The Exhibitionist (Filipino)

Kabanata 5

"Is it true that he harassed you?"

AGAD akong napalingon nang bigla ay may humarang sa aking lalaki.

Si Bonitez Heras.

I wanted to rest badly. The Cunt's touch bugged me all day and I just want to rest and forget about everything—how he made me shiver and all. But it seems like I won't get any. Not until I get home first.

"I'm fine, Boney."

I smiled at the guy and immediately walked past him. I don't know why suddenly I'm lacking interest with show offs. There's something wrong with me. My body stopped craving exhibitions.

All I'm focused with is The Cunt's touch. And I can't throw it out of my mind.

He's driving me crazy.

I feel like I'm getting sick.

"But he touched you. You'd let no one touch you." napairap ko na lamang ang mga mata ko habang nakatalikod ako sa kaniya.

Don't do this to me, Bonitez. I'm sick and tired of his game, and I don't want to add another hater of mine.

Just give me my damn way out of this.

"I really need to go, Boney. I'm sorry, I'm just tired." I politely said to him, smiling sweetly—innocently. He sighed and shrugged off.

"Okay, be safe." ngiti niya pabalik at saka napakamot ng kaniyang batok.

Good boy.

Nagsimula na akong maglakad palabas sa entrance ng school when suddenly I heard one of my professor's voice. The professor who's kind of obsessed with my presence in his class.

I bit my lip.

When times like this came, I'd pose on the wall and wait for him to see me. Normally, that's what I'd do.

But today's strangely different.

The moment I heard his voice, I panicked. I sort of like immediately hide somewhere so that he can't see me. That way he won't ask me to eat with him at the faculty cafeteria and talk to me about everything in school, and it will turn out to be a date or something.

Suddenly, my brain refused for that to happen.

I don't know why.

"You goin' home now?"

Halos mapatalon ako sa gulat nang biglang may bumulong sa likod ko habang nagtatago ako sa locker room. Agad akong napalingon at saka nakita siyang nakatayo sa likod ko.

The Cunt.

"So, what if I am?" tanong ko agad at saka nagtaas ng aking kilay sa kaniya. Napatawa siya at saka napa-iling.

"Takot ka ba sa prof na 'yon? E, balita ko lagi kayong kumakain sa Faculty Caf, 'a." usisa naman niya bago isinara ang locker niya na nakapuwesto pala sa aking likuran.

"Don't mind my business." sagot ko na lang pabalik at saka ko siya tinalikurang muli. Wala na si Prof Phil. Pwede na akong makaalis dito.

"You know what?" nagulat ako nang bigla ay hawakan niya ang kamay ko at saka ako hinila pabalik sa puwesto ko kanina. Sa likod niya. Just that simple moment, and suddenly I'm in his bubble again, and all I can think is how his long slim fingers are now wrapped on my wrist. I would f**k my wrist for that alone.

"I heard a lot of stories about you, Millicent." may iba sa boses niyang nagpataas sa balahibo ko habang mas humihigpit ang kamay niya sa wrist ko.

"I don't like the kind of person they're saying you are," dagdag pa niya bago binitawan ang kamay ko. I can still feel the tingling sensation of his hand on wrist. Agad namang dumapo ang kamay niya sa aking pisngi. Hinaplos niya ang mukha ko sa sobrang mabagal na paraan. I bit my inner cheek, trying to focus, not drowning myself in him. He has a soft hand though. I wanted to grab it and kiss it for all eternity.

"My mother's a porn actress, that's why I hate one. Everyone's eyes are telling me that you also are. And it lead me to the conclusion that what happened on that rainy day—it's not accidental."

Hindi ko alam kung bakit biglang sumikip ang lalamunan ko sa mga salitang pinapakawalan niya kasabay ng unti-unting paghaplos niya sa aking pisngi. Tila tinusok niya agad ng bubble ng pantasiya ko.

It's making me even more sick."Stop what you're doing. It's disgusting me." he told me, his upper teeth grinding on his lower ones.

Imbis na magalit ako sa baho ng mga salitang binitawan niya ay may iba sa akin na tila parang gusto siyang hilahin pa papalapit upang mas maramdaman ko ang init ng katawan niya. Pero bago ko pa iyon magawa ay bigla na siyang bumitaw sa aking mukha at saka nauna nang maglakad paalis.

I won't stop there.I'm not planning to limit myself.

Not now that I started having different urges.

Not now.

Immediately, out of nowhere, while I can still extend my arms to catch him, due to the short distance between him and me, I grabbed his arm and pulled him towards me.

He was not surprised. Like he predicted what I'd do. But there's a certain furrow on his brows. His eyes sharp.

Not until my lips slammed on his.

And all the anger in his features ceased to exist and his eyes gave out an innocent and confused reaction.I've never felt this kind of hunger towards someone.

And all I have been thinking is to strip off my clothes in front of him.

Only him.

I reached for the back of his head while deepening the kiss. Hindi nga lang siya tumutugon. Too shocked to respond.

I climbed up his hips and wrapped my legs there.

Hindi ko alam pero parang may something na gusto akong makuha sa kaniya habang hinahalikan ko siya. That will satisfy me—that something I want to get from him.

I don't have a plan to stop.

It felt more like discovering something, and then suddenly, naramdaman ko ang unti-unting paggalaw din ng mga labi niya sa akin.

I nearly died.

He's responding!

That's all I can think of now. Like I'm a alcohol, he's willing to drink down after a moment's hesitation. My inner thighs shuddered when I felt his both his hands rested on each side of my hips. His long slim fingers tightening, as I tug on his hair. It felt like this was all I've wanted in life. Max's lips.

I bit his lower lips, he took a sharp breath, but it was more like he's taking my breath away from me, so I took it back. It was nice, para kaming nagpapasahan nang hangin habang pinanggigigilan ko ang buhok niya, at humihigpit ang kapit niya sa akin.

"Mill, I thought you're going home?"

Suddenly my mind went blank when I heard something dropped on the floor, together with the shock voice.

I didn't prepare myself with this.I guess, I'm getting careless.

Seriously.

"Boney, actually, I am. I'm sorry, Max." sambit ko agad sa Cunt bago ako agad na umalis sa pagkakapulupot ko sa kaniya. I felt embarrassed for the first time.

I saw the look in the Cunt's eyes.

He's in rage.

I don't know what he's thinking, if he didn't like what I did to him, or he didn't like it that I stopped.