Criminally Inlove

Chapter 16

I'm here inside the car with christopher. Nakaparada ang kanyang sasakyan dito sa Luciña bay na kung saan nakikita naming dalawa sa harap namin ang dagat. Napakaganda ng tanawin dito at napapansin kong may mga taong tumatambay sa bay na 'to.

Nakita ko si chris na nakatingin sa malayo and I see the sadness in his eyes the way I stare at him. I know that it's hard for him to accept the truth. I know that his still in pain. Lumapit ako ng kaunti sa kanya, trying to ask his attention to me.

"Chris?" I called his name.

"What?" the low-key in his voice is showing me that he's still not fine kaya nakaramdam ako ng lungkot sa kanya.

"I missed you." I directly said to him at ilang sandali ay iniwasan niya ko ng tingin. Nakatanaw siya uli doon sa dagat at di niya ko sinagot.

"It's been weeks na di na tayo nagkikita. Are you still mad at me?" tanong ko sa kanya at hinawakan ko ang kanyang kamay. Bigla siyang tumingin sakin at sinagot niya ko.

"No, I'm not." sabay nang kanyang pag-iling.

"I'm here kasi gusto kong magkaayos tayong dalawa. Pasensya kong di ko sinasagot ang mga tawag at text mo. Pasensya kong hindi ako nagpakita sayo for a few days. I'm sorry kung bigla kitang iniwan na hindi man lang nagpapaalam sayo." he apologize to me.

"Yeah you're gone for a couple days and you didn't think how much it hurts me. I'm sorry kung wala akong feelings sayo pero sana naman, don't break our friendship. I still need you, chris. Ang tagal na ng pinagsamahan natin dalawa tapos bigla ka nalang mawawala." I said to him.

"Kaya nga, I'm here to apologize. I'm so sorry. I didn't know how much it affects you pag iniwan kita. After a few days trying to think everything about your feelings for me, now I understand. Ayoko namang pilitin kita na mahalin mo ko. Tatanggapin ko nalang na di mo talaga ako mahal kahit masakit man, I need to accept that but again, I'm so sorry. Okay lang sakin kahit friends lang tayo and I don't wanna leave you again, I promise." pangako niya akin at hinalikan niya ang aking kamay.

Ngumiti ako sa kanya at sa huli'y nagkaayos na rin kaming dalawa. Christopher is still in love with me. I notice it the way he kissed my hands.

His heart is still into me. I hope he finds someone better than me. Sometimes I hated myself because I waste all his love and effort.

I feel like I'm a stupid person. I thought kasi na siya na talaga yung taong mamahalin ko pero nabago yung damdamin ko. I choose tristan instead of him. I love tristan so much. Naisip ko kasi na mas deserve si tristan ng pagmamahal ko and I know that he needs me too in his life.

He grows up and living alone without a parents kaya I'm gonna be the one to take care of him.

Nang napatingin ako sa side mirror, napadilat ang aking mga mata at ako'y natakot nang makita ko na naman ang dalawang itim na kotse na nasa kabila lang ng daan at medyo malapit lang ang kanilang distansya mula sa aming sasakyan.

Why they still keep following me? This is crazy. Ano bang pakay nila? Gusto ko sanang humingi ng tulong kay chris pero hindi ko itinuloy baka kasi nagkakamali lang ako sa panghihinala ko sa kanila.

I don't wanna embarrass myself pero dapat parin akong mag-ingat sa kanila dahil mukhang delikado ang mga taong 'to.

Pagdating ng Saturday, nagsimula na kaming bumiyahe ni tristan patungo sa trip namin sa La Esme Adventure Park. I can't wait to have fun in that place. It takes 2 hours yung travel namin kaya malayo din pala ang lugar na' to.

When we finally arrive to our destination, na-excite ako kasi I've never been tried thrilling activities before like zip lines and others.

First, we tried glass cliffwalk. Gosh, this walkway is not for the faint of heart! Kasi napakataas talaga ng glass cliffwalk na 'to. The retractable platform is perched 10 meters away from the edge of La Esme's rugged cliffs, rewarding every brave soul with jaw dropping sights of river sprawling out below.

Tanaw na tanaw namin dalawa ang buong kabundukan at para talagang lumilipad kami sa ibabaw. Dahil sa takot ko, napahawak ako ng mahigpit sa kamay ni tristan habang nagtatawanan kaming dalawa dahil sa na-enjoy kami.

Ang sarap talagang isigaw pero pinigilan ko lang ang bibig ko at idinaan ko nalang sa tawa kahit nanginginig na yung mga paa at kamay ko. Second, we tried sky ride.

Magkasama kami ni tristan na nakasakay sa loob ng cable car and it's the perfect way to blend excitement and the opportunity for spectacular views all at once but for me, this ride is less terrifying but still amazing and fun as we see these incredible views and beautiful landscapes.

Third is suislide, me and tristan both tried the zip line. Staged more or less 280 meters above the ground, we both thrilled each other as we zoom the way cross mountain and enjoy the breathtaking views of the rugged terrain, gushing river and deep cleft between escarpments.

Next one, we tried plunge which is grabe talaga, nakakataas ng adrenaline. It is one of the highest canyon swing in the world. While being tied to a safety harness, the nerve-racking feeling is really kick me in the moment that they released me from the air to the ground as I succumb over the vastness for a minute or two.

I really hold my breath as I jump off 70 meters vertical free fall over the steep rocky gorge at 200 meters swing. The Plunge is sure to get the heart racing!

We also tried Caving and Waterfalls chasing & also River trekkin, we explore the road less-traveled and we viewed the majestic sights of uniquely-structured flowing cascades and cool off in its respective basins.

Next naman naming sinubukan ay ang Kayaking at cliff diving, which is, while me and tristan are at the top of the cliff, we are really lured to jump 20 feet below right into the cool water, making it a must-try activity in my lifetime.

Last one namin ay ang bouldering. It's a form of rock climbing that is performed on small rock formations or artificial rock walls without the use of ropes or harnesses. It's feels amazing and I enjoyed so much. Di ko talaga makakalimutan ang moments namin dito sa La Esme. Tristan made me happy this day.

Before kami umuwi, nagtake muna kami ng pictures dalawa at nagpahinga sandali habang nakatayo kami malapit sa pangpang at nakatanaw uli kami sa mga kabundukan.

Ramdam namin ang sarap na ihip ng hangin at parang na-relax narin yung katawan ko. Nakaakbay si tristan sakin at ako'y tumingin sa kanya.

"Thank you, tristan ah for bringing me here." pagpapasalamat ko sa kanya.

"Siguro, ako dapat mag thank you sayo kasi binago mo yung buong pagkatao simula nung dumating ka sa buhay ko. At first I treat you as a toy but now I wanna treat as the love of my life. I'm seriously in love with you, justin. So, please, simula ngayon, wag mo na akong biguin." pakiusap niya sakin at hinawakan ko ang kanyang kamay.

"I will never break your heart, tristan. Nandito lang ako sayo palagi ano mang mangyari." sabi ko sa kanya.

"I love you." he sweetly said to me.

"I love you, too." I respond and then he kissed me slowly in the lips as we both closed our eyes each other.

After our kiss, tristan grab my hands and he bring me to the car. Pagpasok namin sa loob, he continued kissing me and he touch my chest.

I think he want something that's why I slowly put my hands down to his crotch. Isinuksok ko yung kamay ko sa loob ng kanyang pantalon and I started to rub his manhood.

"Ughh, keep going justin." he said while he's still keep kissing me in the lips.

Tinanggal ko na ang kanyang belt at binuksan ko ang zipper saka ko hinubad pababa ang kanyang pantalon. Nang hinubad ko narin ang kanyang underwear ay nakita kong nakatayo na ang kanyang matigas na ari kaya sinubo ko ito ng buong-buo at si tristan ay napa-ungol sa sarap.

"Ughhh... Suck it baby... Ughhh..." he moaned while I lick all over his d**k specially the upper part that's why he feel more pleased and he's getting wet.

After I suck his manhood, I immediately remove my pants and my underwear. Tumuwad ako sa harapan niya habang siya'y nakaluhod na.

He slowly put his d**k inside in my asshole and he started to f**k me. We moaned together as we feel both the satisfaction and lust.

Now I love the way he handle my body unlike before. He's so wild and abusive the way he f**k me but right now, he's so careful and romantic. I like the way he makes me feel more pleased and the way he drives me at any positions, it makes me feel comfortable and satisfied.

Finally he change his bad behavior and he's not the violent man that I met before.