Love Me or Leave Me

I can still remember first time I saw you as if it was just yesterday. I remember setting in that d*** room wishing to be anywhere but there. I didn't understand why the courts was so hell bent on forcing us to take these classes. The only reason I was even there was breaking curfew. Okay maybe that's not the only reason but thats a whole other story. I remember waiting for the class to start. People was still coming in while others were talking and some even joking like this was just a normal part of their day. I remembered being annoyed and pissed off at just about everything including the sounds of everyone around me and their loud voices. I don't know when you walked in the room I was so agitated and trying hard to just tone everything out. I remember sliding down in my chair resting back on head rest with my eyes closed. But just as im about to drift off I hear the throat clear from no other then Mr. Cloud, the guy that was supposedly be the one to mold us into better shaped human beings or whatever. I reluctantly set up as he begin just wanting to get this over with and go home. Then I saw you, setting right across the table from me just staring right at me or through me is more how it felt. I remember turning to see if there was something maybe someone behind me thats caught your attention. NOPE nothing but wall. I turned back around rolling my eyes at you, this made you smile and lower your heading laughing silently. That only fueled my annoyance towards you. After class I remember you trying to catch me and walking out next to me. I was trying hard to ignore you when you suddenly jumped in front of me turning to face me with that same stupid smile on your face telling me you'd over heard me talking before class about my dog and her pups. I remember you asking for my number saying you'd like to check them out sometime. At this I laughed and hard, but I had to give it to you it was the first I've had someone try and get at me through my dogs. I'd try saying no but you insisted it was all innocent enough that you had a love for pitbulls as well. That you had a blue of your own and was looking at wanting another. So I made the first of many many mistakes and gave you my number thinking I'd just block you if you even tried anything. I was a very angry easily annoyed teenager these days. Everything and everyone seemed to get under my skin especially my so-called mother. As always once I was home I went straight to my room again just wanting to tune out the world. But just how do I do that I asked myself smiling? By no other than my very best friend Maryjane herself. I'd just finished rolling and laid on my bed after turning on the stereo and texting my brother to come smoke, when my phone buzzed. Thinking it was Matt I grab it to check if he was coming and just shut it off. But instead it was an incoming text from unknown number. "Sup" "Who is this" "Ashton from class..this the chick with the pups?" "Chick? That's how you address girls..really?" Figures he be one of those idiots. I was just about to text back but decided against as my door flies open and Matt jumps on my bed. I laughed and kick him in the ribs telling him to close the door before handing him our best friend.