Silver Moon Pack

Chapter 2: Finding My Mate

5 Years later

Today is my 17th birthday, it’s on this day I will turn old enough to find my mate. When you are 18 you will mark your mate, but when you turn 17 you can find your mate. I’m excited at turning 17 and find my mate so he can get me away from this cruel life, and safe me from all the abuse or torture. Nobody of course celebrates my birthday, I’m often alone this day. But today there will be a party to celebrate the packs alliance with the Orange Moon pack. And I will have to be there to make the food and cleaning up. I went down to the kitchen to prepare the food, no one was awake this early in the morning, I always liked to be up early, to get some piece, from their insults and abuse. When I was halfway trough making the food, Marian entered with Sarah, Marian, my former best friend, was the most beautiful she wolf In our pack, she had long Black hair, her skin was the color caramel and she had light brown eyes, she had the body of a model and all the unmated male wolfs of the pack drooled over her. She was sure to be the next Luna of the pack, everyone thought she would be Erics mate. “Looks whose already up. The mutt nobody wants.” She said laughing, Sarah laughed to. They always liked to humiliate me in every way possible. “I’m not unwanted someday I’ll meet my mate and he will want me.” I said and looked at her. They just laughed at me like I was delusional. Then in came Matthew and Cory, they sat by the table and waited for the food. Cory was best friends with Matthew and Eric and the packs, future Delta. “Listen to this guys.” Marian said with a laugh. “This girl thinks that someone would want her. No one would want you, b*tch.” They all laughed at me. I could feel the tear in my eyes, but I held them back. I didn’t want them to see my cry and that the succeeded in their bullying. “Yeah, that’s probably why she killed her mother, her mother didn’t want her either, that’s why she did it, out of revenge.” Matthew said, and gave me a cocky smile. I could feel my wolfs rage and I went over and slapped him across the face. As soon as I saw his eyes, I regretted it right away, his eyes turned black and he grabbed my arm, his fingers bored down into my arm, and draw blood, he then slapped me across the face. he pushed me up against the wall and looked me deep in the eyes with hate “You dare to slap me? You will regret it.” He then dragged me with him to the Alpha’s office and said: “Alpha, this wh*re tried to kill Marian and slapped me across the face.” “She what!” The Alpha roared. I was shaking, he looked at me with hatred in his eyes and then he gave me a wicked smile “You can punish her as you see fit, but just don’t kill her or rape her. The privilege of taking her virginity will go to someone else.” “Where would the fun be in that.” Matthew smiled, he then dragged me down to the basement and locked me up in a cold dark room. “Don’t get too comfy, I will be back in a minute.” He pointed towards a guard “You guard, chain her.” Then He left. The guard came in and chained me, he then came closer to my face and started to move his hand up my shirt. “No, please stop.” I cried, but he didn’t. When he was about to kiss me the door opened again, and Matthew came into the room, he had a whip in his hands. “What the hell are you doing?” He growled, the guard stepped back and said: “I was just playing with her.” “I only said to chain her, I never said you could touch her, now get out.” The guard leaved the room and Matthew and I were alone. “Please, Matthew, I’m sorry I won’t do it again.” My tears were pouring down my cheeks and I was shaking in fear. He lay the whip down on the floor and walked over to me. He started to unbutton my shirt. “Now Elena, I know the Alpha said I couldn’t take your virginity, but he didn’t say I couldn’t have some fun with you. Besides I know you’ve had a crush on me for a long time.” He started to caress my stomach, then he moved up to my breasts, and unhooked my bra. He started to play with my n*pples, while he kissed me on my neck. “Please Matthew, please stop, I’m sorry.” I cried for him to stop, but the more I cried, the more he continued. He pulled hard on my n*pple, making me give a high scream. “Don’t ever slap me again. You f*cking wh*re.” he bit down on the other n*pple and made me scream again. “You hear me, Elena. You are a f*cking wh*re, no one wants or care about.” I nodded at him with tears running from eyes. When he finally was satisfied, he turned me around, so I was laying on my stomach and then he started whipping me. For every whipping he gave me I could feel my strength fade. Why did I ever have a crush on this monster? Afterwards he removed the chains, let me get dressed in a shirt and then dragged me out to the town center for everyone to see me. “Now you know to never try killing anyone again.” He then pushed me on to the ground and walked away. The tears streamed down my face and I had a hard time finding some strength to stand up. When I finally succeeded standing up, I staggered to my room to get ready for the celebration of our alliance with The Orange Moon pack. I dressed in a blue knee length dress that covered my back and let my hair fall down on my back. I covered the bruises I had with make-up and then I went to the hall.  

When I got through the door I was hit by this sweet smell. Mate mate mate. My wolf said and was jumping up and down in my head. I scanned my eyes through the crowd and made eye contact with Eric. Eric was my mate? Of all the male wolfs in the world, Eric was my mate. When I made eye contact with him, he gave me a threatening look and I could tell by that he was angry, then he turned his eyes away from me. When all the party guests were gone, I started cleaning. I was again hit by the sweet smell from earlier and I turned around and saw Eric by the door, he approached me. I was stunned in fear, I knew he was angry and hated me. He Pushed me against the wall and said: “You think I will accept, that an ugly, weak wh*re like you to be my mate? A girl responsible for the death of her mother? I would never accept such a murdering b*tch to be my mate, to be the packs Luna. I Eric Blake reject you, Elena Cane. And don’t you dare tell anyone about this.” Then he released me and left. I crumble to the floor and the tears poured out of me. My heart was in pain, it felt like someone had ripped it out of my chest and broke it into millions of pieces. When the pain finally subsided, I was so tired that I staggered the whole way towards my bed. Afterwards he used every opportunity, to make my life a living hell.

1 Year later

“I know you have had a crush on me for a long time, give yourself over to me Elena.” Matthew said. Then he kissed me on my neck. He started nipping on my neck while his hand went down between my legs. He forced my legs apart and lay himself in between them. “No, Matthew please stop.” I cried. “Why? You will never get a mate, hell Eric rejected you. Why do you think that is Elena? Because you are an unwanted wh*re. The only thing you will be good at is to be the packs slave.” He said and then removed my panties. I was chained to the wall and couldn’t push him away. He removed his pant’s and thrusted his d*ck inside me. I screamed in pain. “No, please stop….Please Matthew.” He started pulling hard on my n*pples while he pounded into me. Eric was standing by the side and watched in amusement. “When Matthew is finished Elena, then it’s my turn.” He said with a grin. Matthew released me and then Eric lay down on top of me. “Now my mate, shall we begin?” He removed his pant’s and then thrusted his d*ck deep inside of me, he sucked on my n*pple and pulled on the other, while he pounded into me. “Noo…..Please stop you’re hurting me…….I don’t want to.” They shifted back again so it now was Matthew on top of me again. “You are such a f*cking wh*re Elena. Why fight it? Embrace it.” He bit hard down on my n*pple so it started bleeding. I screamed in pain and begged them to stop. They continued to shift between them until they were satisfied.

Beep….Beep…. I was woken by the alarm; I was soaked in sweat. I had the same nightmare again. It was always about the same. The nightmare about Matthew and Eric raping me and torture me. It never really happened but I always dreamed about the same. Maybe it was the fear of it really happening that made me have nightmares about.

I got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower. Afterwards I got dressed in a pair of light blue jeans and a red t-shirt, I tied my long hair up in a ponytail, and went down into the kitchen to start making breakfast. When I got down to the kitchen Marian, Eric, Matthew, and Sarah sat at the counter waiting, for the breakfast. “Look, here comes the wh*re, looks like she overslept again.” Marian said with a sly grin on her lips. “I’m not a wh*re!” I yelled at her and knew right away I had made a mistake. Marian and Matthew got up and walked over to me, they cornered me against the wall, Matthew grabbed me by the arms and Marian punched me hard on the face. When I sank to the floor, they started kicking me. “Don’t you ever talk to me again unless I give you permission to speak. Now go make breakfast.” Marian said and gave me one last kick. I got up and staggered to the kitchen to start preparing breakfast. When I had served the breakfast, and they all had finished I started preparing the meal for tonight’s party. Tonight, Eric would be appointed the new Alpha of the Bloody Moon pack, and Marian as the new Luna. The only thing keeping me from breaking down was the hope that I would meet a new mate and he would rescue me from this nightmare. You see if a she wolf is rejected by her mate before she turns 18, she gets the opportunity to get a new mate. So, I still had hope for getting a happy life. When I was finished preparing the food I started to walk to school. When I reached the gate, I took a deep breath and walked to my locker, all the time my eyes were on the ground, in hope no one saw me. But of course, Marian and Sarah saw me. They cornered me against my locker. “So, did you put poison in the food for tonight, in hope to kill someone again?” Marian asked. “I have never killed anyone.” I growled at her. Sarah slapped me across my face and Marian grabbed my hand, then she took a hold of my finger and broke it. I screamed in pain. “Don’t you dare lie to us, we know you killed your mother.” Then they left. Tears streamed down my cheek from the pain, but I collected my books and went to class. After class I waited for the school to be empty, before going back home. I went over to my locker to put my books down, but when I turned around, I was greeted by Matthew. He looked at me and then pushed me up against my locker. “Stop it!” I tried to fight him of. “You better respect my sister or you’re going to regret it. If I ever hear that you have punched her or slapped her again, I will f*ck you so hard, that you will regret it for the rest of your life.” He growled and then released me; I fell to the floor. I saw Marion stand further away in the hallway and gave me a wicked grin. Matthew then walked over to her and they left. I started crying again. I never even touched her. Why did she hate me so much? It was like I had done something to her, and not the other way around.