Aku tertegun, tidak bisa berkata apapun setelah ayah ku memaksakan keinginannya untuk menikahi gadis yang tidak aku cintai. Permasalahan hutang budi di masa lalu, mengharuskan aku untuk menerima pernikahan paksa ini, karena hutang budi ayahku kepada sahabatnya dulu, yang menjanjikan akan menjaga, melindungi dan membahagiakan putrinya. Ayahku yang membuat janji, tapi aku yang harus bertanggung jawab atas semua janji-janji itu. Tidak adil rasanya bagiku, aku berhak memilih siapa yang akan menjadi istriku nanti, aku ingin menikahi wanita yang aku cintai, tapi sulit, hutang budi yang terlalu banyak memaksa aku untuk menerima semua itu tanpa perlawanan.

You try to avoid him and not to fall in love with him however, your heart and body can not resist him, can not resist the fact that he is a extraordinary man. It's not just that he's very handsome but it's also the way he stares at you, the way he touches you with his hot and comfortable touch. All that makes your body tremble, feel weak and want more of him.

It was so dark and cold I am alive, but dead from inside, my life has been set by the puppeteers who moved my hands and feet according to their will. I was trapped in a death hole, I tried to escape but i just found myself getting more and more mired I was tired of this life, it was very difficult to breathe being under his power The things i do,hurt people in most disturbing way and there's I can do nothing but only be a subject to his demands by harming the others my life was hollow, until I met her, she came into my life as a light diminishing the darkness around, the warmth that radiated from her captured my cold heart, she was the love that came in without warning she had my heart before i could say no. She walked into my heart like she always belonged there and took down the walls i had created to feel any emotion. I felt that I had been born again, and was blessed with happiness But then everything turned worse, I put her life in danger, brought her into my dark life, made her to endure all the suffering, all the pain, it wasn't even her fault, but she had to experience all the miserable moment because of me That is a small piece of my life, " my forbidden life "

For the girl that was sit at the bus stop, you caught all my attention, you made me lured, the first time i see you, i have falling in love to you, i want to know everything about you, but i was too late, you already gone when i was about to see you in person, all i can do now is; waiting and hoping, to see you again, but how’s about my fiance?

Elena, she’s the girl that i want to protect with all my life, whenever she’s near me, I lose my mind, my heart beats very fast, everything about her is so beautiful, her smile, her cute behavior even her cries, my life is so perfect with her, I don't want another girl but her, only her, until finally, the situation has changed me, into a cold and terrible person, I have broken my promise to her, a promise to always protect her, to always be there whenever she needs me, I can’t keep that promise..