Feeling Uneasy
BAILEY Checking in to a hotel room, Silas takes the bed closest to the door while Ash and I share the bed near the wall. The boys lay quietly as they find the sleep we all so desperately need, but I can’t seem to follow their lead. No matter how hard I try to drift away, my thoughts keep my mind restless and alert. Finally giving up, I sit with my back against the headboard and stare at the empty wall in front of me. My thoughts keep returning to what happened earlier. The boys seemed curious and interested, but when I think about it the only thing I feel is fear. What did I even do? I know I killed them all, and even if they deserved it, even if it was to save Silas, it still doesn’t feel right. Not the way it happened. Remembering every detail of how I felt in that moment – what t
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