I'm his slave

Chapter 14

Matthew's POV

Masayang-masaya kaming bumaba ng sasakyan habang nakahawak ng mga kamay. Bago pa man kami makapasok ng sa bahay ay nakakita ako ng isang taong pamilyar sa akin kahit na hindi ko pa nakikita ang mukha niya, alam kong si Niña iyon.

Ano ang ginagawa niya rito pagkatapos ng lahat ng ginawa niya sa akin? Nagtama ang aming mga mata, habang nakatingin sa kanya napansin kong wala talagang nagbabago sa kanya. 

"Niña." May diin duon.

I called her like I was about to lose control of myself. I felt how Lorraine remove her hands from mine.

"Matthew, I miss you."

She went straight to me and give me a hug and a kiss, I push her. When she finally let me go I look at Lorraine and shook my head. 

"I'm Lorraine, his slave. If you want anything feel free to ask me." Niña ignored her and look to me.

"Don't you miss me, Matt?"

Lorraine interrupt her. "I'll leave you two now, if you guys need anything just call me. I'm at the kitchen." Then she left us. Why did she say that. She's not my f*****g slave.

I look at Niña with no emotion. "What do you want, Niña?"

"I just miss you Matt." I look at the kitchen way. I want to follow her.

"You're not answering my question."

"I was wondering if we can have our second chance, Matt. After you left that's when I realized my mistakes. I was blind before, I didn't saw your worth. I'm sorry for that. I really miss you Matt." She snake her arm to mine and I tried to remove it.

"After you cheated on me? I'm sorry Niña, but I'm in love with someone else now."

She rolled her eyes. "I don't believe you, I can see how you look at me."

"You misunderstood it. I was shocked when I saw you. I did not expect to see you here after what you did to me-" Before I even finish what I was supposed to say she kissed me.

I can feel her hands on my c**k that's when I got my senses back. I quickly push her. 

"What the hell, Niña?!"

Ramdam ko na ang galit ko sa kanya. Nakita ko kung paano ako tignan ni Lorraine. She's hurt. I know her eyes. Pupuntahan ko na siya ng mabilis siyang tumakbo at alam kong papunta siya sa kwarto niya.

"Matt," Niña said with her small voice. Gumagana pa ito sa akin dati ngunit ngayon ay hindi na. Hinding hindi na ako mag papautong muli sa kanya. 

"Leave. I don't wanna see you again.  Don't ever come here again!" I am controlling my anger but you can sense that every word I say is strong.

"But Matt, you kissed back I know you miss me too." She tried to kiss me again but I move my body.

I don't want anymore kisses from her. I only want Lorraine.

"You're lying I was just surprised, go home before I lose my control."

"Michael! Take Niña outside." I yelled as I follow Lorrain.

I went to check her room but the door is locked. "Lor, I know your there open the door. Let me explain."

Hindi siya sumagot. I'm worried that she might do something bad to herself again.

"Please Lorraine open the door, let's talk. You misunderstood what you saw."

I'm starting to lose my patience and before that happens I decided to find the spare key of her room. Nang nakuha iyon ay mabilis ang mga kilos ko.

"I'm opening the door." Ani ko para maalarma siya sa loob.

I open the door and saw her that was about to lay in her bed. "Lor let's talk, let me explain about what happened earlier."

"What's about that? Wala akong pakialam kung ano mang gawin niyo. Please leave my room I'm tired gusto ko na lang mag pahinga muna."

Tinalikuran na niya ako kaya nilapit ko na ang katawan ko at tinuon ang braso sa kama. "You don't understand Lor. Hindi ko alam na pupunta siya dito at mang gugulo. I don't give a f**k on her now. About the kiss... I did not expect that. Please, baby."

I cares her hair but she move her head. She's mad.

"But you kissed her back." Her voice c***k. "You know what never mind, I don't care Senor. You can do whatever you want I'm just your slave, right?" 

"As was about to introduce you to her as my love but you interrupt me, Lor."

She sat down now and look at me. Looking at her eyes with tears breaks my heart. Mabilis ko iyong pinunasan dahil hindi bagay na umiiyak siya ng dahil sakin.

"Why would you do that? I'm just your slave, Senor. Nothing more, nothing less, now if you have nothing to say can you please go I want to take some rest."

Nang tumayo siya at pagtulakan niya ako palabas ng pintuan ay wala na akong nagawa kung hindi ang sumunod. I know she's tired, I can see it in her eyes but I want to fix this. "Lor," I called but she ignore.

I don't want to stain anything between us. Ilang taon ko siyang hinanap at ngayong nasa akin na siya ay hindi pwedeng hayaan ko lamang siya ng dahil lamang kay Niña. She's just my ex, she's in the past now. I can't lose Lorraine, I need to win her trust back.

After leaving her room I took a shower and went to veranda. I can't sleep, I kept on thinking what happened today.

Niña came to see me and try to win me back but she cheated on me before and besides 3 years passed already. I already get over her and I love Lorraine now, I'm contented to her.

I kept on thinking about Lorraine, I can see in her eyes that she's lying and she's hurt on what happened earlier. I don't understand why did she introduced herself that way.

I'm not ashamed of her, she shows nothing but kindness to everyone in my house and she's always there to help me. I don't want to ruin her trust since she already receive abused before and I'm lucky that she gave her trust to me. I should sleep now since I need to find a way to make it up to her.