“I think before, I was still in the process of facing it,” sabi ni Ryner. “It almost felt like I was in a dark room, sprinting. I couldn’t see anything. I was knocking everything over. That’s what it felt like.”
Huminga siya nang malalim bago nagpatuloy.
“But now, it’s still the same thing. I’m going through it again. The difference is I know what it is now. It’s clearer. I’m aware of what I’m dealing with.”
Sandaling tumigil ang binata, parang pinipili ang mga salitang sasabihin.
“Before, I was at the deepest, lowest point of my life mentally. And honestly speaking, I was just getting drunk all day. Really. By myself.”
Matamang nakatitig ang host sa binata.
“I’m not the type of person who avoids things. Ayokong tumakbo sa problema. But during the whole time. I think it was the first
