Riley I wake with a start. My heart is pounding, I feel an ache on my chest. I try to move, but something is pinning me down. My whole body is sore and I feel lethargic. It takes time for me to catch my breath and my mind to begin to function normally. What a f*****g nightmare. I try to sit up, but something is obstructing my progress. But, with trembling hands, I somehow free myself and roll onto my back. It all felt so surreal. I was struggling with my mind trying to decipher what was fact and what was fake. My eyes open to my surroundings. Everything is silent. I can make out the silhouette of a male body laying close by. Josh is laying on his side, an arm thrown carelessly off to the side as he snores peacefully. What the hell happened? It all seemed too real. My heart is still

