Loving you I lost myself

Chapter 10

Noah's POV

I was hoping after apologizing to Elaine she might open up to me a bit but to my disappointment she literally does what she needs to and acts like I'm not even around.

So not wanting to push her to far I decided to play it safe and keep to my own routine, for now that is.

I head to the beach every moring since I came to the vacation house

I love surfing and while abroad I really missed it.

So once I noticed Elaine's daily jogging routine,

I decided it would be beter to hit the beach instead if also going for a jog.

I'm about to head back up to the house when I also notice Elaine heading in.

I soon reached the house and don't see Elaine, I guessed she was maybe in her room so when I got upstairs I open the bathroom door...

I see Elaine topless in the batroom and I can see her beautiful perky breast, and I cant help staring.

she isn't wearing her usual sports bra but instead she is wearing a black lace bra with a small pink bow in the middle.

My eyes slowly glide down her perfectly flat stomach before stoping at her waist, I notice the hem of her panties showing above her tights, and sure enough they are also black lace with the same pink bow in the middle.

Before I could continue looking at her she screams at me, which brings me back to reality.

I stager out closing the door behind me hearing her lock it from inside.

And funny enough I also notice my hard d**k.

She just has this thing...

I enter my room and jank of my swimsuit.

My d**k comes jumping out.

Its so hard I can bearly breath.

This was a new image, her in her black lace underwear.

I reach for the lubricant like I've done for the past two weeks and again start jerking of while Imagening Elaine ontop of me, riding me, my one hand grabbing her ass and my other hand hold her breast in my mouth...

With my eyes closed and my head hanging back I pump fasted, harder until I feel the ecstasy from my pound d**k in my hands, as I am about to c*m, I hold my breath before releasing...

I lie back on my bed before lifting my head slightly.

I look at yet another mess on my thighs.

Urg..

I sigh thinking about the multiple times I've had to jerk off since I came home.

Everytime I saw Elaine in something sexy, like her short denim shorts, or her tights showing of her small buy sexy ass, or even just in her silk pjamas having breakfast, my d**k would take on a mind of its own.

I never had these tipe of reactions to any other girl before, so I just went with it and ended up jerking of at what ever image of her entered my mind.

Its really hard not having s*x, I mean I would have s*x like 3 maybe 4time a day while in high school, and alot more when I was abroad.

But since I came back I haven't even touch anyone.

Not even a kiss...

Wait Elain didn't count.

But I guess that kiss is what started all this.

I get back to reality pulling on a boxer, before heading out the door to check if Elaine is finished in the batroom.

The door is still closed and I can hear the hair dryer.

I needed a shower desperately, so I knocked.

"Elaine?"

When she answered to fast I got to think of a lie...

Before I know it I see the door open and Elaine is only wrapped in a towel, her hair still slightly wet, she brushed past me and I feel my d**k again reacting.

She heads straight into her room not giving me a second look before slamming the door shut.

I stand their once again in complete awe of Elaine, than the Jasmin scent in the batroom hits me and soon enough my d**k is now as hard as it was not even 20 minutes earlier.

Looking down at my hardend d**k I enter the batroom closing the door before opening the tap.

I look at my self in the mirror and I can't believe what is happening to me.

At the sigh of Elaine or just her scent my d**k responds In ways that Makes a horny rabbit look like a cartoon.

I notice shompoo and body wash on the basin and sure enough it's definitely Elaine's, they are both Jasmine scented.

I head into the shower again taking care of business before scrubbing my body with my Radox, energy body wash.

I turn of the tap and grab some shaving cream and a shaving blade, getting rid of any subble on my chin.

I head out of the batroom with the towl around my waist into my bedroom.

I sit on my bed before hearing my phone go off.

"DING, DING"

I lean over my bed to the other side to grab my phone.

It's a text from mom.

"you are Elaine's date to the beach party tonigh so get ready and meet us at the docks, xoxo MOM"

I look at the messages and I get butterflies in my stomic just tinking about going on a date with Elaine, drives me mad.

But I hope to God she accepts. This is the exact opportunity I have been praying for.

I jump up in excitement, I open my drawers grabing what ever I can find.

White T- shirt, light blue 3/4 and my slip on's.

I slap some aftershave on and head out the door.

I stand agains the wall opposite Elaine's room.

I'm sure she is still in there.

When she finally opens the door, I'm surprised at how hot she looks.

she seem shocked because apparently we are wearing matching outfits. And she can let it go without a small protest.

She heads down stairs and I follow her, I make sure to grab my car keys before she can grab dad's , she looks at me than grabs the house keys instead.

At the door I deliberately brush agains her while heading out and god I already feel my d**k responding.

I quickly jump in the car.

I take a few deep breaths and place my hand on my hardning d**k giving it a squeeze hoping the pain will help it go down, and it does.

Once I'm sure it's gone down I wave at Elaine ushering her to hurry up.

When she decided to sit in the back seat I was kind of disappointed, I wanted to look at her sexy legs next to me. but well...

You win some... You lose some.

I start the car and we head out,.

Everytime I look up at the rear view mirror I can't help but sneak a peek at Her.

She really is breathtaking.

We soon reached the docks and mom and uncle Dan were already there waiting for us.

I park and Elaine is already out the door.

I followed behind her.

She greets our parents before we head down to the beach.

At the beach our parents dissappear leaving me and Elaine alone.

I can see she is nervous.

Maybe I f I place my arm around her shoulder she might relax...

She leanes in...

Finally...

I feel satisfied and soon we are headed to the table with drinks.

I grabs two cokes but also notice all the other alcohol on the table, but I know Elaine isn't yet of legal drinking age, so I decided to stick to coke.

I am really trying very hard to get on her good side...

I smile at my thoughts, than head back handing her the coke that I already opend she takes a few sips and soon we look around the massive crowd of people.

I see a few of my old friend and tell Elaine I'll be right back, she smiles at me and I head down to greet the boys.

"Ya. Noah my man,hows it been?" Andrew notice me first before Dean, Shawn and Zain also come over greating me..

We chat and catch up for a bit, not without me sneaking a few glances at Elaine, making sure she is still fine.

The boys seem to notice but just give me those sneaky smiles every time I look back at them than finaly Zain asks.

"So, Noah, whats the deal with Elaine?"

I look at Zain wondering how he knew Elaine.

"It's a long story but to make things simple, she is uncle dan daughter." Zain seems surprised at my word.

"Have you f****d her yet?"

"What the f**k do u mean Zain?" I hear Shawn asking before I could even answer.

I look a Shawn and he seems pissed, why I wasn't sure but I soon realized all the boys also knew Elaine.

"No man... She is special."

"I think she might be the one."

I listen to my word and my heart is beating super fast as I realized that I just admitted defeat in front of the boys,but strangely it feels good.

I see that Zain and everyone els are shocked at my words.

They look at me as if I had just told them I'm dieing.

I see everyone smile accept for Shawn.

And I know exactly why, he must of also had a things for Elaine.

But what the f**k, I don't care, she is mine and I won't stand back just because we are friends.

I look back at Elaine and see the one guy in the world I hate most.

AIDEN WATSON.

That guy is a f*****g prick, he is a bigger d**k than me.

When I see him trying to touch Elaine and her pulling away, a sudden impulse takes over, and I abruptly head towards her not even caring about what the boys are still saying.

I reached her in a few big strides, grabbing her hand, intertwining our finger, making sure this fucker infront of her takes note.

I wanted to punch him but for Elaine I could only curse at him.

Before leading Elaine away behind me.

She followed me and I can still feel her hand in mine.

This feels nice.

I really have fallen for this girl, I grin to myself before slowing down knowing she might be out of breath by now seeing that she is shorter and smaller than me.

I stop and turn around giving her a sheepish smile.

I look down at our hand and I'm surprised she still hasn't let go.

I reluctantly let go as I watch her fingers slowly slip out of mine.

I put my hand on the back of my neck rubbing it hard as I turn away from her hoping she didn't see the disappointment on my face.

She thanks me and I brush it off without really thinking about what I am saying.

I see what looks like disappointment in her eyes but she just smiles at me and asks about Aiden.

I explain to her how I knew Aiden through Owen, as I am done explaining I notice she is thinking about something , and I swear she was looking at my lips.

I ask her whats on her mind and I can see her cheeks flush.

FUCK I WAS RIGTH...

I smile, wanting to continue my inquiries before she abruptly asks me about Owen.

I think about it for a moment and realized that of course she knew Owen, seeing that she knows Aiden.

Than I tell her a small lie, saying not really, not wanting her to know about our little escapades abroad.

Yes, me and Owen are very close, we are kind of like brothers.

So when I decided to go abroad to travel Owen followed me and we last saw each other just after we landed.

But I wasn't going to tell her that.

As I can see the disappointment in her eyes again at the mentioned of not having seen Owen since school.

To ease the tension that I feel now between us I suggest we go find our parents and she agrees, following close behind me.

When we see them they are chatting happily with some other cupple infrom of them.

Mom notice us and reaches for Elaine.

She introduced the coulpe to us and than Introducing Elaine and than me.

We greet them and I catch sight of a familiar face.

Amy Palutchi

She was my friend Jason Flemings girlsfriend.

While the rest of our friends including me f****d around and enjoyed our lives he had already found his other half.

At 17 we all told him he was crazy and he should live a little, but Jason was reluctant and stuck to Amy.

From what I know she was still A Virgin at that time and she was keeping herself till marrige for Jason.

So I think they are really a strong couple, talking from experience, when it comes to s****l desire, Jason was holding out way to long.

I dont think I could wait that long.

I look at Elaine who was now being embraced by Amy, than I smirk having second thoughts about not being able to wait, because for Elaine, I am 100%sure I'll be able to wait.

Amy nods at me and I know she must have recognized me.

I look around trying to find Jason, because I know where Amy is he is sure to be around.

Soon I see him down at the beach.

I look at Elaine pointing at Jason, kind of asking for permission I guess, and when she smiles at me I take it as a yes and head down to Jason.

Reaching Jason, he seem totally surprised to see me. He gets up to meet me half way.

"What the hell, Noah?"

"When did you get back, I almost believed you got f****d to death abroad and wasn't coming back,"

Jason says mockingly.

"No man, that impossible dude, you know my drive is super strong , no girls can break me."

I chuckle before continuing

"I got back about two weeks ago, I wanted to spend some time with my family, so I didn't tell anyone I'm back, just so I can keep a low profile till I head to uni next semester."

He smiles as he sios on his beer.

"I met Amy, are you guys still together?"

Now I got his full attention.

"What do you think, a girl like that is like a diamond, I'll never give her up."

Jason replied and I can see the happiness in his eyes, he seem truly and deeply in love with Amy.

We both break out laughing.

We start chatting about my trip and all the places I went.

I notice Elaine and Amy heading our way.

Jason looks up and gives me a smile.

Before he can ask I tell him what I told the boys earlier.

But ask him that he shouldn't say anything as I'm still working on the details.

When they are closes I shift over on the blanket and call Elaine over to come sit next to me.

I feel relieved when she doesn't protest.

I introduce her to Jason and we all start chatting away.

I move my legs a few times, deliberately making sure to touch hers.

I don't know if she noticed, but I really hoped she did.

I wondered if she felt the electricity ever time our bodies touched.

I Notice Elaine getting up and I soon see our parents so I to get up I greet Jason and head towards them.

Elaine head back and I see her exchanging numbers with Amy.

Mom and uncle Dan are already in the parking lot so I wait for her.

I stick my hand in my jean pocket kicking at the sand, thinking about how nice tonight was,

how nice it would be if she was my girlfriend.

I mean I have never had a girlfriend.

I f****d the girls I liked and that was it.

I didn't want to be tied down.

But with Elaine for some reason I felt completely different.

I wanted her to tie me down.

She soon reaches me and we head to the car.

I'm about to get in, when I suddenly see Elaine in the front seat.

What happend to her?

But I'm not the least bit disappointed.

I smile at her and get in and we soon head home.

When the car stops she is almost instantly out.

I grab her hand.

She looks at me and I can see she is a bit surprised. This might be my only chance to share my feelings with her...

I frantically spoke...

Before I could continue...

She gives my hand a squeeze before she starts talking

I watch her as she spoke but didn't hear a thing, she smile at me leaving my hand and heading inside.

I watch her leaving and sit in my car.

I sigh.

I really wanted to tell her...

That kiss...

Just proved..

I'm in love with you...

I have always been in love with you.

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