Forgotten Memories.

How? ⚠️

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How the hell did this happen? When did shît turn upside down. I'm fúcking losing my shît here. This is un-fûcking-believeable. I don't know what I am doing anymore. It seems I have lost control of my fûcking life. My girl caught me with one of the club skanks and won't even talk to me, I can't fûcking find Destiny, and I'm losing my shît here fûuck!!... A knock on my door took me from my thoughts. "Yeah, open". "Sir, sorry to bother you. There's a gentleman here to see you. He said he is a detective. He said it was urgent. He met with you right away, sir. Should I send him in?" Flora asked me. "Uh yeah, yeah, send him in." she nodded and left.

I waited for them to come back, wondering who could the detective be. I didn't have to wait long before knocking came on at the door, and Flores opened it saying. "Mr Knight, Detective Mitchel is here to see you" and, to my utter surprise, in walked none other than Zander Mitchel. My eyes are wide. My mouth opened. I was floundering like a fish. What the fûck oh God, why? What does this mean fûck me! I said, "What the hell?"

I stood on my feet, moving around my desk. I asked, "What the fûck! you're a fûcking cop?, like what the actual fûck." I was full-on tripping.

He moves towards me, and I can't decide what to do. I scream, " Fuuuuck," he puts his hands on my shoulders and tells me to calm down. He is going to help me. I am confused as fûck I need a drink. Walking to my small hid-a-way bar.

I pour a glass of Apple Crown downing it in one go and pour another. Turning to look at him, I asked if he wanted one. He says no, he's on the job. I turned and took a seat on the chair. And, said, "I need you to explain to me what the actual fûck is going on!". Over the next hour, he explained to me that he is a cop, but he had been hired by my father and uncle to help keep me out of trouble, and he also said that he knew information about Destiny.

He says that he can help me to get to her if we play the game right. Now I'm listening. He goes on to explain what he heard in his department. He is going to ask his boss to let him be placed on the case so he can get more of the information, and then, if they get too close to me, he can detour them away. I nodded and asked him "What's in all this for you, and why are you getting involved in this I know my father and uncle hired you, but I am curious why you would get wrapped in this." He chuckled and said, "iIt's between me and your father, all you need to do is listen to me and do your normal everyday activities, then if the detectives on the case have questions answer them the same way I have been and try to stay close to her friend."

I told him about her walking away a few nights ago and that she wouldn't even answer my calls or the door when I showed up. He laughed at me and said, "Well, maybe if you weren't dipping your dîck in everything with a cúnt you might still have that one she was in love with you." "fûck you" I, say to him, which makes him laugh harder what an asŝhole he calms down and tells me what is going to happen this next week and that he will send me what to do by text messages. I will be patient because I know if I jump the gun I will not be doing anything other than sitting here waiting and following orders. If this really works, I'll be thanking my father and uncle for the rest of my life.

I will never forget Destiny and the fact I took her virginity and everything about that night, the way her brown eyes shined with tears as I sank my c**k deep in her pûssy. She cried so pretty. Tears were streaming down her beautiful face. I fûcking loved it, something I will never forget, but now I want to do so much more to her. I want to make her cry with pleasure and pain so much that she won't know what one ended and another began. I want to wrap my hand around her neck and choke her out, watch her fighting for her breath while I fûck her sweet pûssy. It's just a matter of time before I find her, and I will find her.

Until then, I will be buying my time. I will wait for her to fûck up, and she will! When I finally get my hands on her, I will make her bow down just like I want her to she will submit to my will. Coming out of my thoughts, I texted my father and asked him questions about Zane, and if he knew about him and knew he was a cop, my father informed me. Zane has been working for my father for the last 5 years, and before that, his father worked for us, so he is loyal and gets the jobs done quickly and cleanly.

So I will wait for now too. Hopefully, it won't take too long. I tried calling Natalie, but she blocked my fûcking numbers, she is pîssing the fûck off. She can give me a fûcking chance, fûck. I've only cheated on her a couple of times, and I didn't even keep them around. I knew I should have gotten rid of the club slût after I was done with her, but every time they came back around thinking I was going to be OK with another go at me, I wasn't even planning on fûcking her. She was just keeping my hands busy while my mind was replaying the night Natalie said she loved me, yeah, fûck man. I couldn't get out of there quickly enough.

She was falling asleep when she said it, but it still scared me. I don't love anyone else, but Destiny and I always have. When we were in high school, we were both young and curious and hormonal teenagers, but we made a plan that I thought was a good deal.

We would date each other until the summer after graduation, and we would go to our separate colleges, and it was great until she asked me if I wanted to lose our virginity now or in college, and I thought we could do it now.

I was in love with the girl. I thought she loved me too, and once we had left the graduation party, I took her to a nice motel and I tried to be romantic. She was happy at the time, we were a hot mess actually fumbling around and trying to take each other's clothes off and when I had her naked under me. I shoved my hard dîck inside her. She screamed out and tried pushing me off, and I tried to ease her pain. She told me to stop, but I didn't want to.

I moved slowly and told her it only hurt for a minute. She cried the whole time and I kind of felt bad for just shoving it in, but shît it's hard to control yourself when you are young, hot and hõrny and, in the end, I left her there crying in the room. It was 2 weeks later, and she broke my heart and left for college. It was 2 full years before I got to see her again personally, but, I kept track of her, and my guy kept the shîtty men away from what was mine. I tried to get her to get back with me, but she refused the idea, stating that we had an agreement in high school, and it had to stay there in the past.

Whatever!!.. She can think what she wants, but I'm in charge and I will get my way, I always do and with Zander Mitchel or Zane, as he calls himself the cop in my corner, it's going to be a wild ride as long as I get my goal. I am happy.

My phone rings. I got up, grabbed it from my desk, and saw it was Jesse answering. I asked, "Where are you? He tells me he is in Soloway visiting his aunt with his mother, and I remember he told me about this last week, damn it.

I apologize for being a dîck because I forgot about it. He says it's alright and asks what's going on, so I tell him about Natalie and the shît from the last week, and he tells me he has something that might cheer me up.

He was with his mother and aunt, and they stopped Destiny at some bake sale. He had seen Destiny Waters in the flesh working there. He said she didn't recognize him or his mother, so he didn't say anything. "Holy shît" I said. "Are you fûcking with me right now? Dude, you can't fûck with me, man! I will lose my shît if you are!" he replied, "No man, I wouldn't fûck with you like that she is in Soloway. I will be here for the weekend, and I will find out where she's at and what the deal is and why she is hiding out here. I'll keep you updated." I am shocked. I thanked him, and we ended the call.

Holy shît she's in another fûcking city damn near 60 miles from here. How? I am in a much better mood now after this news, so I'm going to go out tonight. Checking the time I see. It's 4:30pm. So I get back to work and finish just as Flores knocks and announces she's leaving for the day. I said goodbye and shut everything up and headed out, calling my driver on the way to the elevator. "Meet me out front," I said, then hung up. Getting outside, Jim is waiting for me to greet him. He said, " Good evening sir", opening the door, and I slid in. "Good evening, Jim."

He closes the door and gets in, starting the car. He asks, "How has your day been, sir?" I look up at him and tell him it was busy and long." He says, "We will arrive home shortly, sir, then you can relax." I nod to him, signaling." I don't want to talk anymore. We got home 20 minutes later.

The traffic was a bîtch tonight. I go in and smell the food cooking. The maids here have been with my family since I was a child, and we currently have a good relationship, which I like.

They are like my family. I went to the kitchen and greeted Rita. "Hello, Miss Rita. What have you made tonight? It smells delicious. " She smiles and says, "Oh Jarod, nice to see you home so early. I have made your favorite beef roast with mashed potatoes and gravy with asparagus and peach cobbler for dessert. Everything will be ready in 20 minutes." I thanked her. it sounded so good. I said," I'll go shower then and be down soon.

Thank you, Rita, You are the best. " Kissing her cheek, I turned and left to walk to my room, deciding to stay in tonight. Shower time then food, then I'm going to watch my favorite video of Destiny and me on the night that changed me forever. hmm.. I get hard thinking about it.