between too. The picture perfect image you are right now will be something I plan to accomplish every day for the rest of my life." He says huskily before standing and not so discreetly adjusting himself in his pants. I reach a hesitant hand out and run it along the length of him. He snaps my wrist in his big fingers and pulls me up to stand in front of him. "Don't touch me right now darlin. This was all about you. Well that is not entirely true. I had to taste you. I needed your c*m in my mouth. I needed to make you moan and say my name." He says huskily while running his hands down my sides and cupping my ass bringing me flush against his big body.

"But what if I want to. What if I have this crazy need to taste you as well? To have your c**k slide in and out of my mouth? To see how much of that monster I can swallow? I doubt I can get much but I really wanna find out." I say in a sultry voice as I start to slide down his body. His eyes burn into mine as I get on my knees in front of this magnificent man. I undo his button on his shorts and pull the zipper down carefully with my teeth while never breaking eye contact. When I have his shorts opened I realize he isn't wearing anything under his shorts. I slip his shorts down his legs and his c**k juts out and nearly hits my mouth. I smile up at him as I slick my hand between my legs and use my wetness as lube so I can rub my hand across him easier. I lick the underside and moan. His eyes are focused solely on me as I open my mouth and suck him in. He groans loudly and puts his hands in my hair and his head falls back.

"Marie I can't deny you anything. But I won't last very long with your pretty mouth on me." I moan in delight as I take him to the back of my throat and gag. "Breathe through your nose. It will help I promise baby." He encourages me as he starts to thrust into my mouth. It feels so powerful how I can bring him so much pleasure. I do as he instructs and breathe through my nose as I work my mouth over him. Hearing him groan and say my name like a prayer has me so turned on I can't help but reach a hand between my legs. I feel my slick heat and moan around his hardness still thrusting into my throat.

"God damn girl you playing with your p***y? Is it needing to come again. I am definitely going to explode watching you finger your pretty pussy." I moan again at his filthy words amd they only turn me on more. I burn with the need for him. I want him to f**k me.

I come off his c**k and I gasp. "f**k me Talon. Make me yours in every way. I need you." I plead as I look up at him. I see the need and desire in his eyes but I also see the hesitation. "What's wrong Talon? Don't you want me" I ask starting to feel subconscious. Here I am on my knees on the floor and I am practically begging him to f**k me. I know my body isn't what it was before my pregnancy but I like my extra curves I have now. I love my mom body.

Talon pulls me up by my hand and makes me look at him. "Sweet girl I want nothing more than to be inside you. To feel you clamp on my c**k as you c*m hard all over it. But I also know you haven't been back to the doctor since delivery I also know you're more fertile after having a baby. Marie you already have one set of twins. You may get pregnant with another set, and while I would love nothing more than to place a pup or two in your womb I know we aren't there yet. However I do have an idea." He grins mischievously at me before picking me up and laying me on my back on the couch.

He climbs on top of me after ridding himself of his shirt and shucking his shorts the rest of the way off and losing his shoes. he positions his c**k against me and leans down so he is hovering over me.

"Do you trust me?" He asks softly.

"Yes Talon. I trust you."

He thrusts forward to his c**k rubs against my whole slit and bumps against my c**t making me moan out in pleasure. He grunts above me as he continues to rub himself in my wetness and against all my sensitive spots. He comes down and kisses me like his life depends on it. It's a little messy and hard to do with both of us writhing messes of pleasure. It doesn't take me long before I start to feel the ball of pleasure begin to form in the pit of my stomach. He must sense it as well because his thrusts get a bit harder and faster. I am right on the edge but I need something a little more. I try rubbing against him harder and like Talon can sense what's going on he breaks the kiss and comes down to his mark on my neck and licks it before biting me and claiming me all over again. Stars light up behind my eyes and he covers my mouth with his hand as I let out a noise between a moan and a scream. I ride my high as I feel his movements get jerky and feel his c*m splash against my stomach. He growls through his orgasm and continues to jerk against me for a moment before collapsing on top of me. I let out a sigh and curl up into him as he rolls us into a more comfortable position. Sweat beads on our bodies as we lay in each other's arms and catch our breaths.

"I have an appointment with my doctor in a couple days. Is there any birth control that doesn't work on werewolves?"

"I just don't suggest the pill. Its been known to fail for various reasons. Otherwise whatever your comfortable with."

The twins wake from their morning nap a few minutes later. Talon and I quickly dress and change their diapers before we spend the day just hanging out. We visit with my aunt and his sister and even Adams mom seems to be warming up to Talon. We had pizza for dinner while everyone passed the twins around and talked warmly. Abbi gave me a knowing smile when we first appeared from my room. Sometimes I forget how sensitive our noses are. But honestly this day has been pure bliss.