never say never

Shelly's POV I'm numb. I cannot feel anything after the betrayal of my childhood sweetheart. He just left me on my own when I needed him the most. He left me and married that w***e. the woman for who nothing matters more than money. Money is all she needed. The more rich the guy, the more she tried to seek his attention. The more, she seduced him and it doesn't matter to her if the guy is loyal or not. All she needed is the power and lifestyle. The reason is no different why she married my lover. Why I should blame her for being herself? But the person at fault here is my own lover who used me and threw me like a tissue into dustbin. My feelings and my existence doesn't matter to him anymore. He saw me in the mall while shopping with her new wife but ignored my like a plaque. The seven years of our relationship just vanished in thin air with her flavor of the month. She was not even in his life for seven weeks and he married her. The volcano inside is me is fueled with hater towards him and I believe I can never ever forgive him for what he did to me. He was my first crush, my first love and my first boyfriend. But now I cannot allow this love to hurt me anymore. It is enough just more than enough. Little did I know, what the future holds me and very soon, my paths will be crossed by ex-lover.  Ansh's POV I married the woman I wanted to. The one who will never ever dare to interfere with my life and lecture me on what to do and what not to do. The one who will pretend to be a sweetheart in front of everyone but behaves like my w***e behind the close doors. I can use her and treat her like the b***h she is but she will not dare to object. Many including my own mother think why I married her when I love the other. But she is an angel and I'm the devil who doesn't have an heart. "shell" the nickname  I gave her is still the queen of my heart and forever will be. It' just that I am protecting her from my own demons. The demon who love to inflict pain on others and f**k like an animal. The animal who can f**k your brain and make you beg by worshiping my feet.I hide it from her all my life and if needed, I'll take these secrets to be grave but will not let a single soul.